4/30/07
**Firstly today i am going to talk about two thing...Firstly,today in school i am going crazy due to the VB code..It was so hard and no hint was given at first....We was like finding a Switch inside a dark room....It was like a no ending search..But finally the faci give a candle to us...Hence, we can finally find the switch and on the light.and so the problem solve...nothing much in school but the thing interesting for me today is what after school...I watch Justice Bao..Today I have watch afew ep...It give me a reflect on my thought...It give me a whole new feeling..The feeling that I cannot explain...To give when you can,To tell when you can, To do when you can, To listen when you can.It not just this..It alot more that can't be say out...What is this give,tell.do and listen...In short "Don't Regret"..but why people always do thing that he or she will regret but still he or she will do it..Is he or she forced to,cannot control or is the person choose to...For me, I think that many time I just can't control..If I can control,I will not do it...I am not sure also...is it I choose to or is it i cannot control it...I can't control my anger...But can i choose not to be anger..I really don't know...Maybe for some people they can choose to...And for some they choose not to control...and also some want to choose to but cannot control...So in a person ,Is the choose or the control..It my choose to write this blog today but is my uncontrollable feeling that lead me to write this blog..So is it choose or isit the uncontrollable feeling...which one is it...many thing in life or in fact all the thing in life you make a choose...but is it the feeling come first or the choose come first...which one isit???who know...maybe you,him or her...and maybe this is a question that we all should really think...**..Life..
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10:21 PM
4/28/07
**Well,today was a watching day...hahaha..why is it a watching day...?this is because tha t i watch justics bao the whole day...from 11am until 4pm...then i take a rest to eat and bath....then at 7 plus i go watch Return of the Condor Heroes....at first i was thinking that it may not be nice but still i go for a try...^_^...you never know if you don't try...right..then the result was that it is very very very very very nice...well actually it was shown on channel U but i intend to watch it at cunchyroll cause it is faster then can watch till siao..hahaha..so actually i am nw watching 4 different show...1.Naruto(ep230) 2.Bleach(ep120) 3.Justics Bao(28) 4.Return of the Condor Heroes(ep4)...this is so good..hahaha...and you know what just now i went to check naruto ep 231 is out...yes yes yes...tml i am going to watch it hahahaha....then next i am going to watch justics bao...then Return of the Condor Heroes..hahahaand lastly bleach...so i am full of show to watch..hahaha...but one thing make me sian diao...the thing is i am going for clt meeting next week or the week after...not yet confirm yet...but sian ar...every year must have meeting 4 time....so i am to go for a hair cut soon...hai...but good news is that i am allow to help out at the snco course and also my nco is allow to follow to the atc at june....that super super great...hahaha...btw,just know i wanted to check my daily grade..but right the rp wedsite got problem la...cannot go in....hai ...never mind..tml try again..k....next time then blog liao....see ya...**..Life..
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11:20 PM
4/27/07
**yes,yes,yes..finally friday again...this few day feel so lazy to update the blog...this few day everyday after school liao then g home then watch youtube lo...now already watch finish bleach and naruto liao..so change to watch drama lo....watch the justice Bao 3 series liao...very nice sia..then got 2 A for this week....hope to get a full A week...hahaha.^_^...then now no time go ncdcc liao....very sad..hen next monday start school at 9am...got pros and cons lo...pros is that can seep later..but the cons is we must go back later at 4.30pm...so sad la...hai...but no choice...Then today so funny sia...one of my classmate lost her slipper..then we rick her said that is with the faci bag..then she really go ask the faci...so funny liao..but actually we put it on the whiteboard there lo....Then i watch the wushu performence and found out tha rp wushu team is so .............you should knowwhat i mean la....cos among all the performer only the last 2 consisted good...the rest is almost below average...so sad la...well weekend finally reach liao..so tml i am going to sleep till very late..hahaha..k la...tml if free then i blog again...see ya...**..Life..
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3:53 PM
4/23/07
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Today was a hard day for me in RP...cos the stupid computing make me crazy....not only me..in fact the whole class was crazy man...about 3/4 of the class buy our lunch and went back to class and eat while doing the stupid VB....well but it was very exicting...hahaha..no la ..it like when you finish it you have a sense of relive...but what more important is that i have understand what today was teaching about...it when you u get a hang of it it will be quie easy..hahaha...then i just help my classmates who cannot do by explaining it to them lo...and what was the most crazy part was that my team call our power ranger..hahaha....well as we are the last team , so we are rying to get the class wake up as they are going to fal alseep....but well anyway i can finally understand the topic today...so i happy liao lo....also last week my grade is 1A 3B & 1C...well i get a C on friday cause i went back early due to the parade on friday..but it ok...since they only take 14 out of 16 daily grades...hahaha....i still can keep up my grades at A and B ba..hope to pass well in sem 1....Going sleep now...Night**..Life..
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9:53 PM
4/21/07
**today was really what a day..hahaha..actually today was nothing special...it wwas quite a boring day...today i woke up at 10 plus..then go online and watch bleach..well...bleach was really nice..but you see..i am going to watch finish bleach vey soon...maybe a day or more..so this end up me nothing to watch again.....hai..but never mind...need to study...hahaha...ok..just found out that my june holiday is going to be burn...cause of NCDCC...need to go help out in the S-NCO course and ATC as well as the Sec 1 camp..well although my holiday is burn but i enjoy it...as this is my interest ma..haha...next today went out with my grandma to buy telephone..then go shop shop awhile....then went home le lo....then it rain...then online watch bleach again...hai...really sian ar...then at 4 plus go watch channel 8 lo..the show quite nice la...i like it alot...hahaha...yup then get back to bleach then nothing liao lo..boring right??hai..**..Life..
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9:42 PM
4/20/07
**I am so tired today...anyway let start with yesterday..yesterday our lesson was so fun...and time passes very fast..we are to design and make a product...Then promote it...So quite fun lo..hahaha...my team design a Flippo Frame...wanna buy one...too bad...out of stock..hahaha..just kidding....relax..ok let talk about today....today was very very very very very hard for me....the topic was so hard to understand...it about business...ha....stupid la...the whole class don't understand la...so we just anyhow do lo..then forget to do the mindmap lo...hahaha..but the faci say nvm...cause it the first time..then we was like...heng ar....hahaha...Then after i presentation, i was allow to go off...As i tell the faci that i need to go early..As i got parade..then i rush to evergreen secondary ....then i change to my number 3 then went to the classroom to put my thing lo...then combine redcross with ncdcc then i train them lo....then they hormat and cut down then hormat and cut down again & again...hahaha...then after the "parade" then go to the holding area then discuss with Sir about the june holiday plan lo...then after that we play some game and sing some song....the game right funny leh....we play sort of the footdrill game la..tlast man stand la...then i shout alot of command but they all never do wrong leh...t then i shouted one command and one shot kO them man...then left the cca leader ...so he win la..then he can do anything he want to the other cadets...then he want everyone do chicken dance...funny leh...then Wong did a rap chicken dance music...hahaha..^_^..yup that all for today....cause very tired le...going sleep leh....^_^Zzz**..Life.
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9:40 PM
4/18/07
**Back again...yesterday was too tired to blog....then actually sign in liao...then just close the window and went to sleep...quite lame right..hahaha..then today was the third day of my poly life...well today i study abt bio:blood...it was like omg...firstly do not have any background of bio...and also the faci was speaking an un-understandable english...she was from china...so her engish was like duh...the whole class do not understand what she was speaking...then the whole class was in the msn asking each ither do you understand anot....and it was like =_=...hai..then we are trying so hard to understand what she was saying...but in the end...it was still like ????but in the end ater doing our own research we finally understand the topic quite abit....but how are we going to carry in for the next 15 week...die liao la...Then after my lesson today i rush all my way to evg secondary to help out in the parade training...as friday is the actual one...hai...so busy sia....sian la....most importantly i do not have enough sleep...hai...everyday go school is so tired... then like walking also want to sleep leh...hai...-_-Zzz...hahaha..k la ...just write till here for today...see ya...^_^**..Life..
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8:45 PM
4/16/07
**Today was the first day of my poly life...i woke up at 6.45am to prepare lo..or this 3 year i will be waking up at this time ba...then at about 8am i meet up with weisong then went to RP together lo...on the way he was talking about yesterday when he play basketball with our friends as i did not go as i was too tired...then when we reach RP we go to our classroom lo...then i was the first one to reach the classroom then was like very what lo...only me and the faci...then feeling quite strange lo...today know 3 more friends le...well relationship building is going strong...hahaha...then we work on programming today lo...it was quite fun & interesting lo...then we have lunch together & we discuss our presentation during our lunch also..when we got back to our classroom we just our preparation lo....everything went quite smoothly lo...yup..then went home do the what reflection thing,quiz and the rating thing lo...yup..that all for today...see ya..**..Life..
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9:04 PM
4/15/07
**Today is the last day of my "School Holiday"...tml will be a start of my new phase in my life...i am going to officially start my poly tml...i am going to earn grade and study hard...i am going to pass with merit in 3 years time....hahaha...maybe it too early to say now...but that my aim for my poly....that my goal...i will work hard to reach it...haha..today nothing special just go meet up my friends then install CS in my laptop..then went home le...so tml then thn blog le..nite...**..Life..
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7:48 PM
4/14/07
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Today wake up at 6.30am to prepare myself ,as i need to go to evg sec for the cepp thing at 7.30am...actually i was thinking that i am the first to reach the school...but once i enter the store,i saw shazwan jumat...i know that he say that he will reach sch at 7.30am too...but i tot he will be late..but in the end he arrive first..hai..hahaha...well it was a good thing..hahaha..then we went to set up thing all that...the thing is we only have 2 group of parent and i think not more than 25....well but it was a good start you see...let us feel how it is like to teach parent..well i did not teach in the first group of parent as i was busy taking photo...but for the second group i teach abit...well actually i enjoy teaching parent then normal students...as parent are more keen to learn this skills...also they will really ask question when they are not sure...this make me feel like a real CLT..hahaha..it not that teaching cadets is not good..it just that some of them are not keen to learn and well just don't like the feeling of that...Monday start school le...so sad....tml is my last day of enjoy...then need to study le...so sad..hai...but never mind better than nothing to do and just slack at home...hahaha...well i wonder who will be my group on Monday...well hope to make more new friends..hahaha...k la...gtg..see u again..**..Life..
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7:02 PM
4/13/07
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Wake up at 11am...well too tired le...yesterday night doing the ncdcc t-shirt design for my unit ma...then sleep at 1 plus...hahaha...then today i think nothing special will happen ba....cos tonight not going to online so i blog now....ltr i will be going ncdcc trainig...today quite alot of thing to do in the unit la...got cepp for my ncos,then got rescue training and test ...follow by sec 1 have first aids and maybe have test...then for sec3 i need to conduct hazmat and td test...well so quite alot of thing to do in this 4 hour ltr ba...=_=...time is so short but there is so many thing to do..well that all for today...see ya...**
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12:07 PM
4/12/07
**Well well well..Today is the ncdcc day..Then morning wake up very very very early...to prepare lo..then went to school...then check their uniform all that la......then i ask they all form up..actually the whole thing was quite ok...but when the ava did not play the National Anthem..then i think the ex-co very jing zhang..she go say the pledge first...then i was shock sia...everything went wrong at that time...then i tell the ava to play the National Anthem right after the ex-co say finish the pledge..then i was worry that the cadets may not say the ncdcc pledge...but the parade commander is fast enough to save the whole parade..hahaha...well,at least this year is not the contingent went mistake...but is the ex-co..hahahaha...then today i skip the orientation..tml i will also skip..hahaha...no la..reali cannot make it la..but i heard from my friends that most of them will skip the orientation tml as it is until 10 plus....well that all for now..see ya...**
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11:12 PM
4/11/07
**Today i have my orientation at RP...i met up with weisong and went to RP together...when we reach there,it was totally diff feeling as we went to RP in the past for enrollment.etc...the feeling is completely strange and feel like i was in a jail...hahaha...but when i get to cls...and then get to my gp for the first time..it seem more relax...also i know 3 new friends today...well,maybe for some of you may think that that very little...but for me should be a very goods start ba...hahaha...the life at RP is what i say "good life"hahaha...we start our cls at 8.30am till 9.30am...then we got 1 hour break out..then at 10.30am we report back then at 12pm we have 2 hour of lunch...(of cos this 2 hour also mean we need to prepare ppt for our 3rd meeting la...then around 3 plus 4 we can go home liao..somemore no homework...that the best man..hahaha..i think i will enjoy the life in RP..hahaha...but still i cannot slack...my wish in poly is to be top student..hahaha..maybe some of you may think i cannot do it...but i think that i should try my best to reach the goal...^_^...OK next, tml is ncdcc day parade..hahaha...quite happy but sad that the cadets do not perform well...but nevermind....i trust that they will give their best....that what i think as a clt of EVG NCDCC UNIT..gtg..Bye**
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11:40 PM
4/10/07
**i am more tired than yesterday...hai...today i have enough sleep....actually this morning i plan to wake up at 10am...but i wake up at 11...& i was wake up by a sms...if not i won't be wakeing up at 11...& i think i will be wakeing up at 12 plus...hAI..THEN TODAY RIGHT everything i do is super fast...i pay the bill in just 10 min..while in the past..it take me about 30min due to the long Q...then when i reach home..the loading of bleach is also super fast...and my father is using at the same time..by right it should load quite slow...anyway,today there is one thing that upset me...my ncos and cadets ic...they are still not projecting the image of ncos and cadets ic...i really don't know what should i do le...it seem that they are lacking in something that will change them...but what is the thing...i still can't find it...i did not punish them but sort of scold them...but i did not rise my voice..which is totally not my style...it just like i can't bring myself to punish them for this kind of thing....i talk to them for 1 hour...and i ask them when they can change...the cca leader told me "by the end of the term"..i trust them...and i really hope that they can change...well 2 more day is ncdcc day..i look forward to that day..hahaha...k la..now go sleep le...^_^ZZzzzz..
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10:11 PM
**Finally after one whole day, I get to sit down to watch bleach and rest....Today the cadets really piss me and my NCOs off.....well it come be help...I just try to control as much as I can...and finally I shouted"that it"...and when I shout that...it mean the cadets get it....but I also don't wan to do this to the cadets..it quite sad for me to do this to my cadets..I really don't wish to do it...but if I don't do it....they just get in top of my ncos head...and I can't stand that....it really too much...well today was really quite tired for me..and I don't know why....it seem that this few days I never get enough rest...at least must 10h sleep per day..hahaha..actually my life is quite boring..it seem that it always ncdcc...but that is my life...my dream...is part of me...hahaha...I think I am born to be a CD man...hahaha...really love CD..don't know why...in my unit,I can only find a few cadets are passion ...it hard to find someone that have so much passion in their cca....actually if you like a cca it does not mean you have passion for the cca...passion is something that make you go an extra mile for whatever thing you do...without it you can only give 100% max...but with passion you can even give 200%..hahaha..who know...passion is not something that can be develop overnight...hahaha..why i am saying this..quite silly..hai..
well,reach home le..then first thing is to on my laptop and go to youtube..hahaha...then go load bleach first lo...cos this few days..youtube is loading very slow...slow until i want to sleep ar...then the funny thing is this morning i watch bleach..it loading speed return to normal...quite fast..but you know what....just now i watch ..the loading speed was back to slow..argh.....nvm...i will wait till one day it loading speed it back to normal..hahaha..k la...that all for today..need to sleep now...rmb i need at least 10h of sleep per day..and somemore tml still have ncdcc training...^_^**
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12:58 AM
4/9/07
**Finally done with my blog design le...well it spend me hours...but it was fun doing it..as in the end i see the result of it and was very please..hahaha....well i think this blogskin will be in my blog for quite some time...well maybe is quite strange as i am sort of not in Sch anymore...also no more test...hahaha..but nevermind i like this blogskin...hahaha...well today nothing much..still the same old thing...wake up watch tv..then online chat and watch bleach....well i watch till ep 30 onli...still have a long way to go....naruto 228 still have not been upload to youtube yet...so cannot..if anyone of you saw it in youtube ....do sent me the link.up till now i can onli find the preview of it..hahaha...well at least stil have bleach to watch..at first think that bleach is not interesting..but now..is star to interest me already...it sort of about love and friendship...well,it is quite a nice show...i encourage you all to watch it..hahaha...actually poly going start soon..so i don't think that i still have the time to watch bleach everyday when poly start..well..just try my best lo..hahaha...but i am still wonder how thw life like in poly....but i can't do anything yet so let just wait and enjoy the time i left before poly start...^_^..hahaha...well tml stil need to go evg sec to train my cadets for our NCDCC day parade..so going slp now...good night..**
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12:18 AM
4/8/07
**Finally i found a skin that i like that i can put on my blog..hahaha..actually is i use the old blog account...as alot of skins can onli be put in the old blogs... well i spend abt 3 hour doing this...hope that i never waste my effort...hahaha..well i cat post much now..need to slp.. really very tired..hahaha..good night...^_^Zzzzz..**
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