Choice in life

2010-07-11T20:18:00.002+08:00

**It had been ages since i last post.. the last post was written when i working with Acer..Alot of things happen these 2 months.. and becos i am lazy.. so i nv updates..
hmmm,the first big thing is i am going to get enlisted to BMTC Sch 1 on 26th Aug 2010.
Haizz, even after repost, i still go back to the same place same unit.. i was hoping to get in SCDF then can be afi, but the bad point is at there i cant really lose weight.. then hoping to get into army becos i can really become fitter there and lose weight.. then after my 2 years of NS, i can sign on in scdf.. but army is on a off shore island.. and tat idea is like omg liao.. hahaha.. but anyway i cant run away from it.. so i decided to enjoy the rest of my time be4 i enter and face army with everything i have.. Stopping to think negative make me more confident.. haha.

Second thing is i move hus le.. hmmm i had move to this new hus for like 2 weeks already.the place here are not bad.. oh yea , the new place is woodland circle.. so everything here is kinda ok and i found myself like this place more compare to my old hus.. maybe is becos everything is new here.. so yea.. but anyway is like 6 months aft, i will be moving again for some reason.. so let see how ba.. anyway by that time i am in army already.. only weekend will be at home..

Third, let talk about what i had been doing anyway.. Like the past, i been focusing in ncdcc... and now i am leaving already.. so i kinda not bear to leave my unit.. anyway i had train this unit up.. from nothing to now a day, got a system of working. and my PDS, arghhhh.. why they postpone the competition. haizz.. but anyway i hope i can get to see the competition.
Actually I still have lots of worry for the unit.. but i also knw i must be confident of the SNCO and NCO i had trained.. maybe becos till nw, the SNCO and NCO still cannot work as a team ba.. working together is the key.. but they are not doing that.. or they are trying to do, just tat it cant hit my standard ba.. but whenever i got time, i will go back to see my unit.. hahah..

Oh yea, Ricky ,Jia Wei and Derek is motivated to become kayaking coach too.. and will be taking their star 1 course next weekend.. they sat i bringing them to buy watershoes.. hehehe.. then i also want to go there to buy some stuff for my enlistment.. and for their star 1 course i will be their asst coach.. hehehe.. treat me well ar if u wan to pass..hahaha.. just jking....

Yesterday went for an outing with my SNCO and NCO... and derek also come.. cos we go bank le.. then i ask him tag along.. hehehe.. we went to waterfront park...then play the skywalker.. hahaha then sit there and slack awhile.. then it rain.. sooo sian.. then all of them came my hus , we play murderer and found out who is the silent killer.. and pls i am innocent.. don kill the spy and police pls... lol... then we play a at first we think very stupid the game.. the count to 10 game.. but in the end it was like super fun and lame.. hahaha.. anyway no more details.. as it is within the 4 walls .. hahahaa..

That all for nw.. wait for future update^^ **

2010-05-24T15:27:00.002+08:00

**I am back after so long.. i have not post anything since my laptop spoil.. well ok some updates my lappy is back to healthy condition, but still need to take care so it can live longer.. haha.. from my last post till now i had not do much thing actually...

Firstly, is I finally get my diploma from RP le.. hahaha.. i collected it last friday.. well, actually don't have any feeling well get my cert.. don know why.. maybe too tired ba.. or is becos know result before getting the cert.. so like expected.. haha i don know.. anyway that finally offically end my poly life.. and i am getting to the next phrase of life.. NS!!! .. lol...,

second, i was working part time as acer promoter again.. well only for 5 days only..and today is the last day already.. well and this was a good working life, but boring.. hahah.. cos there are no boss to look after me this 5 days, i am work alone.. not home alone.. lol... then i was like first day i reach there, then my boss tell me she not coming.. then i whole day alone.. then after awhile she call..then to check la.. and see i understand everythign anot.. then i ask so all 5 days i alone? then she said yes.. i like LOL!!!.. so first day i was super sian, cos i at first tot confirm busy like hell, so i never bring PSP all that... in the end.. i sit there do nothing.. lucky after awhile can use the school wireless, so i started to read manga online.. haha..

then second day onward, i bring my PSP ,vodaphone,all that.. i some more transfer song inside the acer laptop, install PPS and watch anime.. hahahaha.. i was like slacking all the way la... lol... then second day jw come and pei me also.. haha we was like watching anime on his laptop.. lol.. then the rest of the day, i was like playing PSP.. and listening to song all that.. hahaha.. so right now i am blogging while working.. hahaha..

then last sat i also went to J Bac to work as KI, that job also easy, be safety officer only.. hahaha.. then just paddle with them only.. then can liao.. hahaha.. ok my work end liao.. maybe later reach home then continue the post.. or something.. haha**

2010-05-06T21:28:00.000+08:00

**Feeling so sian now... because my lappy die again.. and sent to private clinic.. cos warranty over liao.. so sent to the computer shop at 883... haizz... it will like auto sudden off after i on for like 15 min.. and the lappy is super hot.. power sia.. then i go cos-way point check, lol, they tell me they don repair hardware fault.. i nothing to said.. so went to 883 de.. he said fan spoil,totally not moving.. must change $180, lucky my dad is paying.. ahaha..anyway i seriously miss my laptop.. although he said i can get it back by tml.. hahaha.. but i scared repair liao still got problem lo.. since is like 3 years old liao..

Just read my bros and my friends blog.. hmm i feel so outcast-ed sia.. like i too long never go out with friends liao... social circle too small.. only go out with jw and derek.. hahaa.. then i think so sian now.. everyday rotting at home.. doing nothing.. not like ricky they all, everyday go to work.. haizz.. i don know what i had been doing this few months.. rotting at home? what i am thinking sia.. where is my active lifestyle.. haizz.
maybe i am going to find those ntuc work again.. haha.. let hope i can find la..
i don know what to write already, so let blog next time.. bye bye.. **

2010-03-25T23:33:00.002+08:00

**Yesterday the result was finally released, of cos i am talking abut the school result..hmm, overall, i am very happy with my result of the term as well as the result of my whole poly life.. I got a final GPA of 3.54. a increase of 0.04 from last sem.. hahaha.. Yesterday was the official day that I graduate from RP.. well the feeling of graduating was very confusing , because i don know to be happy or to be sad.. haha..happy is of cos i had successfully finish my poly education...but sad is because, i am entering to my next phase of life, be it working life or NS.. and i am kinda feel lost.. haha.. and also is like cannot see my friends in poly le.. well although in the past i mentions that in poly u cant really get close friends or friends you can really trust, but for me i met a few of really close friends and i can trust them.. Like Bo Shen, Chee San, Siew Mei.. This 3 are my closest friends in poly la.. haha.. everyone is moving on now... moving to their working life or like me waiting for NS... Maybe in the future we may get a chance to work with each other again, maybe for work.. haha.. who know...
anyway, after the SNCO, i been resting and resting.. not rotting ar.. cause i had been very tired after the 2 weeks of packing life.. hahaha..then next week, i am going to start working again, as acer promoter then after that will be working as KI again.. haha.. money money money.. lol..ok la.. nothing to update le.. tml still got ncdcc.. so bye bye.. **

2010-03-21T20:47:00.001+08:00

** These are my Nov!!! they are the best...**

2010-03-21T10:58:00.002+08:00

**It been a long long long long long time that i haven been updating.. the last updated should be around 2 weeks ago.. reason being i am working having camp as well as being the APC for the 8th SNCO...well so let me talk about the work first ba.. i am working for acer at RP roadshow.. well that mean selling acer lappy la.. overall for me i think that the spec for acer this year is super good la... so if i got $$ i will sure buy.. but too bad i don have.. hahaha.. so anyway i am proud to said that for the 4 days i work for acer i am the top sales.. WAKAKAKA!!!!. lol ok that is HL ... anyway it was fun working with different ppl that i don know.. talking to ppl i don know.. hahha..
well than after the 4 days of work, i went to my KCP NCDCC unit camp which is a 3 days 2 night.. Well by the time i report to camp i am already tired like shit la.. but nvm i endure and continue lo.. overall i would said that the camp was fun but tiring..i would said that the NCO and SNCO had been doing a good job.. but the NCO still have room for improvement.. So NCO don give up and try harder.. Although i know that the CLTs had been giving you all shit all the way during camp la.. but it had to be done..
Next i went to HQ to help out the 8th SNCO course.. I skip the first day of course reason being i was sick.. so i decided to take a break first.. then for tue to fri i went to help out.. Nov was the platoon i am in charge of.. From tue to fri i had see their improvement as a cadets as well as as a SNCO.. I had been giving them shit like hell.. every morning row call was a killer.. I think every morning they pump more then 100.. hahaa.. nvm is a good arm training.. hahaha.. this time working in HQ is good.. I would like to work in HQ more.. but of cos it is tiring.. anyway we did a photoframe as well as write our wishes to out Nov as a farewell gift..well i also get a farewell gift from HQ.. and it is a teddy bear.. hahahaha.. ok can... but nvm i was keep it for sure de.. hahaha..
ok la i don know wat to write again le.. so next wait till next time.. haha.. **

2010-03-02T20:02:00.003+08:00

**Yo, had been thinking to update my blog a few days le.. but keep on think and lazy then never update.. so now finally make myself to update.. hahah.. well firstly let talk about what i did today. So basically I wake up earli today which is like 11 plus.. cos now my normal waking time is 12 plus ,1plus and 2 plus.. then after that went to my unit to meet my NCOs as we are going to bench road to buy our camp stuffs..and i buy a new muti-purpose knife. and better then my current one and it cost only $4!!!! that is super cheap man.. hahaha.. good stuff and cheap.. hahaha..

then it had been proven that the gal NCOs are LES!!!.. lol.. they are totally crazy.. hahaha.. regret wearing the same shirt as them man.. LOL!!!..hhaa.. jkjk.. then after that went home already .
I had been thinking alot this few weeks, as I am rotting at home and seriously nothing to do... so just anyhow think here and there.. Well I think that some job is a really very important as they bring relive to people. It let people feel hopes, saw the light that will save them in their hopeless pit.

Job like doctor, firefighter, police... Just the sight of them, the words they said can let you feel ok, it can remove all the stress that u had..
Also after this few weeks, i feel that city life is so stress and boring.. everyday laptop laptop laptop... this is soo boring.. i want to get away from city life for a while.. just awhile , few days will be enough..
Now i really cant wait next week to come.. cos next week is my UNIT CAMP!!! wooo.. and i heard that NPCC, BB and 2 other school cca or wat is also having camp with the same date with us.. Some more my unit there only got ONE!! bathing room.. so it like OMG!! must plan nice nice for them., hahaa.. anyway it should be very fun ba.. hahaha.. then after the camp. i am going to help out in the SNCO course at HQ.. after one year plus , i am finally going back to HQ.. hope that it will be good and fun.. well nth to write le.. next time got thing to write then update.. hahaha..

2010-02-19T23:48:00.003+08:00

**hmm LONG LONG never update liao.. too lazy again.. everytime open the New Post page.. then too lazy to type and hence close the browser..hahaha...OK first thing I am OUT OF RP!!!! I had finish my studies liao... for 1 week le.. Now is all about rotting and waiting for enlistment..
Coming out of RP is like, sian.. at first tot that when i grat from RP, i will be very happy and carefree... and yet now, i am feeling so sian, aimless and meaningless.. Everyday at home doing nth but slacking, watch show, eat , slp.. nothing else..In the past, i like to have sch holiday and it seem that holiday always end so fast.. Yet now, i feel that when you had nothing to do and just wait.. It is a very tong ku thing..so everyone that is still in sch now.. treasure it.hahahaha..next , I should start my running and swimming again man.. If not that it for my fitness level..I think i had stop running and swimming for at least one month le...
Now, I think i am only focusing in NCDCC, that is my only meaningful thing that I am doing for the time being... so let hope that i can get some partime job also.. so i wont meaninglessly doing nth but to wait for friday to come.. hahaha..
Also now my unit had 2 more new CLTs that come in to assist me in training up the unit... today was the first day i was working with them...I feel that is kinda fun and ok working with both of them.. they are friendly and funny.. also they treat stuffs seriously, which is important as a clt in the unit.. I believe I will have a good working relationship working with them..
Now I don know what to write again.. hahaha.. ok so let stop here for today and wait for my FUTURE updates.. which is don know when again.. hahahah.. **

2010-01-09T21:44:00.002+08:00

**Yo yo yo, one week after school reopen le... well this week was a busy, tired,meaningful and fun week.. hahaha.. so many thing to settle this week.. time is really not enough for me.. but lucky everything had go smoothly.. hahaha..

ok let first talk about my studies first..so this week had 2 UT bio imaging and equipment.. hahaha..well the equipment UT was abit challenging but imaging was ok.. haha quite easy... at least a B.. hahaha.. well the whole week of study is like OMG!!.. super tired, especially on thrus.. nearly wanna to skip sch... lucky never.. i ENDURE.. wakakak... and first day of sch was imaging.. first day only the topic is like OMG!! super hard la.. but after trying super hard.. get pass it but it was sooo tired.

ok next talk about NCDCC, this week was a fulfilling week for me in ncdcc.. I went to my unit 3 time in this week. .. well this is my specialists for the sec 1 campfire performance.. they really put in alot of effort and willingly go though the hell life with me.. hahaha.. the video is on my facebook. go and check it out.. but is the backview only.. frontview will be uploaded soon.. and this time, i miss the cca fair due to school UT. no choice.. If not i sure go de.. but during the holiday we put in alot of effort , like prepare banner, building gate using pole and rope.. i also join in the building and lead my Bob the building team..hahahaha.. of cos the holiday was hell to them.. before they had offically become my specialists, they went through alot of training.. to prepare them to become a NCO.. i enjoy the time training with them .. or rather training them,.. sometime we had fun , sometime i was really piss.. but overall I enjoy it.. hahaha..

well some personal life now, this week was sooo busy that i had no time to go to gym until today.. this week only go gym once.. feel kinda unconformable.. so also did some dumbell training at home.. this morning went to gym with jw.. did my usual stuff...and swim of cos.. swimming is great.. is relaxing and it BURN fat... hahaha.. well next week i believe will also be quite busy for me.. Going Hq on monday so skipping school halfway, then tue going my unit again for meeting.. then wed fyp need to test my circuit see can work anot.. thrus finally can rest then friday maybe going sch maybe not going.. see how first.. cos got training too.. hahaha.. **

2010-01-03T21:49:00.002+08:00

**School is going to re-open soon.In a few more hours time, i need to step into the war ground.. hahaha.. I said until rp very scary.. well is TRUE!!! hahaha.. cos tml first day of school got test liao... What is this man.. holiday still need to prepare for test.. haiz.. this holiday is soo sad... lost my Hp.. then now waiting for the day to come when i can get myself a new one.. ahhaha..anyway how did i spend my last day of holiday.. well feel kinda sad to spend the last day at home rotting..
anyway wake up in the afternoon like 12 plus.. than start to STUDY!!!.. woo that great.. first thing wake up is to study.. hahaha then follow by eat and watch show.. seriously nothing to do.. then until night then go study again.. then now blogging.. hmm the coming week is going to be very busy for me.. cos got cca fair.. for KCP then still need to go and supervise practice the performance for the campfire.. and then friday there will be another UT!!! nooooo.. hahaha
So here is the plan for the week .. of cos weekday only..
Monday
-Go SCH!!!
-BioEquipment UT
-Go home slack.. LOL!!1
Tue
-No SCH!!! YEAA!!!!!
-Go to KCPSS for NCDCC
Wed
-NO SCH!!!! but got FYP!!! SIAN!!
-then afternoon go KCPSS for NCDCC
Thrus
-GO SCH
-maybe going gym after school but fri got UT!!!
Fri
-Go Sch
-Bio-imaging UT
-RUSH to KCPSS for the campfire performance..ACTUAL!!! hahha

Yea that will be the plan for this coming week. and everyday i would be reaching my hus after 6pm.. that is sooo great. ahahaha.. ok la i going to slp now le.. first day of sch cannot late.. hahaha.. good nite**

2010-01-01T22:19:00.002+08:00

**A whole newww WORLD!!!!. which is a whole new year and of course a whole new blogskin.. well see ricky also make his own blogskin after yuting.. Sooo I should follow the footstep.. hahaha.. anyway my art really fail man.. this is the best i could do.. lol... think need to change soon enough.. LOL!!!. but anyway i like it.. hahah.
year 2009 really pass very fast.. when we grow older, time goes faster.. i rmb when I am young, it take soo long for one year to pass. maybe is becos when we are young, we don know what is date.. hahaha..
so let recap what i had done in year 2009. first, i got my Kayaking level 1 cert and start working as a kayaking coach.. I rmb chionging for 2 whole month working as a kayaking coach, and it really tired like hell.. and i become blackie.. hahahaha.. then my year 3 start.. i tell myself i need to work hard for the last one year.. and then after sem 1 i manage to pull my GPA back to 3.5.. then come sem 2.. which i am still in now.. but in around 6 more week i will be grad of poly and being call to serve the nation.. hahaha...but of course the best thing i had done is i know you.. hehe..,
ok for ncdcc, i had been posted to KCPSS for one year already.. I try my best in helping KCP. But time is just not enough.. so kinda sad that i am going to leave KCP in a few month time.. but i will stay till the nation call. hahaha.. until i go ns, i will still put in my best in KCPSS.. hehehe..
Yesterday count down was rather nothing to me. cos i am home alone.. FIghting robber? hahaha nope.. SLPING!!!.. cos i am super tired man.. yesterday morning went to gym and swim. reach home already super tired.. PS man , jw, ask u come play game in the end i go slp.. hahaha. i hear the countdown in my room. i think firework too.. but i cant see.. block by all the HDB..hahaha..
So what is my wish for the year..
1. Stay with her.^^
2. Become fitter
3. Hope that everything in NS is ok
4. Enjoy my life be4 NS
and I cant think of any right now le... hahaha... anyway just a happy life with no wry and sadness. ^^ **

2009-12-05T21:09:00.002+08:00

**WOO!! ONE WHOLE MONTH NO UPDATE LE!!!!..hahahah..well actually is lazy and don know wat to update... So had been MIA for one month.. ONE MORE WEEK to sch holiday.. that is GREAT!! but also mean i need to go NS soon.. hahahawell nvm, I been starting training for i think more then 1 month le... GOing gym 3 time per week and running too..Strength are building.. haha.. well this month are busy for my studies as well as NCDCC.. Was busy thinking how to train and develop my new NCOs... BUt i believe they will be good Ncos in the future.. Providing they pass my test.. HAHAHAHA!!!!!
anyway also work for one day during my sch term.. on sunday somemore.. go for expedition for 2 time in a day.. that was killing man.. the sch cher is like super noisey lo.. on powerboat and keep on shouting at the student to be faster... stupid..
anyway one more UT ahead be4 my holiday.. which mean it quite sian.. be4 holiday still have UT.. but good thing is after holiday i only left 2 more UT...hahahha.. but of cos there are still UT3..
Hmmmmm .. currently at RP with ricky and jw.. and all of us is playing.... NINJA WARZ!!!a facebook game.. we all are like chionging all day.. hahahaa.. well it kinda a fun game... and i am back in playing RA3... hahaha.. get it again from jw.. but the extracting of the game is SUPER SLOW!!!!!!... it take nearly an hour.. hahaha..
Also done my medical check up...for my NS of cos... be4 that i was kinda wry that I get a PES C and below then cant sign on.. but now everything is fine.. SO training is very important now so that i can sign on..hahaha
Well i am running out of thing to write le.. hahah.. so update next time... bye bye**

2009-10-30T00:35:00.002+08:00

**Well after 1 week plus never update, it time to update... hmmm i think my ankle had recover about 70% or so.. But my feet don know why keep on getting blueblack from walking too much.. i mean my ankle of course.. and still can bent to the side.. So i think more time needed to recover fully.. But is ok, i am starting my fitness training again... going running later at night... hahah.. cos now is 12.37am of 30th Oct le... and of cos.. HAPPY BDAY to myself... hahaha.. anyway that not important.. everyday is the same.. as long as i can spend my time with the people i love. I can enjoy everyday..

hmm, people tend to change as time goes by.. why do people need to change..cant everyone just be themself, like how we are when we are an innocent child.. wont that be happier.. why do we need to change ourself to entertain others. putting on a mask to hide our true feeling.. that is not our real-self..and everyone actually feel tired in putting on that mask, but why do we still put it on...

when we grow, we tend to think alot be4 making a decision.. is this good or bad..?? if the things that we want to do can make us happy, why don we just do it without thinking? is it becos we are sad that the doing may tear off the fake mask that we are wearing all the time? i don know... but what i know is, for me to a certain extend i am selfish.. I don deny the fact.. but i am also willing to give for my loves one, my friends and family..

After 19 years , do i really know who am i? or this who am i is someone that i created myself.. if so, where is my real-self.?but if this is my real-self, then what had i done in this 19 years? did i achieve anything? most likely, i had spend 1/4 of my life on earth..so wat did i bring to the people around me, my family, my friends, my love one, and the place i live in.. happiness?Sadness? or if i plus and minus everything, the value is 0.. if i am given a black piece of paper, and ask to write down what contribution did i contributed.I think high chance it may submit a blank piece of paper back... from the past till now, i keep telling myself to change and be a better person.. but did i do it? i don know... maybe i did, or at least i try..actually i scare to do alot of things... sometime i am really tired.. sometime i am really scared.. am i as strong as i project?.. hmm i don know.. haha.. to be or not to be.. that the question.. lol.. well don wry, i am not emo.. just trying to write down wat was on my mind.. hahah..

anyway back to my school life.. hmm, feeling that going sch is such a strange thing.. my feeling for sch actually change for this sem.. maybe is becos i study for 3 days per week.. so to me , everyweek when going to sch like just finish holiday.. so actaully i am not motivated to study.. haha.. but i am not a SLACKER... hahaha... UT is coming.. hence need to study and prepare for me.. don wanna to screw up my last sem.. And for FYP, is totally screw up.. haizz.. software part totally no improvement.. haizz.. i also don know wat value i had in the team..haizz.. think gotta stop here first.. since it so long post already.. haha..**

2009-10-19T12:02:00.002+08:00

**Well Well wat a days...i just dislocated my ankle this morning.. well was doing supported chin up.. then one of my friends did not let go my leg on time. and i landed on one leg..hence yea... haha... first time dislocated. don wanna a second time again.. at first i tot was sprain only.. then the PTI use ice compression.. pain was ease awhile.. but soon come back... then my father come pick me up and see doctor... well reach the place.. i took out the ice bag... and i se strange shape on my ankle.. hmmm... ok can. then the doctor see le... then said is dislocated.. and when he located back was so high.. and hear the sound...wooo.. that is soo power.. so i skip sch today... and lucky tml i no sch.. if not walk to sch.. sure die... hahaha...

well next, i am soo soo soo excited for SIm 3.. must wait till my friends pass to me.. so need to wait till wed... but anyway, this few days i was playin dota.. hahaha.. well it is a good game as long as u don over play... TD is also a good one.. i like TD the most... hahaha... also got did weight training this few days... increase weight to 14KG already... hmm slowly train.. i think a few more week need to increase again. but need to buy.. no $$$.. hahaha.. so see how ba,...

Oh yea.. although this is like one week plus the new liao.. but but but... last monday derek bday.. so we went to watch movie.. hence I suggested to watch this" Haeundae: The Deadly Tsunami ".. while from it name, u know is something related to tsunami.. really i encourage everyone to watch.. some part of it is funny, some is thrilling, some is touching and some is sad... so yea.. go watch yourself would be the best.. hahaha..**

2009-10-11T22:23:00.002+08:00

**Yo yo yo.. lol.. ok anyway yesterday was super fun... haha.. after soo long i finally ton overnight... and i NEVER slp until i reach home this morning.. that ia a great achievement.. LOL!!!this is becos in the past no matter how i will get some slp in the night.. maybe 1 hours or so.. but yesterday i did not.. haha..

ok , so yesterday me, ricky , jw and wei li meet first then go makan.. our dinner of cos.. then after that start the magic time.. we are like doing magic using poker card.. haha.. and the conclusion we get from last night is.. is all about your cheating skill... HAHAHAHA..

then after that went to meet derek at his house... so we slowly walk to his hus la.. then i think derek father can be a very good magican.. reason being.. he pawn us.. hahaha.. well only we all know the methods.. LOL!!.. ok so after that we did all kinds of things at derek hus.. like watch movie, eating, drinking.. and i found out something.. the game that derek suggest always let us see the " TRUE COLOUR" of a person.. hahaa.. so yesterday we play the monopoly cards.. hahaa.. super fun one.. i think we play from 2 plus to 6 plus.. and time really fly.. hahaa..

well after that some went to slp.. but i don know y i cant slp.. so i play game with jw... we are the only 2 left... last 2 man standing.. hahaha.. soon after that went home and eat and slp too.. hahaha..

well tml need to go sch again le.. morning pt again.. is good to have pt .. but is soo earli.. think i need to get use to it soon.. going NS.. is going to wake me up more earli.,. hahaha.. well tml i think also got events.. hahaha. so yea.. hehe.. stay tune.. LOL!!.. **

2009-10-09T13:53:00.002+08:00

**Well currently still in sch... hmm feeling super tired and slpy.. today is the end of 1st week... hmm, although i only like studying for 3 days per week.. but i don know why i am soo tired after each day of sch.. just like yesterday, reach home immediately fall alslp... all the way till 6 plus..maybe becos yesterday morning PT too tiring.. hahaah..

This week of sch, seariously is boring.. everything that we study is soo dry.. everyday study about how hospital work, the different types of equipment.. haizz.. one moduel learn still ok.. all 3 moduel is learning the same things...

well life without NCD was super bored.. training was held on since they are having exam in sch... well wanna go back unit to train the cadets.. hahaha.. also very exicted and looking forward to my ncdcc camp at the end of the year..

hmm think my blog is going to die soon.. sch start le.. everyday the same thing and i don know wat to post liao.. hahaha..anyway next wait to the next post ba..hahah..*

2009-10-06T01:18:00.003+08:00

**Lesson learn... Take care of your teeth.. Never take care , only one result will happen.. It make your $$ sing Fly Away... Well went to dentis just now, to repair my teeth.. do filling again as part of the old filling actually break. well let hope this one stay.. haizz. cost me $72.. there goes my $$$..hahaha.. anyway seriously i really hate to see denti, is SOOO SCARY!!!..haha.. i also don know why man.. maybe becos the rubber gloves..hahaha..

ok back to sch... today first day back to sch.. hmmm, feel kinda ok. the one month plus break passes so fast that i don feel like i am having holiday at all.. LOL!!!.. anyway some of my clsmate already starting to count down to the next holiday le. Which is 48 days from now.. HAHAH!!!that is a good way to motiva us to continu to study.. hahaa.. YEA!!! tml no sch.. great.. can slp till afternon again.. after today i am soooo tired.. hahaha.. not enough slp.. then wed is FYP day... kinda like FYP day alot.. cos is so relax and easy.. and is fun too.. lol. haa.

Today lesson was on bioimaging, faci is Vicent.. that GREAT!!can learn quite alot in his cls. and his cls is super relax one..hahaha. well first problem of the lesson, learn about the different type of bioimaging.. like CT Scan, PET Scan, MRI, X-ray, etc.. many many.. hmm, must put in more efforts liao. cos today i found out that i was playing facebook game in school almost the whole day.. hahah.. this is "GREAT".. lol.. **

2009-10-04T17:31:00.003+08:00

**Super tired and slpy now... don know why... and the point is i slp till 2pm today then wake up.. and i am still feeling slpy here... maybe beos i slp at 4am plus last night..was watching some chinese shen hua show.. well seriously nothing to do.. be4 the sch reopen tml.. tml gotta have PE in the moning althoug i am having class at 9.45am.. which mean i need to wake up super earli...
well will try to slp earlier tonight,.. cannot slp at 4 plus again... if not tml 7 plus wake up confirm die one... hahaha...
Well tml first day of school is bioimagin.. hmm calucaltion again.. let hope first day i can don slp in cls... and maybe stop playing my game... LOL!!!..well it my final sem.. let make it a good sem... study hard... and maintain my GPA... cos finally my GPA is back to 3.5 after i study soo hard for year 3 sem 1... so must maintain.. cos at least it can give me a chance to go uni, if i want to after my NS.. I also not sure would i really want to go to uni anot... well i know that students life is always better then working life... hmm need to think it again... hahaha..
Well great, my tooth just break.. not the whole tooth.. but part of the tooth... and the things is i don know how it break.. hmm.. got to go for tooth filing again.. i guess.. haiz... sian.. well think that nothing much to update now.. so after tml my first day of sch then see how la.. **

2009-10-02T23:35:00.004+08:00

**FINALLY!!! after so long i update again.. since my last update was 2 months back ba.. reason being kinda lazy to update... was busy SLACKing.. LOL!!.hahaa.. anyway alot of things happen in this 2 months.. but of cos i am not gotte talk things that is soo way back.. let talk about more recent things man.. hahah
OK First was the outing I had with my secondary school friends as well as my bros.. Photo will be uploaded below.. well went to east coach park for the outing.. we are having BBQ. although i never eat but it was super fun to start fire and cook.. hahaa.. lol... ok can so lame.. then during sept i went to east coast 3 times le.. hmm first 2 times did not go down in the water to swim.. finally during this outing i did.. haha.. thanks derek and jw for SWIMING and building our " BIG PROJECT" hahahhaah... we like no childhood ok.. haha... well i was not able to ton over night.. hence i go back around 9 like that..hahaha... overall, i like the outing and realy enjoy it.. realy hope to ton over.. but haiz..

next, it would be my school holiday... hahah i had around like 1 months plus of schol holiday and i did nothing other then rotting at home.. lol.. most of the time i been spending my time at home rotting.. haizz.. kinda boring.. but i also nothing to do.. so.. haizz..well and though out the month, i only get to work 3 time at Camp HA... too little camp for KI le man.. hahaa.. anyway really don like to teach pri sch kayaking. haizz.. is to tiring le...and all the voice soo high pitch de... and very de hahaha.. always teacher teacher...but working at camp HA is fun la... after like 4 months never work, going back there give me a good feeling...and i STILL CAN DO ROLL after 4 months. woooo i so proud of myself. lol... hahaha..i know it lame...

LAstly, my school gotta reopen liao... 2 more day and i am back in sch...well finally no need to rot at home liao... hmmm this sem i only need to study 3 days WOOOO plus fyp 4 days la.. but fyl do not count as study.. haha.. and i still have 1 days of rest at home.. that is sooo GREAT!!!...haahah.. the hardwork i put in during year 2 paid off...hahaha... this sem i am going to study HARD and of cos PLAY HARD!!.. before my NS i must enjoy myself to the max.. be happy.. things that i cannot change i will try to throw it aside... as things that gotta come will stil come no matter how much i wry abt it.. yea... life great..hahaha..

** The pushup game.. lesson learn DON BE BANKER hahah**
**Our Tent..Here come the skill i learn..**

**Group Photo**

2009-08-12T22:02:00.003+08:00

**Yo Yo Yo, long time never update again.. Well done.. LOL... was kinda super lazy.. hahaha.. anyway today is my FYP presentation... LOL.. totally "exciting" ... of cos is not those exciting is something else..
So as planned me and my team meet in school at 7.30am.. Woo.. wake up 6.30am.. After 2 years plus, first time need to wake up so earli and report to sch.. hahaha.. anyway so everyone was suppose to wear formal la... So while I am walking to school, I was sweating like HELL!!!... when reach school shirt is totally WET!!. lucky I got wear singlet inside.. hahaha..
While walkin, i was thinking faster reach sch as sch will have aircon.. and well done, i finally reach school and found out that sch NEVER ON AIRCON!!!.. cheat my feeling sia.. haha.. putting that aside, we went to our allocated classroom to prepare.. and our hardware give stunt..
Suddenly cannot work again.. SHIT MAN!!!.. put after like 10 min of troubleshooting, it work again.. WOOO... soo exciting.. hahaha..
So the assessor come in, lucky we know one of them.. If all don know, they confirm will worry one..haha.. So presentation was pretty ok, as we predicted the possible question that they will asked.
After the presentation, happily went to have our breakfast.. all super hungry.. hahaha.. then went home la.. Oh ya.. also must take group photo.. ahaha..
then while i was on my way home, something happen.. But not going to said what is it.. anyway I feel that driving a car really need to be very super careful.. haizz... hahaha
Moving on, UT3 is COMING!!!.. omg.. lol.. anyway able to study 1.5 modul out of the 4 la.. so this weekend will be studying like crazy... hahaha.. that all liao.. hehe**

2009-07-27T22:37:00.002+08:00

**Based on fan's request(RICKY)!!hahaha.. I will update my blog now..hahaha... well actually too long never update don know what to write hahaha.. well feel that my blog was kinda boring as every time also write about my days activity.. so should think of a way to change it..haha.. Hmm let think of a topic huh..

ai ya.. cannot think of any... hahaha.. so don care just write about my life la.. hahaah.. this few days think about quite a few of thing.. like thing that i regret in my life... I did alot of thing in the past that I regret now... When I think back, i feel kind stupid and silly..regretting why I had done all this thing in the past... haizz.. but I am still bless, becos my life is still colourful.. As long as I got that light which I am holding now... I am not afraid anymore. I want to hold this light till the end of the world.. My life will become black and white again if this light go off...

quarrel with parent again... haizz.. also don know why i always cannot control my temper and do thing without thinking..why i cannot be like when i wear uniform and in ncdcc.. When I don my uniform, it like i totally change to another person. A person that think well. A person that can control my temper. A person that is SO strict at everyone.. haizz.. Personality spilt liao hahaha..

anyway, this few week got no UT. so basically will try to relax myself as much as possible.. But hard la.. cos fyp is killing me .. so many things haven do, and time is running out and don know how to present during week 15...haizz.... going crazy le... hahahaha.. **

2009-07-14T22:12:00.002+08:00

**FINALLY!!!...WOOOO.. after 5 very stressful days.. finally can relax le.. why right.. this is because for the past few days i had been studying very hard...cos i have 3 UT in a row.. haizz.. that is soo stressful... But this time round i study really hard..Spend at least 5 hours a day to study.. for project, for chem and for signal.. chem is the KILLER..hahah

anyway after the UT, i found out that signal was actually the killer..sudenly ask us to 20 point DFT.. i was like totally stun there... hahaha.. don know why... study so much.. test stil cui... hahahah.. lousy me...hahaha.. anyway school is getting boring and more boring.. now is already problem 11.. 1 months plus till sem 1 end.. time realy fly.. which mean 7 more months i will be going for my NS already. kinda sad .hahah.. lol... nvm.. let enjoy now.hahaha...

Well yesterday attended to school fitness program.. at most the whole school male is going.. hahaa... then never go cut CE point somemore.. soo wat lo.hahaha.. but is also good that force us to go.. then i tot they play play only.. in the end they really call army PTI come and train us... lol. then today whole body pain.. but good la.. mean muscle is building..hahaha... ok gtg to do my stuff le.. **

2009-07-05T14:07:00.002+08:00

**Yo , i am back.. finally my LOA is finish... kinda sad.. LOL!!!..hahaha... anyway i also did not really stay at home for the whole week... still got go out ma.. hahaha..anyway, well nothing much to write actally.. hahaha.. just maybe talk about the things i buy this week as well as yesterday mei mei birthday party...

well yesterday afternoon, meet ricky and jw.then went to yishun northpoint to buy a 14kg dumbbell..as my 5 kg dumbbell no effect liao.. haiz.. so this time i invest in it.. buy a good one.. which is adjustable.. with those metal free weight... now starting with 10 kg first... and thanks to derek.. becos he is working in sportlink and GOT discount.. since he is a staff.. so the price was actually $79 but after 15% discount is $67... not alot of discount.. cos actually at first derek said is 30% discount.. but never mind.. still save quite abit..well i think i should start to save already... haizz... spending money like water is no good... hahaha.. anyway me ,ricky and jw buy le... walk walk around.. and do alot of stupid thing.hahahah... well ony ricky and jw will know.. abt the tour our libary..hahahaha...

then we come back le.. ricky went back home and slp.. he pig .. so lazy..lol.. haha...jkjkthen jw come my hus lo.. to take the 5kg dumbbel.. but in the end he stay at my hus chatchit until 6.50 till ricky come.hahah.. then we went to buy cake and celebrate mei mei birthday.. is was nice and fun.. long time never gather le.. hahah.after the celebration we went to the carpack and slack to talk la. but mei mei, yu ting and karen go home already... so left with me, jw, ricky, alex, ruyi and wei song. derek join us after his work.. talk until around 12am then start to go home.. hahaha.,.**

2009-06-29T12:31:00.002+08:00

**VERY Long time never update le.. reason being i also don know.. hmm... now too long never update then don know how to start actually.. well today update is becos i got ALOT of free time this week... haha. due to I am being quarretine by RP... haha now LOA which is leave of absent.. no need go school and still I will be mark as present. hahaha

Yesterday went to east coast park with my KCP cadets... hmm went there nothing to do.. play sand play water and ride bike.. lol... hahaha.. but is was kinda fun la.. well we teach xian jun how to ride a bike...and he "accidently" go bang into 2 girls that we don know.. haizz... what a good accident.. lol..
then around 4 plus got a sms from rp saying that i had been contact with a H1N1 case and no need to go sch for one week... But must stay at home.. OMG!!... so sian la..

ok power.. i got nothing to write le... haizz.. too long never blog liao.. so don know how to blog le.. hmm that all for today.. haha... **

2009-06-14T19:43:00.002+08:00

** LOng Long time never update le...hahaha.. hmmm.. let see when is my last post..well is on 23rd of may.. hahaha..ok that is very long.. anyway, basically tml is going to start school again.. the time that i never update is actually my 2 weeks school holiday.. hahaha...

erm 2 weeks of holiday passes very quickly.. haha.. hmm, what did i do during my holiday... is like ncdcc, home, and fyp.. also went to swim... haha.. so long never update suddenly don know how to write blog liao.. anyway yesterday actually planned to go swimming, then in the end at night around 5 plus it started to rain heavily.. so no choice but to cancel the night swim.. hahaha.. actually swimming at night is better then simming in the afternoon or morning.. it cooler and more relaxing.. haha.. so change plan and went to buy my wallet cos my old wallet spoil liao.. tear into pieces.. don ask me why, becos i also don know how it spoil.. lol.. so meet up with jw and wentto cwp to buy lo.. then after that went to carpack to slack.. well long time never slack on carpack with bros liao..

also had my "dinner" there.. lol.. so talk alot and eat alot, and drink alot and also sing alot.. lol.. but in conclusion, jw voice too flat and my voice to "noseing"..hahaha.. JW should know what it mean right. lol.. so slack until 11 plus then go home..

sian, school reopen first week got 2 test liao.. one on wed another one on fri.. haizz.. first week only.. school soo hardworking liao. give us two test.. haizz... should let us have some time to adjust back ..lol.hmm don know what to update liao.. so yup.. **

2009-05-23T21:48:00.002+08:00

**Yesterday by right got Project UT... But due to UT Client problems... so UT was... CANCELED!!!
WOOOO.. got pro and con la.. haha... pro is that UT got postpone, I got to study more as I really not very confident in project.. con is don know when it postpone till and may add in more problem for the UT.. hmm...but overall was ok la... yesterday by right plan to run with jw.. but he last min PS me..haizz.. nvm.. so i run alone... pretty ok lo.. got improve..hahaa.

then today once wake up go and cook my breakfast cum lunch first.. while waiting for my rice to cook.. study for chem UT.. really study wor.. hahaha.. do revision question some more.. hahaha. should be pretty fine during UT ba.. Hope so... don know why... once i enter year 3, i don feel confident in class as well as preparing for UT... hmmm is it my own imagination or is real.. anyway... i must really put in my efforts and study hard.. i must maintain GPA.hahaha..

then went to have a nap.. hahaha.. raining day are good to slp..have a nice good slp.. hahaha.. then went to run again today.. but today is with jia wei and derek.. hmm.. today cannot said anything ... my running cmi today.. caused is just after rain. then is very cold... then i think did not warm up properly... when i start to run.. i feel super cold... then after 1 round i cannot make it le.. so i stop. cos really super super cold.. lol... then went to play basketballl at 888.. weili come after that.. play alot of match with the people there.. quite ok.. tml will be studing for my Bio Signal UT which is on tue.. one week 2 UT really is quite Stress... but lucky after the week will be having 2 weeks of school holiday.. after chionging for 6 weeks finally get to rest for 2 weeks... Do not intent to work.. just wanna have enough rest and enjoy...**

2009-05-21T20:47:00.002+08:00

** HAIZ HAIZ HAIZ... tml UT, study le.. but feel like never study anything... also don know why.. feeling empty about what i had study.. haizz.... how how how.. really wanna to do well in my UT.. must maintain my GPA..hahahaha..
well this few days feeling tired in the morning.. Like not enough slp like that.. hmm.. slp soo much still not enough.. don know what to said.. lol.. ok la.. let do a quiz that Sam tag me to do..

Name anybody from A-Z!

A: Jia wei
B: RIcky
C: Chee san
D: Shu Qi
E: Derek
F: Mei Mei
G: siew mei
H: Ruyi
I: James
J: Xin Rui
K: Ronald
L:Angeline
M: Iris
N: wai sian
O: alex
P: Jun Xian
Q: jun Hao
R: Karen
S: Zilie
T: Yu Ting
U: Jun Yuan
V: Victor
W: Weili
X: Bifei
Y: Ryan
Z: Sam
1. Can N & L be together in BGR?
Erm.. No Way cos they are "sister" LOL!!!

2. How is Y related to you?
Friends

3. Does S know Z?
Nope

4. If C betrays you, will you kill him?
Erm is a She leh.. hmmm.. I am not very sure.. LOL

5. If K steals your boyfriend, what will you do?
Haha... Erm.. I do not have a boyfriend.. I am not a GAY..haha

6. If B tells you that he has a crush on you, what will you do?
Come on, Is ricky my bros man.. I believe he is not a gay..

7. Will you & M get into a fight?
No.. Wont de..

8. Who does A have a crush on?
WOW.. Hmm cannot tell

9. If D calls you a bastard, what will you do?
Call 999

10. What's the relationship between you & E?
Derek is my Bros...hahaha

11.What's your dogs' name?
Don have any

12. Who is J's best friend?
erm.. I don know..

13. What colour does Y like?
well done.. i also don know

14. Where does S live?
Same at north zone..

15. Did you & C have a fight before?
erm No..

16. Who is H's best friend?
Me la.. LOL

17. What can you say about N?
Sporty?

18. If Q tells you she has a crush on you?
How many time I need to said.. I am NOT A GAY.. and Jun Hao is a Male

19. Who is G's idol?
How I KNOW??

20. Tag some peepo to do this quiz

-Ricky
-Jia Wei
-Derek
-Ruyi
**

2009-05-19T18:54:00.003+08:00

**Saw jw alex jx doing this questions..hahaha.. so also wanna try.. yesterday actually wanna write le..but in the end lazy and tired.. lol... so today then write..

"If you are left with only 30 days to live, how would you live with it?"

Week 1 Day 1
-Be alone. and think of all the things i regret in my life and list it down.
-Think of all the things i wanna to try out but have yet to do it.

Rest of Week 1
-Go and see what can I do about those thing I regret.
-Tell the Girl I love that I going to die. and ask her to be my GF for the rest of 29 days and don tell others about my condition.
-Quit my School of course.
-Start to sleep only 5 hours per days.

Week 2
-Go out with my loved one (if I have)
-Go out with my bros
-Do anything I want
-Buy anything I want
-Be crazy and wild.
-Play all Height elements activity

Week 3
-Record down what I have did in my life. Happy and Sad
-Write birthday message for my Lovers and Bros , Sis for 20 years and make sure they will get it every year
-Take LOTS of photo
-Write down my Will

Week 4
-Cancel my hp
-tidy up my room
-Transfer all my money left to my grandma
-Visit Fire Station
-Visit my primary school , secondary school teacher
-Visit my Wushu Coach.

Last 2 days
-Leave my home secretly at night.
If I have a lover..
-Meet up with her
-Go to a beach and camp there for the last 2 days.
-See sunrise and set
-Leave this world while resting on my lover leg.
If I don't have a lover..
-Go to a place I like most.
-And wait until the moment is up

2009-05-14T21:31:00.002+08:00

**Complete my 3rd run after restarting my training.. hmmm... what can I said?? I think is hardwork really paid off... Giving Up is just wasting your efforts that you put in.... Why do I said soo... Cause it is just the 3rd run since i restart training and I can see that I had improve alot... If During the 2nd run , i give up half way.. I don think just now I can complete my run... And just now really thanks Derek alot.. for running behind me during my last round... I been forcing myself.. Mind over body... IF I think i can, then I can do it... if just now, I give up during the last round and stop to walk.. I will be regreting now.. wasting my efforts for today run.. BUt thankfully, I did not... During the last round there are a few reasons for me not to stop.. 1, derek was behind me.. cannot stop..hahaha.. 2. Thinking that I can't be a firefighter if I give up so easily.... 3. Seeing myself step by step going toward the ending point.. so cannot stop.. 4. I wanna to improve myself... hahaha... some researcher said, when a person think that he or she cannot make it already and should stop at that point.. actually the fact is, his or her body still can go a few more times further... So people MIND OVER BODY...hahaha..then after running when to play basketball awhile.. with ricky ,mei mei , wei li and of course derek and jiawei which join me for the run.. but JIA WEI NEVER RUN.. STOP LOOKING AT US!! hahaha..

hmm then this few days of school was pretty fine... erm, can understand what I am studying.. just that cannot anyhow "take leave" .. as each and every lesson is link to another.. So if i take leave once.. there will be alot for me to catch up... so cannot..hahah..then next week i will be having my first UT already... must use this weekend to study hard... also to do one more task... this few days planning about rearranging my room.. erm.. actually is cleaning up and reposition my stuff... wanna make my room a nicer place to slp in.. LOL!!!... so this weekend will also be my cleaning day..hahah.. hmmm.. i think that all for now.. so yea...hahaha.. **

2009-05-11T23:47:00.000+08:00

**
爱有多少，付出也要有多少
爱情不是单行道
他(她)的好更不是理所当然
生气时，想想他(她)的可爱
抱怨时，想想他(她)的委屈
冷战时，想想他(她)的温柔
两人懂得付出，爱就会久远....
毕竟，真心相爱并不容易，不要轻言别离
送心爱的人回家；哪里都顺路!
**

2009-05-09T21:19:00.002+08:00

**A few days never update le.. cos nothing to write about.. anyway, I just came back from my jogging today. Of cos I bath first before I blog la.. haha.. hmm just now was super tiring.. omg.. after like 2 weeks plus never run.. running became a very demanding task for me.. haha... sad.. must train more.. alot more.. cannot everyday after sch and go home slack liao.. must run run and run..like running for your life..

just now I was running my last round.. and from a distance I saw the ending point.. I am already at the point of dragging my body... enduring the pain from my legs and tummy...but suddenly a quote appear in my mind... " If you think that it is too tiring, too difficult and wanted to give up, you can't save a life"..This was actually a qutoes in a rescue show.. It was filming about the rescue team in japan.. How they train normal firefighter into rescue team. And this qutoes was actually paste in the trainees room on the door.. so everytime they leave the room. they see this quotes...So I was actually thinking of this quotes in my mind, and it was pushing me to finish my round.. when I reach the ending point.. I was happy but painful too... The pain make me can't even stand up.. so I must train more...until i meet my target...

after the run went to fitness corner and continue to train.. did some sit up, pull up and push up.. hmm after that went to 888 to buy some drinks to replace my lost of water.. thanks jw for running with me.. Now really no show to watch liao.. In the end I went to find 2 very old but nice show..which is 《包青天》系列全集 & 《肥猫正传》..

Althought this 2 show is very very very old.. but really it is super super nice.. I like 包青天 is because i like the way they solve the crime.. and sometime when they did the crime is due to some very very sad story.. but no choice. For肥猫正传 is because the story is very touching. those we watch before should know the story line so i need not explain here.. hmm that all ba.. going have my dinner now.. **

2009-05-05T17:19:00.002+08:00

**Ok, just finish eating my lunch?..erm cos in school never eat..super super tired now..this morning wake up already very tired.. totally don feel like waking up.. but still have to.. so drag myself up... and went to school... and well done.. the topic today is totally CMI...really need to chiong all the way de lo... lunch also no time to eat..even don eat lunch ar.. by 3rd meeting, the works still cannot finish lo.. haiz.. now feel like fainting liao.. super super super super sleepy... think that tonight will try to sleep early ba.. if possible..

hmm actually wanna to update yesterday one.. but seriously was too tired to do so.. lazy.. anyway , yesterday was chem... and problem 2 is talking about all those intermolecular forces... the differents types.. then got what polar thing... then still got what shielding electron all thats... did super lot of research.. but lucky i got alot of "resources"... hmm those in RP should know what am i talking about.. so i was able to live yesterday...

then today was the unlucky day... No resources at all.. that why need to chiong soo much la... haiz... still got NCDCC things haven do... sometime is forget due to tiredness.. sometime is really lazy to do.. that y... hmm must really do this thing within this week... hmm that my aim for the week.. lol.. **

2009-05-03T23:02:00.002+08:00

**Well this morning actually intended to go for a morning run.. in the end... never as at first i told derek to miss call me when he wake up.. so in the end i wake up at 7.30am then see no miss call so i went back to slp.. and it become a chain effect.. as ruyi was waiting for my call too... and jw sms me at 9plus asked if we are stil running and since i recieve no call so i said no..hence in the end no one go for the morning run...

then slp until 1 plus then wake up... hmm. kinda tired and feel like slping only... anyway wake up le... was watching 法医X档案 ..was a super nice show... maybe in real life we had never see be4... but it does not mean it had never happen.. just that we don't know only.. anyway after that went to play bb.. reason being , on friday i ps jw never play with him.. so must go play... must be fair... in the end never play a match at all... just shoot shoot and do some lay up... then after that was talking only.. it good to chill out and talk... at night... when the wind blow and you just sit there and enjoy the wind... it kinda nice... that why i like to walk home at night alone... of course is when i am not tired... as when i am alone walking at night... listening to the music play from my hp... enjoying the wind blowing on me.. thinking about what i had done in life.. is kinda enjoyable..

anyway tml is monday again..meaning need to report to sch again... tml i will be having 9.15am class... so intend to had my meal in sch rather then waking up earli to cook.. anyway like to eat ice cream this 2 days.. maybe becos weather is hot ba... **

2009-05-02T13:44:00.002+08:00

**After seeing Jw repeatedly doing the quiz... I also cant control myself and go and do the quiz... but i think that it is true till a certain extend only..As some the answer is really not true... hence i will include my answer for those I think is not true...

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Actually I do not really mind you are smart, serious or determine anot. But it true that I don't judge a book by its cover.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
This is not correct. If I know that I Love that person I will commit myself already.. I believe no one can really understand another person 100%.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
I don't think I like to flirt , reason being I hate people who flirt and treat relationship as a toy.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
Yes Education is important but i won't force myself to study things that i do not like

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
Yes the scare of failure part is correct, but i would still pursue my dream career no matter what.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Yea, that all... well anyway today will be a study day for me.. maybe.. hope that after my breakfast cum lunch which i am going to take now.. I will have motivation in study my sch work...
as i do not want to be studying at the last min be4 UT... it year 3 already, do not want to screw myself up... **

2009-05-01T17:18:00.003+08:00

**Back from shopping... well as i need a new bag really... my converse sling bag really cannot make it le... haiz.. so change to brought a backbag.. is time to use a back bag le.. using a sling bag had always give me a bad shoulder ache... so now use both shoulder should be ok le..well at first the auntie was saying it was $28.. but she reduce the price to $26 before i even ask.. but i told her i will around first.. well went around and saw nothing better... so went back to that shop and buy it..
also went to buy a calculator which cost around $17.. no choice.. as i think that i really need it for my year 3... every day in sch i need calculator... so really need to buy one... a total spending of les then $50.. which is good.. THANKS JIA WEI , for accopany me to buy .. and sorry to ps u... cos i really very tired..
Reach home, start to do on my FYP things...found out that it is so difficult.. block diagram is ok.. but for the user interface.. it really give me a headache.. as i did not see a ABR systems before at all.. so I do not know which requirment is needed. did research but cant find anything...haiz..
anyway now left with the user interface, study as well as my ncdcc stuff.. should be able to complete ba.. i hope.. don have any motivation to do thing at all.. just wan to be quiet and stare into the sky...

today is holiday but still cant slp well last night.. and i wan to slp late today de.. but somehow i cant... i don know why.. soo tired everyday.. even during holiday... haizz... **

2009-05-01T00:02:00.002+08:00

**Well change my blogskin...as got this feeling of changing it.. anyway, alot of things happen.. and it kinda let me understand what mature really mean...there are things in life that we can never escape..and we must always face it no matter what...it kinda sooner or later thing ba... that why people always said 是福不是祸,是祸躲不过 anyway is just fate.. i finally know what does losting your world mean.. what does 绝望 mean...and 在错的时间，遇见对的人，是一种无奈.

well this week only need to study four day as got labour day ma.. then friday no need go sch.., hmm just found out that my first UT will be coming in 2 weeks times... haiz.. time passes fast...
and year 3 is indeed a year that is very hard to cope... reason being, the topic is just too hard... is just the second week and i already start to feel that it hard.. like project management, i at first tot that it will be theory.. but in the end it has A math... omg... then other topic got like Goldman equation, etc... haiz...

then for fyp, today finally the whole team get to meet our faci together... as everytime there will be at least one member missing in the meeting.. and mostly is me... kinda guilty.. then today then found out our project is full of problems... haiz.. don really want to think about it..anyway this few day I will be resting at home.. and do a few things.. one: will be doing on my FYP as I am in charge in coming out with the user interface as well as our system block diagram. second: will be watching firefighter movie. third : will be doing on some ncdcc stuff... then fourth: try to study more about this 2 weeks thing in sch.. like what had i learn and if possible make some note so when UT come i wont die..

Anyway it times to slp now.. I am Mentally and physcially tired.. Very tired..**

2009-04-25T15:13:00.002+08:00

**FINALLY CUT MY HAIR..hahahaha..well suppose to cut my hair on wed.. but went to the shop then close.. go to another shop.. also close.. so i think that fate do not want me to cut my hair on that day hence i decide to cut it today.. hahaha..

anyway, that is not the main topic huh,hahaha.. OK, I had not been posting since sch reopen.. reason being as I am really very tired when I reach home.. all i want to do wil be slp slp and slp.. lacking of slp .. don know why.. anyway let talk about my sch.

ok anyway, this sem i have 4 DIFFERENT classes.. which is like GREAT man.. everyday change cls change until i don know which day is which cls and need to write down in hp just to change. kinda stupid. then everyday different clasmate also like super sian. haiz.. but overall my team up till now is kinda fun and ok.. all will do work and play at the same time..

anyway this is one of the most unhapy thing that i do not like this sem.. which is one of the faci... those who is in cls should know who i am talking about.. super attidue.. think that he is our faci can jus said that our work is shit like that... then wan teach don wan teach like that..haiz... but overall in school is great.. starting in FYP.. doing more reports and understanding the circuit. next week will be prototyp the circuit... hmm.. hope that it will succes..

ok yesterday was my unit sec 4 POC .... well he sec 3 did a video for them and everyone write a note for them.. then the POC was pretty well done.. and sec 2 and 1 pls stop pulling down ppl short...haiz... lol... **

2009-04-19T20:52:00.002+08:00

**Let me update before my school reopen. Must have a good end for my 10 weeks school holiday ma.. hmm 12 more hours before I need to report to school.. tml 10am need to report.. A whole new class with all different classmate.. Hmm kinda sian... And this sem I got 4 different class for 4 different module... That is "great" man... LOL...anyway just hope that tml everything work out fine and have a good sem... It is my last year in poly so really wanna spend this year a meaningful one..

Anyway, let recall back what I did for this 10 weeks... Did I let myself rot for 10 weeks or did I spend my 10 weeks a meaningful one.. hmmm... This 10 weeks I could said I mainly just work ba... work , work and work.. Working as Kayaking coach... What I feel is that, work is not something that only earn your money.. Work should be fun, happy and meaningful... If you are going to work at a place where you feel sad, you feel not happy.. That is not a place for you... As working itself is already a very tireing tasks, if you are not happy when you are at work.. Working will be a hell to you... Therefore, we should know what we want in life... what we want to work as... and find the correct career... If not after 10- 20 years and you look back.. you will just regret...

Let talk about working at Camphigh ba... Working there is tiring.. really especically when facing those kids that is very rebel as well as primary school kids... as they don't listen to instruction... and is kinda hard to control them..but overall its is a wonderful exp working there... I get to know alot of people... Like Tim, Chen, MoJo, Zico, all that... They are all very friendly people.. At there I don feel there is a gap of ranks... No matter who you are, we are working at the same level.. We solve problem together and respects each other decision... Work mean work and fun mean fun... But School reopen already, so wont be able to work there anymore and the New MOE SOP had come out.. and to be a KI at MOE Campsite , the KI must be 21 years old.. which is like 3 years later then I will be there..hahahah... maybe not...hahaha... anyway gotta prepare myself to face a whole new challenges tml.. hahaha... **

2009-04-12T22:07:00.002+08:00

**OK days passes very fast... it fly... LOL!!!.. anyway Firstly, I feel very very very guilty now... Zhen De Dui bu Qi... Why should I work tml.. my itchy hand which sent the email.. argh.. nvm.... don wan talk abt it...

anyway friday was a tireing but fun day for me...Wake up earli in the morning and take mrt to bishan.. well you may ask... hey is good friday why soo earli wake up.. Ok... So the ans is because there is NCDCC Training.. Then the next question come, hey is a holiday ma...Ya , it is a informal ncdcc training requested by the sec 1 cadets... WOOO.. ya..hahaha.. so basically went there and had this training.. we are doing footdrill at Bishan Active where ppl are watching us while playing their basketball.. LOL!!!..Ok nvm... then after the traiing we celebrate avril bday... well u know she just ome out of IMH so celebrate for her.. But i think she going back in soon.. VERY soon.. hahahahha...

after that went back home and rest, i intend to take a nap but there was not enough time.. cos derek suddenly ask me go buy the food with him.. OK can.. but really cannot take it... so tell derek no need go cwp just go 768..hahaha. and take a short nap of 20min.. well... after the nap i was still very tired.. and shit.. the rain... VERY rain... althoug i was equip with unbralla.. But NO USE... reach 768.. whole pant is wet.. OMG!!..hahaha... nvm la...
And play a muder game that derek introduce.. ok.. from today onward, we know that Ricky only know "SELF HEAL"hahahaha
jkjk... ok la.. tml going work.. don kno wwat to update now le.. bye bye.. **

2009-04-08T12:30:00.003+08:00

**As requested to blog, so ya.. anyway don know what to blog also... well let talk about yesterday, yesterday I went for a morning training with Derek... Ok... he is the Best PT in is unit.. so ya... anyway so wake up earli in the morning... and meet at 8am... meet him le.. do some chin up bar training... after that went to run 2.4... I am going to die omg... but i can feel that i am improving.. so that is a good sign... after the run was derek hell training.hahaha...basically at that time, he became my officer and i become a cadet.. LOL... ya... As he still serving NS but going to ORD in 30 days.. He had a NS mindset.. so ya... the training last for 1 hours... after that i am like half dead... sitting on the bench without moving..hahaha..
Then of course , we went for our breakfast cum lunch.. hahahah..then we went home and bath la.. as later that we going to cwp to get some of clothes... not me is him ok... but in the end drag drag drag.. until i go his house to fix his com first.., he com cmi liao... better reformat.. hahahaha.. then went to cwp... hmm walk and walk.. and went to 77th street... ok, is like having sales. so in the end i also brough one.. hahaha.. anyway.. after that was home and slack.. nothing much le..
My school repopening in like 1 weeks plus time, i did not even touch my FYP thing.. Haiz.. i do not know why... when I am working I like studying.. when Sch going to reopen i kinda like working life... maybe is because I am working as kayaking coach... so kinda free and easy.. Anyway, as school reopen my kayaking coach life is also going to end le.. no time to work anymore.. So next week will be my last four days of being a kayaking coach until my next school holiday... hahahaha...
This few days i also don know why I am soo tired.. I have enough slp, but still my body feel tired.. feel like i wanna slp more..hmm... maybe is because of some reason huh.. hahaha.. **

2009-04-05T14:03:00.002+08:00

** Yesterday 4th of april is a most wonderful day to me in the morning... but at night it become a most confusing day for me.. Is 2 different matter and had no link at all... anyway let stop this topic...

Anyway yesterday wake up earli in the morning and go to my unit. As we are going for the circle line shelter open house.. well at first i tot it will be kinda far from KCPSS.. in the end u know where the bus bring us to.. you can never guess it.. the bus bring us to Bishan MRT station... LOL!!!!!
then we was brought around the circle line station .. There are quite a few stations, they talk about the facilit in the shelter , etc.. It look like a very big events as No matter where you walk, You can see major, LTC.. so..ok.. haha..

After the visit, I found out that the Sec 1 & 2 is having a informal training at Bishan Active... hmm kinda surprise as this is the first time cadets org their own training themself.. so i went over and had a look.. hahaha. They was training FOOTDRILL.. omg.. in public.. haha.. but well is ok la.. hahaha.. the main thing is that it show their efforts and passion..hahaha.. **

2009-03-28T21:28:00.006+08:00

**Yo back in action.. lol... hahaa.. the last update was 10 days ago... it seem that onli on the 8th then i wil update... hahaha...by chance de... hahaha..realli..anyway.. my days are still the same which is work.. but this time round my work is not KOP but teaching one star... long time never coach one star liao... abut rusty. but is ok.. good for training huh.. hahaa.. anyway the 3 days of 1 star course really make mi vomit BLOOD... no wonder soo tired this wek.. haiz.. the student just don know how to listen lo... all the coaches there vomit blood... even Mr goh and Mr roger.. both old bird liao... also vomit blood...hahaha... so you can think how bad is it.. anyway i did not report on the 4th day... cos my tooth realli pain.. ya... I hate it when my tooth pain... so in the end i went to the denti...

hmm.. in the end when there, he said is becos of loose filling that y cause the pain.. haiz.. he remove the filling and said is a big hole.. he would sugges a root canel treatment but it is just too ex man... can cost around $1000... so he just did a refill and tell mi to cross finger and hope that it will stay... then on friday when i touch the tooth, it is still pain.. omg... haiz.. but lucky today this morning when i wake up.. when i touch , the pain is lesses... so it means it is recovering..YEAH!!..hahahaha...

anyway, suddenly wanna to complie the courses and activity i had attended in NCDCC.. hahaha.. so here are the list..hehehe..
1. 1st NCDCC NCO Course. ( 1st of Nov to 12 of Nov 2004)

2. NCDCC Intensive Footdrill Course( March 2005)

3. 1st NCDCC SNCO Course ( 7th Nov to 16 Nov 2005)

4. SANA Course( 31th May 2006)

5. NCDCC 2nd USAR Course( 5th June to 7th June 2006)

6. NCDCC 2nd CLT Course( 11th Dec to 22th Dec 2006)

7. CDHG Guide Course( 19th March 2007)

8. NCDCC Firefighting Course ( 1st Oct to 4th Oct 2007)

9. NCDCC Basic Cardiac Life Support Instructors Course( 4th April 2008)

10. Promotion to SCLT (25 April 2008)
11. Others

I had been in NCDCC for almost 4 year plus.. this year will be the 5th year and it will end my NCDCC life.. really hope to continue my life as a SCDF Section Commander.. TRAIN hard ..^^**

2009-03-18T15:41:00.002+08:00

**OK, I am back here after such a long time.. reason is becos I am realli too busy and tired to update my blog... While my bros are having their ITP , i did not just slack off and rot at home. I was busy working and also trying my best in ncdcc..
For the last whole week, it was a interesting, tiring week for me.. From monday to thrus, i was working EVERYDAY...but was kinda fun la.. those kids are fun lover...then when doing KOP with them.. is a happy time i would said.. hahaha..
anyway after the 4 working day.. it is finally my NCDCC camp at KCPSS... while friday morning went to EVG to collect the tent first as Mr Lee they all last min got things on and could not open the store till after 2.30pm.. which is like soo late la.so i must go collect first lo...then wait at home for Mr Loo car to drive me to KCPSS..hehehe.. free ride huh..reach there and saw they already started checking their bag already.., then just continue lo.. and did campcraft with the cadets after that follow by some team bonding activity and that end the first day of the camp lo..
then on second day, I lead the PT, training with them is fun..hahaha.. I long time nv realli go lead pt liao.. hahaha.. cos i always let the NCO do it after i become a clt... then just did the teambonding activity... oh.. but i was too tired, then i went to the sofa in the concourse while they are playing the game and Nap there... well.. it was a nice one hour nap...hahahaha..
then at night was the fun part la... RESCUE MISSION.. OMG.. cadets u all are rescuer not killer pls... My dummy now no become only have one leg la... how can u all soo cruel... haiz... anyway that is when my nightmare come as my sickness started to become worse.. so after the rescue mission i went to bath and slp le... in the staff room with my long pant and jacket..hahaha..
But around 2am got firecall lo.. so wake up and join in... Is the NCO who is running it so basically I just See only and is really is SEE..hahaha..
The next day no need to said much cos ar.. I fall sick until like don know wat.. breakfast also never eat..lucky Mr Loo drive me home.. if not sure die one lo...haahhaha.. anyway while reach home, first thing i do is put down and bag and Go see doc... hahaha.. then eat med liao slp whole day.. ANd the most power thing is I slp from 6pm all the way till monday 9pm...hehehhe.. power ar...
Then went to work lo... nth much on monday.. but there is on tue.. I drive a Powerboat without a cert..hahaha.. While cos me and vic was quite good with the boatman.. so during lunch we try to drive it.. it as sooo fun la..hahahha.. we did some "test " to..hahaha. Round kelong...heheheh.. and man over board test..hahahah... lol...
anyway that the end la.. nth much to update le... Photo will be upload when i get it...**

2009-03-08T20:51:00.003+08:00

**Back again.. well now like one week update one time, as reali don know wat to write.. but anyway at first tot that last week I will spend my week slacking at home. But who know.. last min HA and Innotrek call me and ask me to work for them.. hahaha...so i argee and work on Tue , wed and thrus... Well working in innotrek once again give mi a whole new exp that i never had.. and of cos know some new friends over there.. hahaha...
well anyway work is as usual.. doing KOP...hahah.. Brought a Sunglasses too..hahaha... Should invest a little bit la... LOL.... Must look like pro when working... although I am not... Shit cannot said the mimi out.. But i think it should be a fact to everyone..hahahah...
Well while all my Bros is having their ITP and I here working..hahhaha.. and school is going to report in about 1month plus time.. well.. should prepare myself for Year 3 already.. hmm... actually also nothing to prepare.. hahaha..
anyway going to be working for 4 day continue again... hahaha.. Well kinda happy cos no need to slack at home and rot.. but is kinda of tiring..hahahha.. goin back and fore..haha.. Oh ya oh ya.. today went to beach road.. Very Happy... reason not going to said..hahaha.. and I brought a New Water Shoes... That is great.. So I no ned wear the shoes with 2 BIGS whole on it...hhahha...
That alll for now. **

2009-02-28T21:33:00.002+08:00

**Long time no update le..so now update abit.. actually is don know wat to write about... cos up till now my life is like the same.. either work, home or ncdcc...so mayb interesting post will only come out after school reopen ba... hahaha.. i also not very sure la... anyway.. I feel happy working at HA... hahaha. the staff there was friendly and fun.. then all the GI all that , around my age so easily mix around lo... so quite fun.. hahaha...

then today went to my secondary school cls chalet... while meet my old clsmate.. well didnt realli do alot of things... at first meet ronald they all at whitesand... then follow by meeting ruyi they all..then go E hub walk here and there.. well was not very into it.. so like ya..hahaha.. then cab back to chalet... and the first time to see is how they"rape" ronald la... and is Guy rape Guy.. well hahah.. for fun la... they all playing.. don any how thing ar ppl.. hahaha..then they wanna play football.. but i am soo not into it.. cos i don play footballl at all..anyway so i went back to the room and play my psp... soo no life la.. then finally when mabel they all are back... we start a group activity which is Captains Ball...hahaha.. LONG time never play liao.. ever since I left secondary sch... after that i go back home liao... so is kinda boring.. but is a good day since i meet my old clsmate...hahaha..and my earpiece lost... super no mood..haiz..**

2009-02-18T13:11:00.002+08:00

**waa yesterday work was like... WOOO!!!...well yesterday same went to the same place to do my kayaking work.. so meet up with leo and take bus there.. well reach there saw tim outside doing something la... hahaha... tim is one of the trainer there la...But he is the CIC yesterday.. was basically we discuss like later going to do wat la... like the route to take, stopping point, equipment to take, etc... well we are taking a group of sport cls in TKPS... P 6 onli ar... I reali salute their determination as well as spirit...

Y right?? it is becos their training in the camp is realli worse then the NS... they wake up in the morning at 2 am to do PT... do leopar crawl, run 4KM as warm up... shit right.. and before their kayaking then duck walk all the way from canteen to the boat shed... which is like super far la...
then never complain somemore...
one of them even with his hand casted, still want to go down and kayak.... waa power.. and what they said is, is all in our mind... OMG!!....
realli they are onli P6 but their mind is realli strong... i believe they all could be very successful person in life in the future... is all in your mind huh.. hahaha...

anyway this week i no more work liao... SIAN!!!!... hmm going to stay at home for the rest of the week expe on friday.. cos going ncdcc ma.. hahaha.. hmm going to teach knot and line.. well hope that my sec 2 can clear their campcraft asap so they can become LCP...hahaa.. so sec 2 learn hard ok..hahha.. **

..Missing U..

2009-02-15T15:03:00.002+08:00

**I think i one whole week never update le right....well cos i from monday to thrus everyday also working sia... is like kayak and kayak... everyday wake up. go to campsite.. and see, use, play, talk, discuss all about kayak..hahahha... well my holiday is full of kayak...LOL!!!..hahaha.. buit never mind la... got $$$..hehehehe.. LOL!!...ya, like i said. i will be spendin my holiday at home, work and ncdcc.. so don wan stay at home and rot... that y go work... can earn $$ and keep fit at the same time..hahaha...
anyway working there was fun and u got a feeling of uncertain... well, those who work there should know why u have a feeling of uncertain le ba...hahahah... Vic know the best huh..hahahah... working with different people, make mi learn alot of things... different people had different style, different methods as well as different thinking... so it is a good exp..hahahaha...
well that for mon to thru la... then on fri , it was again my ncdcc day..hehehehe...so went to KCP again...Did the TD bronze test for the cadets.. GREAT!!!... one more badge to clear and all of you will become LCP... then i will clear your rescue, first aid to make u all become CPL..hehehehe... good good... well also discuss some camp stuff with my oc and to... so it was rather a busy day..hahahaha...then for sat..
well it was valentine day... but well.. nvm.. don mentions anything la..hehehe.. just wanna to said.. I am content now... anything more will be good.. and will be a bonus to me... ok.. basically i spend my valentine day morning with a GUY!!!... NOOOO.. I am not GAY!!.. is my bro.. Jw.. he go acer with mi to collect my lappy... if not i no time to collect le... monday and tue need to work u see.. so don get any wrong ideas... hahaha... but the things is... even when my lappy is back.. I cant use it... I must go back to RP on wed, to get back my stud account... SHIT!!!..argh.....nvm.. hope it wont be too long... anyway that all for my week.. boring right... hmm , i will try to think of more interesting stuff to blog for my next post.. if possible I put picture la...hahahaha....

2009-02-08T12:59:00.002+08:00

**Well got quite a few things that can updates.. lol... cos everytime i want to update.. I tell myself.. ai ya.. tml then update..then tml after tml la.. hahaha... lol... anyway let start from last thrus ba... at first in the earli afternoon meet derek first after his duty.. well he wanna buy things at cwp.. so meet him and had lunch first la... then walk to cwp and shop for like 2 hours... OMG!!.. that is super tired hahahaha.. then went to SP and meet ricky they all la.. becos going to watch a concert in SP.. by 黄靖伦...haaha... it very nice sia... the concert is a funny and interesting one..hahah...then concert finish is already around 9pm... so we take train home la... hmm..anyway.. it was a nice day la..hahaha...
then follow by friday.. well can offically state that day will be a NCDCC day for mi.. cos every friday confirm is NCDCC de.. no need to ask one...hahaha.. so basically i went to KCP again.. haha...so went there to conduct footdrill test for the sec 2... give them some warm up drill first then follow by some recap lesson before the test... Actually I like their spirit.. meaning how they look at test in ncdcc... they are reallli into it..haha.. so for their effort they put in.. I pass them.. but there is one i fail him.. due to some reason.. but guys.. although u had pass but this is not the standard i wan, my standard is higher then that... so guys let train together and bring KCP to a higher standard ok...hahaha...
well then went home after that and prepare for my expedition on sat.. hahaha.. and is like OMG!!.. need to wake up at 4.30am.. waa.. cos need to reach there by 7.30am.. argh... soo earli sia... well then meet with shazwan and victor and walk to woodland mrt lo..hahah.. then i play shazwan airplane game la.. SOO FUN!!!.. OMG!hahaha.. lol...then went there and prepare our things for expedition.. well don wanna talk abt the details... then went for expedition.. omg.. going was like super fast.. ETA is suppose to be around 12.30pm.. in the end.. 11.30am reach liao la... then we need to wait for lunch for 1 hour.. OMG!!so we play some game with the cadets which is the paddle game and the loop game lo...haha.. then lunch came and we had our lunch.. well is soo entertaining to BULLY the 4th batch CLTs... hahaha.. OPP!!..lol... anyway the returing was much much faster... so we beach up again and play some game again... hahaah.. then finally went back to campsite again.. while althoug is was only a 10km expedition in total.. but feel super tired.. and i slp at 10 plus yesterday la.. OMG!!!... and wake up around 12 today... so power.. and I had a good and nice slp...anyway.. starting from TML i will be working for 4 days continue...so think should be VERY tired ba..hahaha.. anyway that all for now.. so see ya..lol..**

2009-02-03T13:47:00.002+08:00

**well as i said be4.. this post will be regarding about life...hahaha... so boring time going to start...
In life there are 2 kind of reference point we can take when dealing with thing. first it would be what I call a "ladder power".. from the word ladder it mean the movement can only go up or down.. so this mean that we often put ourself in a position that we are either higher then the others or lower then the others..this kind of power come with different thing.. it can be a rank or title you get from an organization, the resources you have which others don't, the knowledge or ability you have which other need...
But the common point is this.. this power is not going to be there forever... rank and title can be remove, resources can be use up, etc..
but in life we often put ourself in this position when we are dealing with thing... when we are higher then the others, we feel better, more confident about what we are doing.. but when you are lower then others.. we feel fear, the fear of doing mistake.. the fear of being pointed...
but actually this "ladder power" is not very powerful and stable...you can be higher then others at this moments, but who knows at the next moments you may just fall..
everybody understand this reason... i see many people trying to climb up the ladder , trying to get to the point that he is higher the most of the people.. when he reach the point, he start to fear, fear of dropping down from that level.. then he will use all kinds of way and methods to ensure that he stay at that level...
Power, is it that important?.. I understand that when you have power.. you can let thing go in your way... but don everyone know the power come with responsibility..like spiderman said" great power comes with great responsibility"
so maybe this is the question that everyone should ponder about..how are you going to use the power you have, and not abusing it.. ?it is kinda hard,why?. ok one example will be a mother and a son..
the mother have a greater power then the son becos she think that she is the mother.. a son no matter how old will still be a son.. time to time.. this mother will abuse the power without knowing it herself.. just by saying thing like, i am your mother and i had taken care of you for so long..
so everyone let think, how can you use this power wisely and not abusing it.. **

2009-02-02T13:05:00.002+08:00

**OK!!!This is the 200th!!!! Post hahahahha... lol.. I am crazy again... Cos Cos Cos... MY LAPPY GO CAMPING AGAIN... ARGH!!!....After 2 week onli and it need to be sent to acer again... Stupid acer... better repair my lappy properly...hahahhaa.. lol...anyway THANK ricky again..
This time he not only lent me his lappy but as well as accompany me to ACER... THANK YOU VERY MUCH BRO... I really appreciate it alot...anyway was planning to update yesterday but thank to my lappy onli can update now.. Cos just came back from acer... and feeling very sick now... lucky this week i no work.. can realli rest and recover myself properly...
Ok.. yesterday was quite a fun and meaningful day for me.. ok why is it fun.. cos i was with jw, ricky , weili ,Zilie(which come much much later) and one of their sch friend in the lib.. and what are we doiung.. basically jw and ricky went there to study.. well they REALi got study but time to time they are temp to play GAME... and never study... anyway i did see JW doing quiz question and ricky taking out his math and study and I got HELP HIM..hahaha.. lol... I am crazy.. while they both are doing their stuff weili and his friend plus the zilie they are basically rushing their blog shop becos the due day is TODAY!!!...ok can.. hahaha.. so help them abit by doing the blog layout all that... hahaha..
ok then why is it meaningful for mi.. is not becos i help them study or do blog.. is becos i realli find a few book about personal development and sit down and read... I reali read.. OMG!!!... i am crazy..hahaha.. Is like for at least 2 years I don realli read a book le.. well I mean at least secondary no choice must read la... and I found these book yesterday and sit down and read... hahaha.. I am currently still on the first book.. well the next post that i am going to write should be regarding life again.. cos get some ideas while reading the book.. hahaha.. so don get bored pls..lol... **

2009-01-31T17:53:00.003+08:00

**well yesterday was too tired to update liao..hahaha.. so today then update lo...anyway was quite a happy day was mi.. it is becos KCP win the obstacle course held my tampines sec Ncdcc..hahaha...
intend to wake up around 12 plus to prepare my self... as by 2 pm i need to leave home liao... in the end.. 1PM then i wake up.. i was like SHIT... then go cook first then wash up and bath then eat then went out liao.. was kinda of rush la.. but in the end was still on time..hahaha.. then meet some of my cadets at J8 and walk to sch together lo.. well saw my new sec 1 cadets... well only abt 10.. so.. kinda sad la.. but if this 10 can stay till sec 4 it will be great.. but i wont be able to see it la..hahaha..
anyway then take bus to TPSS... and when we walk into the canteen.. is like gosh... so many ppl wearing uniform..hahaha.. anyway nvm.. we all PT kit can liao..
so team by team went through the obstacle course and get their timing.. we are the second last to go... when other team is going through the course i and the KCP team are discussing abt how to overcome the problem in the course.. and in the end we finish the course in just 2 min and 10sec... WOOOOO...hahahaha.. so we are the FIRST!!!!..wakakakak..hahaha..
well happy sia.. this is the first compeition since i join the unit and we win..hahaha.. good job to Ying Xuan,Norris, Nick and Pooja..hahaha..
went then of cos take the bus back to KCP.. and I ask all the NCO to stay back...
Cos NCOs... I need to polish u all up.. Be prepare..is only the starting.. lol.. Sound Scary right.. Don wry... cos no matter how you worry I will still polish you all...ahaha...lol..
I am a "Kind" CLT u know..hahaha.. lol.. cannot scare u all liao.. later all hate me..hahaha..**

2009-01-30T00:06:00.003+08:00

**hey hey hey... just now went to my bro hus.. which is Derek..hahaha...well of cos is to celebrate chinese new year la... and to get HONG BAO!!!..lol.. jkjk.. main purpose is to gather and have fun..hahaha..
anyway as ricky,jw and alex got sch and ws is staying at home first.. so i went to derek hus around 2 pm.. cos i holiday at home nothing to do also.. so went there first la...hahaha..went there just surf the net and find show to watch la.. well but nothing interesting and his father need to use fax so we need to off the com for awhile.. well then chat abt his plan after ORD lo.. he is not sure wat to do after ORD.. to sign on or come out to find a job or to go and study... well maybe this is the question that all the guys should think ba.. after our NS.. what should you do? sign on? further study? or find a job?... hahaha.. it kinda of trigger thinking huh..hahaha..
anyway after that watch some funny show in youtube.. one is this .. it said to make u laugh in 5 sec..hahaha.. and it really did..wakakaka..lol

well then wei song came.. follow by ricky and jw and last by alex.. well we play uno... poker.. and in the end surf net together la.. NO!!!.. I know wat u all thinking.. 5 guy surfing net together wat can they do right..
No we did not watch porn.. becos we are good guy..hahaha... Trust us.. lol..**

2009-01-28T16:29:00.002+08:00

**Today is Chu San liao.....hahahah... but my activity is still the same which is stay at home and slack..hahaha...anyway this chinese new year cant get alot of hong bao...hahaha... cos never realli go visit... i think at most can get 2 more ba..hahaha... Chu Yi was a very sian day for mi... because I realli stay at home the whole day and do nothing.. OMG!!!..hahaha.. that day i was just slp eat slp and eat again... die liao la... going to become more and more fat liao... die liao... hahaha..
then finally on chu er I go out and visit..hahaha... FINALLY man...well I visited one of my new cadet hus.. opp.. no is NCO..hahaha... thank Iris for the invitation.. well meet everyone at 2pm and J 8... cos me and xin rui reach first so go in slack... got aircon..hahaha..goood goood...hahaha... after then meet up with iris and she bring us to her hus.. and SHE CHEAT MY FEELING..hahahah.. no la.. becos across the road was those bungalow type hus then we take the overhead bridge.. waa.. i tot realli leh.. in the end was go the the bus stop opp... lol.. so i was cheated...hahahaha... anyway never mind...
so we went to iris.. well reach there then the first activity we do was watch tv... so is kinda sian.. so we started to play monopoly la.. play almost for 1 hours plus plus... after then also feel sian liao... so we change and i play chinese chess with iris.. and IRIS U TOO CARELESS LIAO...hahaha. lol.. nvm... then change again and play naruto.. power ar... so many thing to do... was is was kinda of fun la...hahaha...
after that went to arcade with akmal and xin rui... and had dinner together...then go AMK again..hahahaha.. to shop all the closed shop..lol.. so just chat there awhile then went home liao lo...but still it was a interesting and fun day ..
then tml going to derek hus..hahaha.. got one more hong bao liao..hahaha..^^..mayb there are photo for yesterday not sure... if have i will upload de..hahaha.**

2009-01-25T15:03:00.002+08:00

** Chinese new year is tonight when the clock hit 12..lol... sound soo pro and scary.hahaha... no la.. CNY must be HAPPY!!!..hahaha..well ok la.... well this year i am more hapy then last year ba...Last year was quite a "lesson" year to me... face quite alot of things... know more abt wat life realli is... also know that there are so many things in life that is not in your control..haha..
well this year i feel more relif.. i don know y...just feel that the stones in my heart is lesses le... and actually i know that if I am sad.. wat is the reasons.. not like in the past when i am sad.. i don know why.. is just becos there are too many thing on my mind...
but now is ok le... everything is soo happy... hahaha... thing had settle down and i am just going with the flow...hahaha... ok la... anyway... i think i am more and more into kayaking coach job...hahaha...
so this 2 month of holiday i am going to work and work reason being becos i wan earn more $$$ la..hahaha...
cos anyway nothing to do in holiday... expect slp. eat, ncdcc.. wat to do.. so must work lo..hehehe..hahaha...well don know wat to write now liao.. cos i am muti tasking.. watching tv, chatting in msn and blogger..hahaha.. i think next blog then update more like wat i did in CNY ba..hahaha..To All: HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!**

2009-01-20T21:05:00.002+08:00

** WOO HOO...My lappy is back...hahahaha... one night apart seem so long.. lol..realli super unlucky... first is handphone spoil... then follow by lappy spoil...well in the report, it state that is my mainboard faulty that cause the problem.. so they basically replace my mainboard.. well for some who don know..mainboard is actually also call the motherboard..well so now my lappy is working fine... but the fan is like spinning super fast... i think is because my lappy don wan go camp again ba.. so to add on , i rise my laptop.. so to help the fan.. hope all this will prevent my com from over heating..hahaha...
after this incident... i realise that i cannot spend my days at home without laptop. it will kil me lo... staying at home without laptop mean i have totally nothing to do... meaning spend my time looking at the celling doing nothing.. and wasting time..hahaha.. that is BAD you know...But realli thank to RICKY... I am save.. ok.. this time he is god..hahaha.. thank for lending me your lappy... hahaha.. cos realli got important work to do also...my cadets promotion depend on me.. cos if i don compile their result and sent to hq... they cannot get their badges.. so i need the lappy to work..hahaha
anyway tml i will be going to sch.. hmm like don know how long never go sch liao... well you know clear leave..hahaha.. cos tml no choice.. skip 4 times already.. so going back the last time.. problem 16...well is psycologi.. so kinda stress..hahaha...but tmlwill be my last day of sch and then it wil be the official start of my 10 WEEKS schol holiday le...wakakaka..while my plan for holiday is kinda simple.. home, work, ncdcc... this 3 things only...
cos ricky & jw both is going to have the attachment during the holiday... then in the end i am the only one who are free la.. so of cos is only work home and ncdcc..
anyway.. let mi talk more abt my new hp... cos yesterday no mood to talk.. now got abit mood liao.. so can talk.hahaha..
so the whole thing start like this... i happily go to singtel shop located at cwp..well after some research on the net.. i already aim to get a white LG viewty...and i was happy to see a specical discount board saying that any purchase of handset will get $30 off... power right..
so i line up la.. when is my turn.. a new stunt me.. guess wat i was told..erm.. LG viewty left only with pink colour.. white and black out of stock... ... lol... i was like super sian to hear that la...
but nvm i take the number first..
then i look the whole shop to see any handset that could replace viewty... well sad to said nope.. so after thinking very long.. i decide to get the PINK viewty..and so i also buy a blue cover to put over my phone. so no one know i got a pink viewty..hahaha.. everyone.. I am NOT A GAY..hahahaha...anyway that the whole story..hahaha...**

2009-01-19T23:19:00.002+08:00

**SERIOUSLY NO MOOD TO BLOG AR... My lappy SPOIL!!!!!!....super super emo now...
but since i no time never blog so just write abit... haiz...
ok last week went to KCPSS for the first training.. well the sec 2 need to improve on their uniform manner as well as behaving more like a cadets.. well got show my devil side abit..hahaha.. hope they are not scare of me too much.. lol..
then sat and sun went for the 1 star kayaking course by ncdcc to help out.. was one of the coaches there... so in charge of 10 cadets... day one was abit messy but day 2 was ok... in the end i fail 3 of the cadets in my group.. well is not that i strict.. is just that the 3 that i fail.. 2 of them was adsent for the second day and one is i realli fail de..hahaa..
well hp spoil.. argh..everything also spoil... so went to get a new phone after kayaking... waited for like 1 hour plus to get my phone..super emo... but got a LG viewty... for $168.. well good..
then this morning wake up.. use com and com spoil...ARGH... go down to jurong east there the acer to repair my lappy.. in the end.. my lappy go camp..they write 7 working days...ARGH!!!!,,,sian ar..

2009-01-11T16:13:00.005+08:00

**sry for the late post... cos... realli very tired and don have the feeling to sit down and start to update...hahaha..so today then i update lo... finally CCA Fair had ended... and my final project in evgss had come to an end..after 4 years in evg, i finally going to step out and go to another unit.. but i am happy to see evg grow and become a unit like today... althoug evg had yet to reach UOPA Gold. but i believe one day they will reach.. they will reach there...

hmm.. let mi start from my KCPSS on friday first ba... well so actually that day went to evg first to get all the equipment needed to bring down to KCP.. cos my Mdm, told me that HQ did not reply back to her.. therefore i bring down quite alot of thing..hahaha.. but when i reach there.. i saw a BIG NCDCC banner..then i was like.. sian liao. cos HQ got come down with the equipment..haiz...but never mind la... got more equipment better ma...hahaha...

anyway have the cadet to put on all the suit ,etc and did the cca fair.. but it kinda different from evg.. evg is perfect bring the students down cls by cls... but in KCP is a free and easy kind... so is like fishmarket.. shouting here and there and snatching students all over the place..hahaha...

oh ya.. that day i learn one more thing from an encik... cos normally when we use jet, we must connect it to a pump to pump in pressure... but that day Bishan fire station bring down hose,nozzle and hydrant key..and they directly tap water from the hydrant.. so I was kinda curious and went to ask the encik.. then he told mi when they directly tap from hydrant is 3 bar...so one more new thing that i learn..hahaha.. anyway after the cca fair was a campfire for the sec 1 and every UG did some performance..and we did a rescue drill...hahaha... but did not go home right after the performance.. stay back with the cadets to chat awhile until abt 9 plus then we go home... A big thank to the cadet that help mi carry thing to Bishan MRT station and especially BIG BIG thank to Akmal ,cos he help mi carry the equipment all the WAY to WOODLAND MRT STATION and he live on the other side of singapore..

-From top view-

-My new NCOs-

-My mascot-
-Ncos again-
-and yes, is them NCO again-hahaha

-Front view-

-Practice for night performance-

--Finally HOME SWEET HOME--

ok now done with KCPSS..let talk abt my sat EVGSS CCA FAIR...hahahaha...well wake up at 6.30am to wash up and prepare myself... and then just wait for my cadets to come my hus to carry the equipment to evg...hahaha.. although i call onli 2.. but i think around 4 ppl come and help...that is good..hahaha...then reach evg liao.. start to set up booth immediately..hahaha...did the same thing as mon and tue.. but on sat there are firewok support.. at first discuss with OM , said can put in parade square..but in the end.. SOMEONE in EVG la... said not ok with it..so no choice lo.. put at the grass patch... haiz... predict confirmed not alot of ppl will go de.. cos cannot see..haiz...but in the end talk with some parent and students.. well they think our training content is meaningful and interesting..that is great..hahaha...

anyway after the cca fair.. All the UG did something very fun and interesting...we did a combine UG contingent..hahaha... every UG take 9 cadets and put in the contingent.. and each UG commander take turn to give command...hahaha...that is great...hahaha...it was fun and interseting la... here are some photo of it..**

2009-01-07T23:25:00.002+08:00

**Firstly, greeting to all my new cadets which come and visit my blog.hhahah...lol...

anyway today went to my new unit KCPSS.. Reach there earlier then expected.. Was sitting there for like 45min before meeting my New teacher officers. Mr Loo...hahaha.. well he is train now.. so is LTA Loo....well ok.. their notice board was nice.. and found out that , the cadets there will really go and look at the notice board for information... that is a good sign...

well then meet with the Mr loo.. he roughly brief me about the unit, like who is the CCA Leader, training head, etc...

After that I took over and started my inspection for the unit.. I inspected their store, and actually before that I already be prepare to see the store was empty.. So when I went in the store i was not shock la.. Well Lucky still have a CPR dummy inside..but found out their culture was quite different from the normal norm..

Anyway, after that just inspect each and every activity for the cca fair.. Well spotted some cadets with and without leadership..

I think I will need to work very hard for this unit.. I will need to build this unit up in one year..

need to build up the structure , the resources and many many thing.. NCO of KCPSS.. I will eed your help greatly.. So DON RUN AWAY..ahahahah..KCPSS, I promise u all , I will try my very best to bring up your unit... ^_^**

2009-01-06T21:55:00.003+08:00

**Second day of cca fair ended... total of 60 plus students sign up in evg... there are still sat for EVG, est should be around a total of 70- 80 ba... that day will have fire wok support from fire station... So should be able to attract more students and parents.. Although this year there is no LFAV support.. But we are still able to attract some many students.. kinda happy..hahahah..

Well don how abt KCPSS that side... scare cannot get as many students as evg...somemore I don know wat equipment they have.. don know can do wat there... but going to bring down the bunker gear as well as the CA suit..hahaha...

tml going down to KCPSS for meeting...hmm hope that everything wil be fine..hahaha... anyway cca fair in evg will be my last project with them... after 4 years staying with evg.. from a CPL until now a SCLT... alot of thing happen there.. now going to change unit.. kinda not bear la..hahhaa.. but i will try my best in the new unit ba.. don know why.. at first feel like giving up ncdcc.. but now the passion in my heart is burning again..hahaha... me crazy liao...

today as promise.. took some photo of my cadets doing their duty.hahaha...**

-Confine Space rescue station-

-CPR Station

-My Mascots
-Stretcher station-
-Hose Drill Station-

2009-01-05T22:18:00.002+08:00

**CCA Fair CCA Fair CCA Fair... Stress, busy and tired... Just the first day of CCA Fair already feel so tired.. Today skip sch half week to report to EVG for the first day of CCA Fair.. forget take photo. tml will take one..hahaha..but I still have around 1 week to tahan.. omg... Ok, here my timetable..

Tml there will be another round of CCA Fair in EVG.. But I will be poning sch.. becos realli tired.. so still ok. cos can slp till around 12pm or so..

Then on wed, need to go to sch.. no choice.. cos already skip twice ... well but will need to go half way and miss the 3rd meeting as I need to go over to my new UNit which is KCPSS.. Which stand for:Kuo Chuan Presbyterian Secondary School ..

Which is located at BISHAN..omg.. need to travel here and there now..

Well purpose of going to KCPSS on wed is because need to have a meeting for their CCA Fair on friday...well bringing over the bunker gear and CA Suit and all the helmet... going to die man..hahah..

then On thru, I will be reporting to sch the whole day.. as there are UT... haiz... kinda sad huh..

then Fri, will report to sch but no choice need to miss third meeting again as Need to go over to KCPSS for their CCA fair in the afternoon which start from 2pm till 7pm plus plus... somemore night stil got campfire.. sound interesting.. will take photo if i free...hahaha..

then on Sat , omg... another round of CCA fair in EVG.. this time is for the students to bring their parents over to each of the booth to know more abt the CCA their child join.. ON that day will have fire wok and extinguisher support from fire station.. so it will be great..hahahaha...

and well on sunday finally can rest liao... this will be my coming week.. full of interesting stuff huh...hahaha.**

2009-01-04T16:14:00.002+08:00

**I realli THINK too much.. how come i cannot trust ppl.. y... how come i just cannot think on the positive... always think soo negative.. haiz.. make myself suffer onli.. don know wat to do then i will think positive.. must invent something next time... once i think negative will remind me.. or force me to think positive back..hahahaha...i siao liao..

anyway... yesterday went out with ricky, jw, shu qi, mei mei, hwee sian, wei song and alex...

firstly went to meet at cwp first.. but ended up onli the guys reach .. cos the gals some just wake up some will be late.. well so 5 of us just went to daryl hus first.. anyway when reach daryl we just u look at me i look at u.. doing nothing and wasting time.. so we ask daryl can we play mahjong and in the end we started the hours of mahjong..hahaha.. it was fun and interesting and exticiting..anyway after that shu qi and mei mei join us and also join in the mahjong fun..hahahaha... until 4.30 when daryl need to go out we pack our stuff and head toward woodland center... hahaha..

and then we started our pool.. OMG!!!.found out that ricky so pro sia.. he like can win every single one.. omg.. he cheater.. said don know how to play.. another pro one will be hwee sian ba.. she realli can get the ball into where she wanted.. hahaha.. well then meet shazwan Jumat..hahaha... he seem to be happy with his life.. no ncdcc.. got more time to spend with friend huh..hahaha... ok la.. that all for now.. going to watch gundam seed liao..hhahaha**

2009-01-02T22:37:00.003+08:00

**well today wake up around 12 plus to preparefor my CCA fair meeting... it will be my last project with EVGSS.. After 4 years in EVGSS ncdcc.. finally leaving the sch... in evg i have my sad and happy time.. and of cos angry time.. well but this is life.. you wont be happy everyday but u can try to make other happy everyday in order to make yourself happy... RMB, the best way to cheer yourself up is to cheer other up..hahaha...
anyway went to EVG at around 2 .20pm..well reach there see others UG already started.. so quicky get my cadets to fall in lo... well get all the equipment out..hahah..and intend to ask the new clts to take control.. in the end i ask u all know wat to do right?? they give mi the blur face... then i was like ok.. so i brief them first and went with mdm to settle the poster and the video thing..hahah..
well heard alot of thing abt the new clt la.. mayb becos they just pass out ba.. hope that as time goes by they can gain exp and learn to be a real clt ...but of cos don learn the hard way.. is best to look at all my mistake and learn from it.hahaha...
some comment to the new CLT,
erm guys , you all are not firm enough..this may let the cadet feel not secure as they cant trust u all..
also you all are not thinking and projecting yourself as a clt... you still think like a SNCO and acting like one.. this is no good.. you are a CLT now.. so try to understand how a CLT must think and act..hahah.. just some advice..hahaha.**
Still rmb this photo when i went for my first EP day.. and I was just a CPL..hahaha..going to the first service i ever done.. first time go to the public and impart them with CD skill.. RMb i was in charge of the IPP bag..hahaha... kinda fun.. and rmb that time we bring 3 cadets along with our OC and 7 person in one big bus..hahaha.. this is how my life as a NCDCC cadets start.. well one more year to go.. how are my NCDCC life going to end?? well that the question..hahaha

2009-01-01T19:17:00.002+08:00

在错的时间，遇见错的人，是一种无奈......
在错的时间，遇见对的人，是一声叹息......
在对的时间，遇见错的人，是一种悲伤......
在对的时间，遇见对的人，那才是一种幸福!

When is the right time for me?
Who is the right person for me?
Am I doing the right thing now?
Am I giving you problem?
If yes, pls tell me..

2009-01-01T13:58:00.004+08:00

**Well New year first thing that happy mi is my internet is back online again..wakkakaka... I can use internet now..hahaha...days without internet is sooo bad...hahaha
yesterday went to sort of celebrate the new year... with ws, alex, mei mei, hwee sian, xin zhi,ricky, jw, shu qi, daryl...hope i never miss out anyone...meet at cosway first and we buy our lunch there... lunch was titbits and instan noodle..hahaha..sad right.. cos no $$$ma..hahaha..
anyway we play some game.. we are break into team and play the something like u act I said thing.. super funny... got one part ar..hehehehe...
Who is he... Bian tai..wakakaak.well u know who u are ar... don need to said so much..hehehe...
well than after that we went to play our majong...hahahah.. OMG!!!..it was super fun and interesting... hahaha.. ricky and jw got hit on it..think we will have more majong session in the future already..wakakaka...
well then we all went to eat our dinner..and i went home already.. cos cannot stay out too late.. if not that it for my hp... it will be blast by call frm home..hahahaha...

RULE#1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

Ben have been tagged by Lancer Boi

1. Do you have secrets?
Of cos, but 99% share with best friends liao.. left 1% onli.. Everyone have thhat 1 % that did not said right.hahah

2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger than you?
why not.. but of cos cannot 2 young la.. 2 years younger is pretty fine..

3. How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
Well that a question i don know.. thing change.. sometime is not wat u wan is wat u can..
so sometime u may be force to give up..

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Well buy the thing i wan..hahahha.. go out with friend. haha.. make me and the ppl around me happy.

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
No, cos since est friend already hard to develop feeling..hahha..unless realli got feeling..then ok lo..

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved by someone..cos loving someone is quite a hard job to do..

7.List out 3 favourite things that u love?
U
Best friends
well slack??haha

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Let her go.. unless she wan mi..

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
Yes... but is for mi to know onli..hahaha

10. List 5 things you hate?
Betray
unreasonable
noise
lonely
being hurt

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
A firefighter section commander.. sliding down the fireman pole and go on the mission..hahaha

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
well.. all of my best friends should know..hahaha

13. What is being regarded as the most important thing in your life?
Erm..well...love ba..

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Married but poor.. becos there is someone with me to share all my happiness and sadness..

15. What are your favourite colours?
Blue and black

16. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, and both of them do the same, who would you pick?
Immpossible la... think too much..

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
Depending wat kind of thing..

18. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
I love you and wan to take care of u

19. If there is a choice between lover and friends,which will you choose?
Lover

20. Do you believe that there's "True Love"?
I wish i would.. but i am not sure

5 ppl who's goin to do tis survey:
Ruyi
Yu Ting
Jean
May
Adelin

2008-12-31T21:56:00.008+08:00

**Happy new year...well don feel realli happy at all... anyway.. 2009 is coming in 2 hour time...well new year coming.. but thing did not realli change huh.. maybe i am asking too much already.. time passes quicky.. one year had just passed... still no improvement at all... is it the time to give up... i also not sure.. well...don think soo much ba.. let it flow by nature ba..when u got to go, u got to go...haiz...
Anyway, this 2 days.. my home internet is down.. OMG!!!..days without internet is soo bad... so i spend my time out with my friends..hahahahaha....now using my dad vodaphone... sad sia... don know when my hus internet then will be back again..haiz.. ask my dad just now.. he said another 2 - 3 days..haiz...
nevermind talk some happy thing now ba... ok..actually wanna post this very long liao.. but internet spoil so no choice...Sunday was a fun and enjoyable day.. becos Me, derek , Ricky and JW went to sentosa together..hahaha... cos Derek was allowed to purchase onli 4 ticket as this ticket is promote in the SPF..each can purchase 4.. So derek call me ricky and jw to have fun on sunday.... hahaha.. so we meet in the morning at around 10am... but me , ricky and jw meet first as we need to deposi our salary into our account..hahaha.. finally our account got some money again.. hope don use too fast..
then after we meet, we started to go to sentosa..hahaha.. but of cos must eat lunch be4 boarding the sentosa express..hahaha.. so we had our lunch and went on to a day full of interesting activiy...
hahaha
first we went to the underwater world.. there are lots of funny and interesting fish..hahaha.. and we saw a shark got struck..hahahaha.. anyway photo still with derek.. so will post when recieve it...
afterthat went to see some animal show.. but think is cater for the kids cos we feel soo out at there.. show is lame but funny..hahaha... and then we went to see the cute and smart dolphin ..they are soo smart la.. can do so many stunt...hahaha.. but from then i hate the infar-red ppl.. if u know who i am talking.. they are soo inconsiderate, rude, selfish and many many more.. ARGH.. throw their country face sia..
anyway our last events was to go to the lude and skyride..hahahah... skyride was scarey but fun... abit crazy when i am on it.. i wave to the ppl i don know.. i siao already..hahaha.and we found out that derek cannot drive..hahaha.. driving test confirm can win him liaoo..wakakakakaka...lol..
Here are some photo taken using jw cam..hehehe.. so enjoy..**

2008-12-27T21:03:00.003+08:00

** well well well.. long time never update due to several reason.. but mostly is becos of my work as well as i am sick.. so work plus sick and work when sick.. mean i am very tired..hahaa..anyway so now must blog la..hahaha.. if not blog die again.. it die once be4.. cannot let it die again..hahaha..so let talk abt the work ba.. well work in converse warehus sales.. so first day was just to set up the place.. well kinda easy..but sweat alot..hahah... cos lorry keep on coming and coming and is soo dusty la... omg...and guess wat... I fall sick on the second day.. lol... totally lose my voice on the second and third day of work.. pro right.. and through out the day cannot talk.. omg..well i hate the day that i cant talk.. cos u will feel soo helpless.. wanna shout also cannot... when ppl blocking your way.. you want to said excues me also cannot.. omg... life is so difficult...hahaha.. well then recover.. but still coughing and have flu everyday...
Leg pain was another problem.. haiz.. leg super pain when stepping on the floor.. omg.. and the life span of my leg is reducing day after day after day..is like second day is 8 plus then pain.. third day is 7 plus then pain.. fourth day is be4 dinner pain liao.. then at fifth day omg.. 3pm pain liao.. but don know y.. think leg also can get season.. the last 2 day leg did not pain at all.. hahah..that is great man..hahaha.
anyway.. must thank ricky uncle.. for senting us home for 3 days... we realli like your lorry very much..hahahah.. lol...
well 8 days of work let mi learn quite a few thing.. realli .. either in life or knowledge... knowing how to boost sales, etc.. well it is a fun time working with gary..which is the big boss la.. he is very funny, friendly as well as exp.. he teach mi alot of thing... realli.. he also share with me his exp.. how he work from the lowest to now a boss..hahaha..
so working isnt so boring afterall..
well working also let mi know more friends and other adult..hahaha.. knowing them make mi think that life is full of no choice..hahaha.. is not becos they are bad.. is becos the stories of theirs make me think of that... like wat gary said.. in this world..
the one who paid talk.. and the one who get paid don't get a chance to talk..hahahaha..**
**Big WIND**

The crazy and selfsaid handsome rick
The lorry gang??
The converse gang..wahahaha
Slacking.. PLs don get caught

2008-12-17T03:51:00.002+08:00

**hahaha...today is a great day..hehehe... how much time u spend is not the important factor... the most important factor is the time u spend is it good time or bad time..hahaha...well don said too much huh..hahaha..
anyway after finishing today important mission..went to meet ricky they all for bb..and I learn one ting.. DO NOT SAID WRONG THING..becos it will cause the basketball to be attract to u..
well ricky u should know y i like that said right..waakaka....
think my foot is not season yet... playing bb without shoes is soo painful... haiz... unless realli no choice.. no more playing bb without shoes..hahaha... then when playing can get the feeling of breaking my ankle anytime la.. omg.. soo scarey..hahaha
wel think that my post this few days is lacking in content.. should find something about life to write about huh.. like i do it in the past.. talking about wat life is...how can we find life, etc,..hahahah...
anyway tml is my last day of rest then need to start work liao.. heheh.. 8 days of work.. can earn alot of $$$..wakakak.. but i intend to rob jw and ricky so i got more $$hahahaha..
well don know should put jw and ricky porn pic anot.. OMG!!! sry bros i never intented to tell ppl abt you two relationship de...heheheh..
PS:If don wan pic come out, your $$$ pls come into my pocket..hehehe**

2008-12-16T02:23:00.003+08:00

** Well well well.. hahah.. a random post...Holiday already started and this is the 4th day of the holiday..hahaha.. everyday slp until 3 pm plus then i will wake up.. and until 4am plus plus then I will slp.. OMG!!!... my body clock is upside down...think when sch start.. I will have a hard time again ba..hahaha.. anyway just now went to play bb with ricky, jw and mei mei.. but u know.. rain rain don wan to go away..hahaha.. so no choice we had to cancel the bb and change it into a chatting session..hahaha..so we 4 went to KFC at 888.. becos the Meh Meh wan to eat ma.. so we sit there and chat and play stupid game.. well u know touch here touch there.. OMG!!ricky i never said u touch jw...hahaha.. jkin onli..but then this coast guard sent us a SMS... wanna go cwp.. soo we went to cwp with him and in the end we walk walk and walk.. and this daug and mother came and join us.. which is yu ting and zilie.. hahaah.. so we had to change the chatting session into a Brain breaking session..we keep solving IQ question and random quesion.. by the time the session end, everyone brain was reduce by half.. cos all the brain cell die liao wor..hahahaha....
now is 2.35am and I am going to stop here... cos i am waiting....hehehe...**

2008-12-13T00:32:00.004+08:00

**I am back from my sis wedding..hahahah...well very happy to see my sister marriage liao..hahaha... I think next will be my bro ba... cos he and his GF so lovely wor... Hug here and there..lol.. jealous liao.. hahaha.. jk la.. Well although today was a happy events, something happen..haiz.. In the end not as happy as predicted.. Learn one thing.. Seriously don assume... When you assume , U Make an ASS our of U and ME... lol... learn from my faci.. no la.. cos assume cause alot of misunderstanding..haiz.. and U think I tot who confirm leh.. but anyway.. hope that matter will end fast la..
Well I also drink abit just now.. cos everyone was drinking wor.. even my bro.. then somemore have to help my sis to block... Cos she cannot drink much.. then everyone drink abit lo.. Took alot of photo but is not with me.. so must wait...hhahaah..
Now back to my life..hehehe... actually wanna blog like 3 days ago..but was lazy lazy and lazy...hahahah.. today is also my last day of sch and I am having my holiday wor..hahahah... sooo goood... but next week need to work liao.. to earn money wor... No $$$ mean die... mean no life.. so must earn money.. and yesterday was my UT4 for sci.. OMG!!!... die for sure one.. hahaha.. cos the whole class like give up ... all never study..hahah..and looking forward to tue.. hahaha.. so happy now.. this month should be good.. cos alot of good thing happen.. hahaha...
***My beautiful sister on the right and my small aunt on the left...***

The cute Deco...

2008-12-07T20:15:00.002+08:00

**long time no post liao...hahah.. too lazy to post man.. well sch life is taking away my energy ... everyday come back from sch.. sure must take nap first.. if not... confirm die.. no mood at night...so slpin is a very important thing to do...hahaha..well sch work is getting slacker already... left with 5 more UT to go.. and after next week is holiday le..hehehehe... next week got 1 UT and the other 4 will be after the holiday..soo kinda relax after this few weeks.. and relive too.. cos see my grade was good.. both my UT 1 and 2 was around B ...hehehe.. well done...hope that can maintain GPA...
anyway... After 18 years in this world.. I finally strike a 4D..hehehehe... lol... no la.. like win $10 onli.. lol... cos me and Chee san, siew mei and Bo Shen, went to buy 4D for a "thing" la... for fun onli.. $1 each... well actually never think that we will strike la.. then sat hor.. get a SMS.. Ben, out 4D no hope liao... lol..then i was like.. ok...
then come out from game.. Ben congrat, u strike 4D... lol.. then i was like.. huh???what happen man..then after a while.. i went to the TV to double check myself..and woooo.. We won...hahaa.. lol... but not much money.. but it was fun..hahaha...
well recently also get myself hook on facebook and red alert 3..hahaha.. both are soo fun.. i am playing each and everyday.. lol.. i am crazy for this 2 thing now..hahaha...**

.. Think Too Much, Everything Is OK..

2008-12-01T21:17:00.002+08:00

**few days never blog again..hahaha.. lazy man..well let talk about sat first ba.. haiz.. sat was a super boring day for mi man..well sat was like i was slping and slacking the whole day la..I was like wake up at around 1 pm..then eat my breakfast cum lunch... andwatch anime...then slp at 4 plus again till 7 plus..then wake up eat dinner and watch anime again..hahaha.. but it was a good night for me..becos after a long time , i finally go to the living room with my lappy by my side and watch TV..hahaha..the first show i watch was the guess show la..then follow by a english horror movie and a chinese movie.. in the end slp at 5am in the morning..hahhaha.. pro sia.. long time never like that liao..hehehe...
well then on sunday need to go shopping with 3gals.. See ar is THREE ar...but u all don anyhow think.. I know wat u all thinking one..
well the THREE gals is , my grandma, and my 2 aunt.. So basically i was called down to become the SKW..haiz... anyway... got reward la.. able to buy some clothes for myself also..hehehe...
after that can said is a small family gathering ba.. meet my sister and her bf which they are going to marriage in 2 weeks time and my uncle lo...and have dinner together... Well i think the last time to have dinner like that is like 1 years plus back ba.. realli like this feeling..hahhaa...
well then let talk about today ba.. today was the "GREAT" ditigal again..hahaha... well u know my great does not mean realli great ba.. but anyway.. problem was easy to solve and day pass quicky.. well after sch we have this PCB UT... and from all the resource we gather in the morning ... the circuit was not manned to be finish... and the methods use for the UT was wire wrapping.. argh... and the stupid and small wire.. kepp on breaking.. argh.. and seriously i cannot finish the circuit.. well i think this UT cannot get B + already..haix..aiming to get a A for this module de.. cos other module cannot get B + then GPA confirm will drop de.. haiz.. so sad... well i will try harder next time..^_^**

2008-11-28T23:41:00.002+08:00

**Yo, yesterday intended to post one.. but in the end too tired and lazy.. so never post...and yesterday my Psychology UT was like CMI... lol... totally cannot make it la.. haiz... although there will only 3 question.. but the 3 question was already a killer.. just hope to pass this UT 3 and relax liao.. Next sem take Project management as a freely choose... Hope that that one is easy...hahaha.. Don wan to see my GPA drop you see..haiz...
well time passes very fast.. In RP, it is alreadt problem 12 already... 4 more problem I will need to said bye to my current classmate.. Well kinda not bear to said bye... Going to RP become a happy thing when I get to learn with my current classmate.. or i could said, we learn, play and joke together.. hahaha..
learning in rp was finally fun abit..since i go into this cls.. hahaha.. and today first time bring my poly friend to my house..which is the 3 la.. Chee san, bo shen and siew mei..cos seriously we have too much time to use during our second break out..
oh.. think should start from the morning ar.. today is linear circuit... then the topic today is Laplace transform.. WTH.. totally never learn be4...sian.. so basically we are struck there like don know howla.. until we ask the faci to go through the first question to get us started..
well actually after you understand the concept ar.. everything is so easy la..
but since is math ar.. practice still need to come in de.. So need to practice alot more... so that i wont forget this laplace transform...so actually by the end of second meeting we 4 already understand this laplace transform liao la.. so we have 2 hour to go for our lunch and slack..hahaha..
so we went to 883 for our lunch...hehehe... then after that bring the 3 go to my house lo..they they they....

They just come and sit and chat and slack only la... hey hey hey.. got both guys and gals.. so don think too much.. I am NOT the only guy..hehehe.
so just crapping in my hus until like 1.40pm then slowly walk back to sch...hahaa... **

2008-11-25T23:00:00.002+08:00

**haiz... Sch life is getting boring.. But thank to the 3 fun clsmate.. Life was much more easily.. N they motivate me to go to sch.. I think if they never go sch.. i also wont go sch.cos meaningless la.. Do the same thing every single day.. No life at all..hahaha..
anyway today was PCB..hahaha.. Change of faci.. Stupid lo.. Different faci different standard they want...said different thing.. DO different style...Follow which one.. ai yo...haiz...
anyway today was slack... only need to submit the layout.. no ppt needed to be done.. Which is the only good point for this new faci..hahaha
then Chee San, don act smart in the future hor... lol... See la.. now other ppl memory card inside your lappy cannot come out liao la.. See how...hahaha.. ok la don soo bad..
cos she wann check if it is the memory card problem as my clsmate psp cannot read it.. SO she with good intention..But mayb she don know la.. so become like that...hai... but never go Fujisu ba... they open your lappy and help u take out de.. Good service..^_^**

2008-11-24T23:44:00.002+08:00

**Hais Hais Hais... My UT today die ar... don know how to do sia... I open the UT, was stun by the first question.. It seem easy but i don know how to do it... Y....ARGH...basically my whole cls die la... Just guess answer and right in.. And type in the fomula onli... Hope to get some mark out of it... This sem GPA sure drop liao.. OMG!!!!..haiz...
Mayb I did not study hard enough ba... haiz... I think no need aim for UT 4 le ba.. cos UT 4 will be harder then UT 3...then most likely also die de ba... haiz haiz haiz...wat to do...
Btw, wanted to post this very long liao.. but also forget..I have my FYP team liao... and already know my FYP project is about wat le..Is to design and make some equipment that will detect brainwave..or something like that.. hahahaha..so hope that I can do well in my FYP ba...
then today go running again..YES YES YES...today run 2.5 round nope stop.. hahahaha... in total run about 2.8km.. cos everyone is tired ma...hahahaha...But well mayb going run again this few days... if not need to wait till sat liao..hahaha..ok la... that all for now...**

2008-11-23T14:39:00.003+08:00

**Actually wanted to blog yesterday, but was too tired after remaking my blog design.. Cos i act smart, never save when teaching ricky ow to make a blogskins all that...then accidentally press save change...then die.......so no choice lo... hahaha.. reach home and remake my blog.. omg...hahahaha...
Anyway yesterday we have a BBQ gathering..hahaha... Well meet at around 11 plus with ricky, jun hao, jw, mei mei, alex and ws... then already started craping while waiting for the bus liao..hahahaha...then went to sheng siong to meet others... which is mark, daryl, yu ting, shu qi, hwee sian...soo many ppl..hahahaha... then go in to shop for wat we need for the bbq....well they really discuss alot on wat to buy ,well I keep quiet at that time.. cos i never eat de ma.. so never realli join in the discussion until it was at the tibits areas.. where I become alive..hahahaha.. lol..
and something funny happen.. While I go ATM with someone la.. to withdraw some $$$.. but hor the someone just keep on trying to push his ATM card in la.. Then i see, hahaha.. Cos he put wrong side.. SO i correct him.. But don wan said who the someone la.. U know who u r..hahahaha..lol... But cannot blame cos everyone got their first time.. So don do it wrong next time ok ricky... oppp..hehehehe...
Anyway after we buy all the stuff we go to daryl hus liao.. at his hus we will slacking , playing flash game, Naruto 3, and of cos singing...Daryl is always with his guitar..he play and sing at the same time.. wondering y i never learn guitar..argh..should learn man...I realli wan to play and sing.. cos the feeling is nice when u can play your own music and sing along...Well I will see if i have any chance in learning it...hahahah..
Well then following our real goal of the thing which is BBQ...hahaha.. but it was raining... so we hold the umbrella and start our fire... and using plastic table cloth to make shelter.. Well sound like a UG BBQ.. where everyone is important to get the tasks done..hahaha. anyway start come and go and come and go.. then in the end food cannot finish and everyone started to play already..We also got help to celebrate ws and jun hao birthday.. but both of them share one cake la.. cos no $$ liao... hehehe..
The fun part was at the swimming pool where we trying to push one another into the pool.. hahah..mark kena.. and mei mei is voluntary herself into the pool...hahahha.. ws too.. At the end everyone was somehow wet even abit.. but it was a fun one...
Then today wake up around 1 plus, it will be a study day for me..for my test tml as well as the test on thrus... hai... test test test when will it stop... sian ar..hahahaha... **

2008-11-22T00:00:00.002+08:00

**Well hoping that my blog will be alive all the time.. don wan it to die just after changing the blogskin..hahahah... but i think after sometime i will just slack again..hahaha... anyway just now go run with jw, ruyi, jean,karen.. Well i should really train myself once again... my fitness really drop like don know how in this 2 year..haiz....sian ar... but just did break my limit and run 3 round and walk 1 round in total.. which is 3.2km.. well intend to run only like 2.4 but in the end was"force" to run the last lap.. well not really force by other, is force by my pride and guiltyness.. seeing other no matter how tired and continue make me feel bad... so i run the last lap... after running do quite alot of push up.. around 40 plus ba...hahaha.. cos wan to win jw..hehehe... jia you to myself and good job.. I will continue to work harder and run more.. My friends pls motivate me ... cos i very easily give up in running de... hahahaha
well then today lesson in RP was a tired and killing one..hahahah.. well today is linear circuit.. which i like the module quite alot as the faci is good and the learning environment in cls was good..everyone in my team will put in alot of efforts in learning and understanding the problem...
Today was on the switching regulator.. OMG...was like super hard but i did catch the ball from the faci by the end of second meeting.. the killing part was actually not the problem but was the going through of the worksheet 4 and 5 in the workbin...totally kill all my brain cell.. i think the whole cls brain was dead after that..hahahah..
after that went to 883 with chee san, siew mei and bo shen to eat lunch.. becos boshen need to get his PSP after 2 weeks of waiting..hahaha.. I like my year 2 alot..both my sem cls was good and realli do not wish to change cls again...
hope that in year 3 can stay in this cls but i think is most likely immpossible..Well it is a system in RP and this is life... everything come to a end no matter is good or bad ba... So that y we should always be looking forward to the new tommorrow.. Better thing may happen and bad thing may come to an end..^_^...**

2008-11-20T23:48:00.003+08:00

**Long time no update blog liao..hehehe.. got ppl feedback le.. so must update..hahaha..well this few day was rather a standard types of life for me..I am actually doing the same thing everyday... Life is boring and colourless.. Everyday wake up, and go to sch... after sch, go home online and watch anime and slack until 6 plus.. Then take nap till 8 plus.. wake up eat and watch anime and then slp again till tml.. and report to sch again..
Everyday is the same... there are no colour.. feeling dull...
Well sch life was still the same.. Copy and paste life.. well kinda good and bad.. well good is because everything is so easy.. just go to sch and slack.. I mean realli slack and ask for ppt then just present and then get the grade for the day..hahaha...
Bad is becos to really learn, you must realli put in your own efforts in doing the research and study.. if not UT sure die..hahha
and well kinda happy because I did pretty well for my UT2. . get a B+ for sci..so hoping that my UT 3 is also around this grade then my sci no need to wry liao..
hahaha..
And btw... friendster was ok once again.. actually it has been ok for some time le.. just now then blog it.. hahaha.. all my friend was back..that is good.. but this time friendster really did crop up quite alot.. may be due to the virus ba.. not sure also.. but good job in trying to recover everything back..hahaha...
Then just now in sch nothing to do..so was finding blogskins.. well actually yesterday i was thinking of changing my unit blog skin.. but cant find any suitable one.. as it is a UG..cannot be too informal ba.. so still tying.. so meanwhile my unit blog..tahan ar..
but in the end find blogskins for my own blog.. was quite happy to see the result after it was done.. although some effect I want to do was unable to show due to some code error... Well.. but overall is good.. So pls comment on my blogskin.. see where can improve de.. tag me.. then i see wat i can do..hehe..^^**

2008-11-14T22:09:00.002+08:00

**Friendster cannot go in..sian ar...nothing to do now... well just now was talking to shazwan bin sapuwan in msn.. he was my WO in my unit..but currently on his way to become a clt.. talk alot on the clt topic..hahaha...just wish him luck in wat he wanted to get for the course and be a good clt in the future...
Well just now stop blogging for awhile and went to tidy up my room...and deco my room abit.. hahaha.. paste my ncdcc ranks on the wall.. the past one la... well recall of all the things i have done in those ranks.. was kinda funny , happy and sads..hahahaha..and also paste others thing..
but confirm not those girls photo.. I am a good and inncoecent guys...wakakaka.. lol...

anyway today in school learn about power supply... well was kinda of easy and ok la.. but the stupid lab equipment was making us crazy.. all don know how to use..sian.. is like the circuit soo easy to build..but when testing all don know how to use the equipment.. argh..need lab lesson to teach us how to use it man...hahaha...

well today in sch was rather quiet then the normal self.. hahaha..actually i also don know y... just don feel like talking in sch today..hahaah..then my clsmate said...don dare talk to me.. cos my face black black....lol.. cos i too much sun tan liao ma.. that y black black..hahahah...

well this few days was thinking about my life.. hmm..well preparaing for a change now... restarting my life... finding the weakness.. kill it..and become a better person...
i know that i had alot of weakness and bad point.. easpecially is my temper...once i lose control of it.. that it.. haiz.. must think of ways to change it.. by controlling it wont help much..cos i can lose control of it..**

..Learn my mistakes, and start all over again..

2008-11-12T16:06:00.003+08:00

**waking up at 3.30 pm today... thinking of wat happen last night..still feeling lost and scare...
i don know wat can i do now..after one night of slp... well a little bit of calmness came back... wat kind of person should I become.. can i be a good person ... haiz...
well it is raining heavy now...don know when will the rain stop.. well if it does not stop then cannot play bb le... long time never play le...haiiz...
actually I also don know y i am here now... should i be slping now or should i be watchin my anime now...
A Fireman's Prayer

When I am called to duty, God, whenever flames may rage;
Give me strength to save some life, whatever be its age.

Help me embrace a little child before it is too late
Or save an older person from the horror of that fate.

Enable me to be alert and hear the weakest shout,
And quickly and efficiently to put the fire out.

I want to fill my calling and to give the best in me.
To guard my every neighbor and protect his property.

And if, according to my fate, I am to lose my life;
Please bless with your protecting hand, my children and my wife.

..Courage..

2008-11-12T00:49:00.002+08:00

**I never know wat i do was causing more trouble then happiness.. My stupidity cause ppl to get more irritated and tired...I always think that wat i do was right.. I always think that everyone will need care...but i forget the limits... i forget to do the right thing at the right time at the right place.. all i know as to follow my feeling... which make no sense at all.. I did not put myself into other ppl shoes... I am such a selfish person, such a dumbass...
Now, just like the fire already started buring.. Wat I could do is just to put out the fire asap.. to minimise the damage.. There will confirm be damage done.. but wat can i do to make it to the smallest possible damage.. to be true , i do not know..
I am lost now.. becos wat was in my head all this while was wrong... wat the hell I am doing....y do i always need to face this.. y y y y y y y y y yy y y y y y y y y y y y y y ........
well done ben..just too well done liao.. u all soo lousy in this areas.. just give up la.. right...y go and bang the wall...know liao still go.. feel the pain liao still go....stupid...
but do u think I wan that to happen.. I JUST CANT CONTROL!!!...if i can, i wont be like that..
Am I ready to care for someone?
Am I mature enough?
Am I silly?
Am I stupid?

I don know...**

..This Time, I really got lost on the road call Life..

2008-11-09T15:31:00.002+08:00

**It been a long long time since my last post...well cos too lazy liao..anyway.. this days was kinda stress.... sch life is getting harder and harder.. UT keep coming out and it seem that I am unable to do well in my UT... reason..not sure.. i got study but why still like that... oh ya... the question come out is out of the 6P..it was rather some knowledge that we need to research on ourself...haiz...but nvm.. I will work harder to get the bext result i can...I promise u le ma...hehehe
well next will be the kayakiong thing le ba... well at first tot that evg will have it in nov for their 1-star..but in the end.. due to some edusave problem.. we need to postpone it till nxt year..same as pioneer..nvm.. I will wait..and be a good coach for them...hahaha

well then yesterday went to celebrate Yu Ting Birthday..was we plan a very stupid thing.. we plan to give her a fake and a real celebration.. We make paper cake, paper money ,etc...then play those chanting song and burn infront of her... as her celebration... lol....it look like so real la... alex and zilei go buy flower somemroe..hahahaha....funy sia...then we just walk away after buring..hahahah..then me zilei wei song was prepaing the cake...light the candle..then yuting come.. we said.."Hey the thing we burn to u , is here...hahaahaha...funny...and have a good time eating and drinking fake coke...cos it taste super strange....
after that was a singing session..just sing and sing and sing...then play a few fame..what, pesi cola...,123 woodmen...then sing to continue game.. but the last game we play was the most fun and meaningful one...we play true or dare..but in the end was just a true game la...cos every choose true...hahaha...well learn alot from each other...hahaha..well no more details...^^case close here....
and very imortantly, must said thanks to JW....he is really my brother...for the sake of me..he go buy chicken rice although he already buy a bowl of mee...and at night i walk home.. he come and peix me walk home.. best sia.. thanks...^^**

..To Be a good person, You must Know Yourself well..

2008-11-01T03:03:00.005+08:00

**yo yo yo... Now i am in EVG sec... blogging while my cadets are all slping in the tents.. lol....well not slping now. cos going to screw the cadets at about 4 plus... hahahaha....well yesterday or i mean on my birthday.. thanks to my bros and good friends celebrate for me..Thanks to Jw, Wei song, Ruyi, Mei Mei, Shu QI, RIcky, James, Sharon, Wei Li, Alex..Hmm never miss out anyone right.. if i miss out... then sry cos my fault liao...

hahaha..really like the cakes alot...and i will keep and " play" with the 3 toy car that come with the cake..also the "Gay" guy who pbring the happy birthday banner....then really thanks to mei mei for the drawing...you confirm spend alot of time on it de lo... jia you in thinking of your business ideas...tml confirm your teacher will approve one la..don wry too much...

well now ar.. thinking of who to promote who not to promote for the camp... haiz... headach ar...well thinking of going to slp now to slp for abt 1 hour..if possible..hahha..cos hor... i don feel tired at all .. so i think tml i reach home i will knock out immeidatly la...but here are some photo for my birthday...**
The SHOOTER!!!!

sAID nO EVIL AR....

RIcky what are u doing to SQ???????

Group Photo..

2008-10-29T22:55:00.002+08:00

**yo yo yo... hahahah... i am siao now...now soo sian...just finish preparing my PP presentation ...cos tml is my PP presentation liao... so just now"rehearsal" abit...hahaha... sad i fail sia.. but never i must think positive..hahaha... I WILL PASS!!!...hehehe....
anyway just now go watch and support ricky for his basketball compeition.. I good right..hahaa..actually alot of people got go support.. like Jw, Wei song, Alex, Derek ,Weili and Shu Qi.. and some of ricky clsmate.. hahaha...well saw alot of pro today...they shoot and chop like nobody business..omg..hahaha.. must don know train until like how than can like them...hahaha..maybe i just focus on one ba... cannot focus on too many.. focus on becoming a good point guard...hahaha...but anyway... ricky is the captain of the team nia... hahaha... and they win 2 match... due to ..........(Cannot said out)hahahaha...for further information pls contact 61234567...hahahaha... but they lose the last match..sad.. but is ok .. cos we can see they try very very very hard...hahaha.... so jia you and train harder ricky... i will train with u de..wakakkaa...**

..Tml PP assessment, Jia You..

2008-10-28T13:21:00.002+08:00

**long time never update... is not becos nothing to update.. is just becos i am toooo lazy le ma... and also tired...hahaha..well let see...hmmm.. oh ya.. my one week holiday start liao.. although now is already the second day of the holiday and sch going reopen next week.. so i must take this chance to realli enjoy myself... if not going to stress myself for another 8 week be4 getting a 2- 3 week break... hahaha.... anyway.. yesterday first day of holiday, went to settle my ncdcc nco camp ration stuff
have my snco to come and help to buy the stuff...well and it was good my total budget was less than what i calculated.. well done...meaning can go in to ncd funds liao.. more money for ncd..haahhaand than went to woodland check point there..to buy myself a shoes...hehehe... cos shoes spoil liao... no choice...haiz.....hahaha... but the new shoes was nice..hehehe... i like it alot... wakakakaka....
than I finally pass my kayaking Level 1 coach test.. and I am now a ceritify coach...hehehe....
can earn money liao.. lol..jk la... cannot becos of money than become coach.. must becos of passion...hahaha... anyway i feel that my second day of test is much much much better than the first day one.. me and vic realli improve alot on our skills, presentation and control in the water... Mr goh did not realli add on alot.. meaning we did the correct thing.. but of cos, there are still room for improvment for me.. a big room i would said.. and i am going to fill up the room by experinence .. coaching different age group at different areas.. will increase my presentation skil on water... ^^**

..Life Is Good..

2008-10-20T23:09:00.002+08:00

**Haix... it monday again....first day of the week is always so sian.. due to the faci la... wake up liao... thinking want to go to sch anot...becos today is DE..than the faci super wat wan lo... haix..than today he LATE leh..hahaha... always tell us not to be late cos is not CONSTRUCTIVE...u are the one not constructive la... talk so muchwaste ourtime... than realli don know why the faci like to piss me off every week.. every week also like that... don know wat he thinking also..hahahah... than after that go back home... rest...than go bb liao.... today onli jw, ricky, derek and weili come... well but overall was a fun one lo..hahahah... well let talk about my sat coach test ba..
well i think this is the worse test i ever take... i perform badly.. must be true to myself... maybe i not up to standard yet ba.... but my afi said... is becos we are still new...after some time confirm can de... we cant conpare outself to the pro coach..they teach don know throusand of 1 star course already... we cannot fight with them de... wat we lack is just exp.. once we have it.. we can also be as good as them de.. i also believe what he said.
but after some thinking. . I feel that i should list out my pro and con...
first the con
1. It is very messy, in the sense that we did not check the place throughly.
2. We forget that they are a first timer at kalland.
3. We expect them higher than they should be.
4. No coordination between me and victor.
5. We divide the course too observe already, we should help one another out.
6. When explain of skill, should add in reason to why do we do this and not that,
7. Did not check manpower from point to point. We assume WHICH IS NOT GOOD!!!

Well than the Pro
1. I think only the sweep stroke Me and victor did well. BEcos we help one another..
2. Interacting which student is average, but still can improve.
3. I feel that my introduction was ok, I explain the part all that. But should slow down.

Actually i think my pro is very little. there are alot of room for improvement ...I wan to improve myself.. to become a beter coach.. I really want to impart my skill to other in a fun and interesting way..
I should put myself in diferent persective.. So that i can see bigger picture..I should also be more observater.... hmm too much thing to improve man.. haiz...
on land i am a confident officers...can teach fairly well... but on water.. like shit.. haiz...why why why.. **

..Time to IMPROVE..

2008-10-15T21:18:00.004+08:00

**I miss u.. is like i want to see u, i want to talk to u, i want to listen to your voice.hahaha... haiz..hmm should change my mindset... hahah...at least still got sms hor..hehe... i am realli happy that i was reassure.. hahahaha.. ok stop all my this kind of thing..
write post time..hehehe...well actually wanted to blog on sunday de.. but monday got test ar..than sunday reach home liao already 10 plus than still need to study for test.. by the time study finish already 12 plus liao.. so very tired than never blog lo..
sunday was a fun day man... is derek 21st birthday... sooo good to have ppl celebrating birthday for u... hahaha.. come to think of it.. for my past 17th years.. no one had ever done that for me..hahhaa.. anyway we was suppose to meet earli to continue doing derek birthday card..which was like 1/4 done only on sat night.. jw and ricky come my hus do lo.. and jw ton at my hus..than wake up around 11 ba... cos really too tired le... than do the card until like 4 ba..the other also got help do.. but 3 plus they go derek hus first.. cos we drag till too late liao...
than left me, ruyi and mei mei do the card... hahaha..the card was pretty nice.. in the past i help do card was like abit only.. this card.. i do quite alot ba..hahahaha..than we went to derek hus give him surprise lo..
1st surprise is the cooking of noodle.. hope he never run toliet after eating our master piece
2nd surprise was the card, well he was smart and in 5 min he find it all.
3rd surprise would be the ruyi leg injure ba... cos we all bluff him.. and he was soo wry and keep rushing us to go faster la...
last surprise was the 8 chinese word on each of our back..hahaha
hope that you can rmb it for life wor..hehehe...
than monday go to sch was like shit.. soooo tired...somemore got UT.. haiz.. i really hate the monday DE faci... he was like everything also correct us.. said wat use pri 1 eng to explain.. than he demo.. but we don even know what he talking.. so how can a pri 1 student understand..and keep saying never assume all that.. stupid lo.. was realli piss off by him.. everyweek first team present de confirm die de lo..drag till like 45 min..wth....haiz.... than ask him question for UT... said wat.. oh now is problem 6 i wont teach the other weeks problem.. lol.. where got cher like that one lo... than UT was like die lo..haiz.....
well feel that every wed go to sch is the most tired day.. don know why.. is it the cls or wat...hahaha.. realli lo..everyone in the cls was like slping during the breakout... haiz... never mind tahan more 10 more week.. than year 3 got one sem can have 3 day of sch liao..hehehe....good good..
ok la.. i go rest liao.. SICK!!!.. this few weeks i super weak lo.. don know why also..**

..Miss u..

2008-10-08T14:26:00.002+08:00

**i am crazy, i am emoin, i am thinking too much, i am lacking in trust...this are all my weakness ba.. after thinking through one whole night.. i still cant find why am i like that..is it because of my father n my mother.. becos of their fail relationship which first put me in a selffish person.. than my own failure relationship which cause me to lose the trust i have...i don know...i feel like i am totally a bad person.. a person without confident, a person without kind heart..i am not a good guy...a lot of time i try to change myself.. but whenever a situation arise.. i become my own self... mayb i did not put in enough efforts ba...y do i feel so alone in this world.. how come...i always ask other to be independan.. but am i?..i don know...
i really wan to change myself... i wan to be a good person.. with trust to my love one..
I am willing to change.. becos i know ppl without trust are lonely and selfish.. is not healthy...
also i must learn not to think too much..eveything will have cause and effect... so if i start from the right cause.. not matter what is the effect i will still feel that is alright becos i try my best...**

..Trust & Courage here i come..

2008-10-05T19:17:00.002+08:00

** Lost in a road call life.... hmm.. really ba.. a movement, a word,a statement can affect me.
my moods, my thinking, my feeling... everything of me is like being affected... why is it so powerful...hahaha.. think i am in a deep deep well.. trying to come out.. but everytime... i fail...hahahaha...
you let me see the hope sometime.. and take the hope away sometime.. or is it i think too much.. hahha.. i feel that i think too much..hahaha...maybe becos of fear ba... i was hurt once.. deeply hurt once...wound heal, pain gone... but scar is 4ever...
but I AM NOT GIVING UP...that is for sure.. hahahaa..
anyway today go cwp with derek...hahaha.. one whole week stay at home.. is a good time to go out with bro le...well ricky and jw still working.. but today last day liao.. meaning from tml can play bb le...hehehe.... i wan to play bb....today shopping was a good one.. walk the whole cwp.. realli the whole cwp.. and derek buy a digital cam.. 10.1 megapexi , wide angle len, anti blur function, imge stable,5 time zoom in... waa that great.. and wat more.. free 4gb memory card, tripot and pounh.. great deal man...about $429...hahaha...
at first he was thinking of buying SLR man..hahaha.. but no $$$ la... than he said next time maybe will buy..hehehe...
hmm tml UT again.. is the psycolo... haiz.. soo difficult.. confirm die de... soo many theory to study.. understand la.. but there is no confirm answer de leh... depend on situation.. differ situation diff answer... really test your brain man. i think tml after UT i will be quite sad man and lifeless.. cos all my braincell will die... hahahahaa....**

..Courage is what I need..

2008-09-30T16:45:00.003+08:00

**hmm...today no need to go school.. cos don know what RP day or something like that... state no sch day... hahahaha... than tml also no sch.. cos hari raya... public holiday...hmm... kinda happy and sian la... happy becos no sch can rest and slp till afternoon ma... but sian becos.. realli nothing to do sia... no one to bb with.... no one to talk with...haiz..well cos al my bro go work sia.. than i cannot work.. cos school term...haiz....sad..no money...than now talking to shu qi..hahahaha.... anyway this afternoon wake up.. first time is on lappy than watch anime... well found out that i soo long never watch anime liao... hahahaha... just watch finish naruto latest ep... than now watching blench liao lo.. hmm.. got 20 plus ep for mi to watch.. cannot said nothing to do la... but just sian lo... sit there and just watch...
anyway UT coming after the 2 days of rest... hmm.. is on circuit.. haiz.. my worse topic last sem... so just now was looking through the 6P all that la.. than suddenly got the feeling to study... than go study sia... wow.. i so guai... hahahaha.. do all the question given in the workbin... power ar..hahahaa... but there are still some question i do not undertsnad... so i email my faci lo... hope that he reply la.. if not i confirm die liao... thrus is the UT liao.. iknow is holiday la... but faci still must check email...hahahaha...
hmm... well don know what to write liao... hahahaha...ok la... see ya...**

.. Life so Complex, Too many feeling at the same time...

2008-09-27T23:20:00.002+08:00

** Long time no post liao.. hmm too tired and got thing to do ma...hahhaa..hmm...this few days keep on playing basketball... everynight sia.. non stop... hahaha... well it fun, tired.. but is good!!!..hahahaha...sweat alot this few day... and always get tips from weili on how to improve my skill...hope that it will help.. hahaha..
well thinking of a question... should I train to be a center or a point guard..i know currently I am lousy at both la...but can train de ma.. i wan to have the feeling of the center to catch the rebound can give a shot to help my team.. I also want the pride of driving into the ring and do a layup... hmm... kinda funny to think of this kind of question...hahahaha...but anyway.. today bb was really a fun one.. although not many ppl.. but guess wat.. yen ting and shu siong also come today..heheheh... long time no see them liao... after wushu stop.. it seem that we all only concentrae on our own stuff..never talk to each other .. wushu was a hobby,a passion and also a communication center to us...is where we put our efforts, our time and our sweat.. to train to improve, hahaha.. realli like the time that we train together, SUFFER together..hahahaha...
oh ya... this few day I XIE DU ZI.. ARGH!!!.. super jia lat... omg..hahahaha.. than after 2 day than cannot tahan liao.. skip sch one day than go see doctor.. haiz.... but now ok liao... hehehe....
than this week was the first UT of the sem.. hmm .. said easy not easy...difficult not difficult....but alot of copy and paste... hahahaha... first UT start meaning from now on i every week also got test liao... sian ar... UT kill brain cell..30min is more than enough..hahahaha...
sch topic is getting harder and harder... self learning is almost imposssible already... what we need is really people to teach us... we struggle everyday in RP...haiz...**

..Life is a Road of Difficulty..

2008-09-22T15:16:00.002+08:00

**OMG!!!..today nearly late for sch man... hahaha.. actually wake up at 7.30 liao.. than think slp for 5 more min.. in the end..slp slp slp....... than OMG!!!..8.20 than wake up...check my hp time to confirm...than is realli omg....hahaha...than firstly go call my dad to drive me to sch...than i faster rush to wash up and prepare in 10 min time..hahaha...than get on my dad lorry..in 3 min time reach sch..than run to my cls..hahaha.. than go in...than faci said" latecomer mark your attendance, after u will be consider late...hahahaha..LUCKY!!!....
cant blame me also ma... cos sat and sun go kayaking man.. super tired leh... hahaha...
but the kayaking was really fun lo...adult is easy to teach man..hahaha... got a total of 17 trainee...than got some is doctor, some poly student, some ns man...
day 1,first thing to teach is capsize drill... and the trainee is good man..hahaha... just cap one... no need to coax...hahahaha...and all can do capsize drill in first try...hahaha...
than teach sweep movement...i was in charge in doing it.. hmm think i still have LOT and LOT and LOT of room for improvement sia... must improve my MOI on water...if not i will not be a good coach...
than next go for lunch and come back..than have a change of plan and teach rescue drill..smae thing..they are able to do it in a very fast time...hahaha...and also teach a J-draw for side movement..
than went to wash up and go home..
day 2, was a fun one... refine on their day 1 skill...well i think the killer skill is the side draw... most of the trainee have problem sia...need to guide them one by one...haha... but overall was fine...than after lunch go for a short expedition.. paddle all the way to flyer there... and than one trainees need to be tow back.. but i never tow... faster run away first..hahaha....
but in the end all pass the 1 star la..cos the most important skill such as capsize is done..hahaha...**

2008-09-19T22:41:00.002+08:00

**Back on post..hahahaha....well today went to ncdcc training..so pon sch today lo...than slp all the way to 1 plus...hahaha...well plan to wake up at 12.30 de...but hor... i don know why go off my clock than in the end.. slp all the way to 1.30pm..lucky man.. if not confirm late...hahaha....but i am still on time..hehehe...well than today take sec 2 for their footdrill silver...hahaha... with the help of 2 UDI.. did it in 1 hour plus.. that is good...hahaha.. like my sec 2 alot.. well cos i am the one who train them from sec 1 ma... hmm they are going sec 3 next year... will be taking them also.. but cant see them for their sec 4... haiz.. kinda sad...hahaha.. so emo liao..well what to do..hehehe...
tml going to teach 1 star..hm..think last time i kayak was like in june.. during ATC...hahaha.. so long liao.. die man..hehe... skail tml don even know how to forward paddle...hahahaha...lame...
but tml target group is adult...so i think will feel different feeling ba when teaching them...hahaha...from last time also coach secondary students..now coach adult confirm different feeling de.. tml will be a learning day for me..hahaha..
but the worse oart is to wake up at 5.30am..omg..argh..my weekend just burn..haiz..cannot slp liao.. how to rest.. haiz haiz haiz...**

..Life, What that??..

2008-09-19T00:57:00.001+08:00

故事从一个寂寞的小男孩谈起。

小男孩从小就没有一个完美的家庭。

从小就失去了家庭的温暖，

从小就不知道什么是爱。

不懂得要用什么方式去爱人。

对他来说家人，朋友和爱人没有一个比自己重要。

他每一天都是没有目标得过，

直到有一天，有位女生和他在一起，

小男孩很开心，也很害怕。

害怕会失去他心爱的人，

他把心爱的人放在第一位，

只要能让心爱的人开心，

小男孩都会去做。

可能是小男孩爱的方式错了吧。

两年后，女生和小男孩分手了。

当时，小男孩很难过，像是失去了一切。

一年后，小男孩终于站了起来。

他长大了，知道自己要什么，不要什么。

在这时，一个让他在心动的小女人出现了。

。。。

2008-09-17T13:51:00.003+08:00

**yesterday wanted to update actually, but was really too tired and so never... I reach home ar.. after i bath i went to slp immediately sia..omg... from 4.30 i slp all the way to 7 plus plus...hahaha.. it was a nice slp man..
hahaha... than wake up... i think i went to search for the 12 girl band.. the music was really nice.. and i like the Zi you very much...hahaha..hope you like it too..^^..
i don know why..yesterday chatting with her.. was a sweet one...is not about the content but the feeling i think... maybe she wont feel it... but i feel it....i also don know why man.. welll it is just kinda sweet and happy to talk with her.. her smile and happiness i think... hahaha...siao liao la.. me....no med can cure liao...
well anyway yesterday was at first a tired but in the end a sweet day..hehehe..^_^..
well than monday went for a bb..that was a good one.. but don know why my leg still pain.. so long liao sia... haiz... today going for bb again... faster recover man... if not cannot run faster liao...hahahah..
than today cls was a difficult one sia... psychology cls is fun but hard..got alot of activity..is so different from the other classes...hahahaha...ok la.. post until here..see ya..and not to forget..everyone go this blog to read story....
http://www.mystories-myblog.blogspot.com/
it nice...^^**

..Life Full Of Unsure..

2008-09-15T00:57:00.006+08:00

**It seem that it is quite a while since i last update...well.kinda lazy and busy to update....but nvm... update now..hehehe...today is 中秋节 so went to celebrate it with ruyi, ricky, jia wei, wai sian and a suprise person.. ANGEL...hahaha... u ar... realli give me a big surprise... you make my days...but be4 that was waiting for them la.. so me, jw, rick and ruyi was sitting at sembawang mos and play, chat and singing la... omg.. treating it like no other people was there...hahaha....than angel and wai sian come le... hehehe...although it was raining... but still we went to the beach... as the rain was kinda small la... hahaha....we place the mat everything was nicely put.. than after a while we find out.. oh no it is a high tide...omg....so we move the mat higher la.. thinking that we are safe... but in fact not... the tide went higher...than omg... we have to move to another place... which make us give up the place that is silent, and is totally our...hahaha...than in the end.. me rick and jw was playing candle all that...than the gals was sitting on the mat talking lo... hahaha... but i am grateful enough to see her le...^_^...
than when i was playing candel.. did a silly thing.. but not going to said it here..hahaha...but i really wish that my wish will come true...^_^..
well than learn something from a show recently...

你不必知道得很清楚，

有些事不必知道得很清楚。

有时不清楚对你是一个好事，

清不清楚不中要，

重要的是，你活得快乐不快乐，

开心不开心，只要你是，

那清不清楚并不重要了。

don you think so..sometime what matter not really important.. the important part is are you happy.. are u living a good life..if yes.. y do you want to spend the efforts in trying to know somethign that may affect your happiness, affect your mood...haiz...

anyway took some photo.. so enjoy...hehehe..**

The two Innocent guy...hehehe..

we are not gay...

The Fu Lu Shou..

Who is missing???

Our back view..The 2 brother..

Who is missing again..???? come on don always help us take only... join in..

My Wish, My Heart, My SOul and my Life.

2008-09-11T11:52:00.002+08:00

** Sian ar...this morning hearing quarrel.. sian... morning just wake up only.. also like that...haiuz..don know what to said... too tired to care about anything already...stupid....than now in cls..break time... today problem was rather a easy one... now 12 onli.. finish ppt liao... power ar.... lol...
and yesterday super sian lo... msn cannot log in... and cannot play online game.. omg... than nothing to do... lol... soooooo sian....haiz....but before that hor was at jw hus playing game la... after sch go his hus liao.. at first was saying that we go derek hus.. but his parent last min don let lo..than haiz...change place...than at there first time i do was to slp.. realli too tired liao la... hahaha. than get the florensia from ricky and start to play...hahaha.. than we all play lo.. we party than i grow to level 7 liao..hehehehe...
than after that mei mei want to play basketball..so we all go home to out our bag and eat than went down to play bb... hahaha...well yesterday was rather a entertaining one than a real playing of basketball....**

..Life Full Of Problem..

2008-09-09T08:34:00.002+08:00

**haiz... yesterday was too lazy to blog liao... although I told shuqi i will update later...but in the end.. now is the second day morning and i am in sch currently...and now is already 8.40am and faci is not herre yet.... this faci finish liao la... late liao give excues said go get majong paper.. next time late i said go take lappy ar...hahahah....

well ok la... talk about yesterday thing... yesterday was in lab the whole day la...so fun... hahaah...was during what 555 timer that will produce square wave...hmm..kinda interesting...and can take home all the thing we do..all the part that we use..hahaha....but hor must check la...cos some part they give us ar... spoil one de...so must take new one... hehehe...and the faci best... 3.30pm i can go home liao.. every team present than only 1 question.. than i last team to present..best.. no question at all..very good very good...hehehe....

than after that at night intend to play bb de... but hor... jw not free ma.. than ricky also going to shu qi hus.. so i tag along with ricky go shu qi hus help out... to set the the printer and lappy...hahaha... than took a few photos cos shu qi cam no memory card.., can only take 7 photos....hahahah...so lously... OPP...hahahaha..jk jk...

than today going running later...with alex, ricky and jia wei.. should be la....to train our fitness...but this week we concentrate on condition ourself...as really our fitness drop until don know like how liao... than somemore i no determination lo... omg.. always slack half way... haiz.... nvm.. they will force me and encourage me de.. don wry.. can de... hehehe....**

.. Life Boring..

2008-09-07T21:15:00.002+08:00

** well this morning wake up and check my blog... i was shock..hahaha.. the picture of my blog was gone...haiz....so was finding another blog skin..well but decide to just change a picture...well saw this picture while surfing net..was decided to use it... well today i got lost on the road call life... kinda meaningful and explain my feeling reight now...hehehe...

Well this few day realli very tired.. sch just started.. go sch for 3 day liao.. but i am starting to think can i make it this sem already... the topic was kinda hard..and we are really left alone to explore ourself...really hate this kind of system in rp...they should at least give a hint so that we can get started or at least help us when they see we struck...if not we will be spending one whole hour in solving the problem la...

haiz.. my hus is getting so fan now.. don feel like to stay at home...home don like a home... what for staying at home... slp also hear ppl quarrel...than i become middle man for what... y must use me to pass stupid message... don care mean don care la.. what for say don care and complain here and there.. i am really sick and tired lo.. don u all understand that..my father, my grandma.. stop it once and for all pls.. let mi rest.....**

..Lonely, Tired, Sad..

2008-09-03T16:54:00.002+08:00

**well today was the first day of sch reopen...well wake up at 7..omg...super tired....I wan to slp...argh..but no choice need to go sch..cannot first day of sch skip right...haahah... than went to sch and checking my hp for the sms the sch sent.. to find out where is my cls...than enter cls that time...so strange....omg..hahaha...
well today topic was on goals setting...sian lo.. i tot what sia...in the end do goal again....hai....so boring....well the faci was like the modul chair....lol...super damanding person... a ABC i think...lot of rule in cls... everything he talk relate to add point and deduct point....sian hor...but he was kinda flexible in timing wise... give earli break all that...good huh.. maybe first day don make too much comment first..hahaha..skail wrong....mayb he is a good faci..hahahaha...who know right..
well got a activity for each team to come out with a goals setting for a sport for one person in the team..and i was the one in my team..well i "lie" that my long term goal is to become a level 5 coach...lol...super impossible for me...becos i don have a lot of passion in kayaking actually... level 1 coach for me is more than enough le..speaking of which, my level 1 attachment still need one more... argh..must go find one man...hehehe...
well super tired now...so going rest now...**

..Life, Sian?...