**Long time no update le..so now update abit.. actually is don know wat to write about... cos up till now my life is like the same.. either work, home or ncdcc...so mayb interesting post will only come out after school reopen ba... hahaha.. i also not very sure la... anyway.. I feel happy working at HA... hahaha. the staff there was friendly and fun.. then all the GI all that , around my age so easily mix around lo... so quite fun.. hahaha...

then today went to my secondary school cls chalet... while meet my old clsmate.. well didnt realli do alot of things... at first meet ronald they all at whitesand... then follow by meeting ruyi they all..then go E hub walk here and there.. well was not very into it.. so like ya..hahaha.. then cab back to chalet... and the first time to see is how they"rape" ronald la... and is Guy rape Guy.. well hahah.. for fun la... they all playing.. don any how thing ar ppl.. hahaha..then they wanna play football.. but i am soo not into it.. cos i don play footballl at all..anyway so i went back to the room and play my psp... soo no life la.. then finally when mabel they all are back... we start a group activity which is Captains Ball...hahaha.. LONG time never play liao.. ever since I left secondary sch... after that i go back home liao... so is kinda boring.. but is a good day since i meet my old clsmate...hahaha..and my earpiece lost... super no mood..haiz..**

**waa yesterday work was like... WOOO!!!...well yesterday same went to the same place to do my kayaking work.. so meet up with leo and take bus there.. well reach there saw tim outside doing something la... hahaha... tim is one of the trainer there la...But he is the CIC yesterday.. was basically we discuss like later going to do wat la... like the route to take, stopping point, equipment to take, etc... well we are taking a group of sport cls in TKPS... P 6 onli ar... I reali salute their determination as well as spirit...

Y right?? it is becos their training in the camp is realli worse then the NS... they wake up in the morning at 2 am to do PT... do leopar crawl, run 4KM as warm up... shit right.. and before their kayaking then duck walk all the way from canteen to the boat shed... which is like super far la...
then never complain somemore...
one of them even with his hand casted, still want to go down and kayak.... waa power.. and what they said is, is all in our mind... OMG!!....
realli they are onli P6 but their mind is realli strong... i believe they all could be very successful person in life in the future... is all in your mind huh.. hahaha...

anyway this week i no more work liao... SIAN!!!!... hmm going to stay at home for the rest of the week expe on friday.. cos going ncdcc ma.. hahaha.. hmm going to teach knot and line.. well hope that my sec 2 can clear their campcraft asap so they can become LCP...hahaa.. so sec 2 learn hard ok..hahha.. **

..Missing U..

**I think i one whole week never update le right....well cos i from monday to thrus everyday also working sia... is like kayak and kayak... everyday wake up. go to campsite.. and see, use, play, talk, discuss all about kayak..hahahha... well my holiday is full of kayak...LOL!!!..hahaha.. buit never mind la... got $$$..hehehehe.. LOL!!...ya, like i said. i will be spendin my holiday at home, work and ncdcc.. so don wan stay at home and rot... that y go work... can earn $$ and keep fit at the same time..hahaha...
anyway working there was fun and u got a feeling of uncertain... well, those who work there should know why u have a feeling of uncertain le ba...hahahah... Vic know the best huh..hahahah... working with different people, make mi learn alot of things... different people had different style, different methods as well as different thinking... so it is a good exp..hahahaha...
well that for mon to thru la... then on fri , it was again my ncdcc day..hehehehe...so went to KCP again...Did the TD bronze test for the cadets.. GREAT!!!... one more badge to clear and all of you will become LCP... then i will clear your rescue, first aid to make u all become CPL..hehehehe... good good... well also discuss some camp stuff with my oc and to... so it was rather a busy day..hahahaha...then for sat..
well it was valentine day... but well.. nvm.. don mentions anything la..hehehe.. just wanna to said.. I am content now... anything more will be good.. and will be a bonus to me... ok.. basically i spend my valentine day morning with a GUY!!!... NOOOO.. I am not GAY!!.. is my bro.. Jw.. he go acer with mi to collect my lappy... if not i no time to collect le... monday and tue need to work u see.. so don get any wrong ideas... hahaha... but the things is... even when my lappy is back.. I cant use it... I must go back to RP on wed, to get back my stud account... SHIT!!!..argh.....nvm.. hope it wont be too long... anyway that all for my week.. boring right... hmm , i will try to think of more interesting stuff to blog for my next post.. if possible I put picture la...hahahaha....

**Well got quite a few things that can updates.. lol... cos everytime i want to update.. I tell myself.. ai ya.. tml then update..then tml after tml la.. hahaha... lol... anyway let start from last thrus ba... at first in the earli afternoon meet derek first after his duty.. well he wanna buy things at cwp.. so meet him and had lunch first la... then walk to cwp and shop for like 2 hours... OMG!!.. that is super tired hahahaha.. then went to SP and meet ricky they all la.. becos going to watch a concert in SP.. by 黄靖伦...haaha... it very nice sia... the concert is a funny and interesting one..hahah...then concert finish is already around 9pm... so we take train home la... hmm..anyway.. it was a nice day la..hahaha...
then follow by friday.. well can offically state that day will be a NCDCC day for mi.. cos every friday confirm is NCDCC de.. no need to ask one...hahaha.. so basically i went to KCP again.. haha...so went there to conduct footdrill test for the sec 2... give them some warm up drill first then follow by some recap lesson before the test... Actually I like their spirit.. meaning how they look at test in ncdcc... they are reallli into it..haha.. so for their effort they put in.. I pass them.. but there is one i fail him.. due to some reason.. but guys.. although u had pass but this is not the standard i wan, my standard is higher then that... so guys let train together and bring KCP to a higher standard ok...hahaha...
well then went home after that and prepare for my expedition on sat.. hahaha.. and is like OMG!!.. need to wake up at 4.30am.. waa.. cos need to reach there by 7.30am.. argh... soo earli sia... well then meet with shazwan and victor and walk to woodland mrt lo..hahah.. then i play shazwan airplane game la.. SOO FUN!!!.. OMG!hahaha.. lol...then went there and prepare our things for expedition.. well don wanna talk abt the details... then went for expedition.. omg.. going was like super fast.. ETA is suppose to be around 12.30pm.. in the end.. 11.30am reach liao la... then we need to wait for lunch for 1 hour.. OMG!!so we play some game with the cadets which is the paddle game and the loop game lo...haha.. then lunch came and we had our lunch.. well is soo entertaining to BULLY the 4th batch CLTs... hahaha.. OPP!!..lol... anyway the returing was much much faster... so we beach up again and play some game again... hahaah.. then finally went back to campsite again.. while althoug is was only a 10km expedition in total.. but feel super tired.. and i slp at 10 plus yesterday la.. OMG!!!... and wake up around 12 today... so power.. and I had a good and nice slp...anyway.. starting from TML i will be working for 4 days continue...so think should be VERY tired ba..hahaha.. anyway that all for now.. so see ya..lol..**

**well as i said be4.. this post will be regarding about life...hahaha... so boring time going to start...
In life there are 2 kind of reference point we can take when dealing with thing. first it would be what I call a "ladder power".. from the word ladder it mean the movement can only go up or down.. so this mean that we often put ourself in a position that we are either higher then the others or lower then the others..this kind of power come with different thing.. it can be a rank or title you get from an organization, the resources you have which others don't, the knowledge or ability you have which other need...
But the common point is this.. this power is not going to be there forever... rank and title can be remove, resources can be use up, etc..
but in life we often put ourself in this position when we are dealing with thing... when we are higher then the others, we feel better, more confident about what we are doing.. but when you are lower then others.. we feel fear, the fear of doing mistake.. the fear of being pointed...
but actually this "ladder power" is not very powerful and stable...you can be higher then others at this moments, but who knows at the next moments you may just fall..
everybody understand this reason... i see many people trying to climb up the ladder , trying to get to the point that he is higher the most of the people.. when he reach the point, he start to fear, fear of dropping down from that level.. then he will use all kinds of way and methods to ensure that he stay at that level...
Power, is it that important?.. I understand that when you have power.. you can let thing go in your way... but don everyone know the power come with responsibility..like spiderman said" great power comes with great responsibility"
so maybe this is the question that everyone should ponder about..how are you going to use the power you have, and not abusing it.. ?it is kinda hard,why?. ok one example will be a mother and a son..
the mother have a greater power then the son becos she think that she is the mother.. a son no matter how old will still be a son.. time to time.. this mother will abuse the power without knowing it herself.. just by saying thing like, i am your mother and i had taken care of you for so long..
so everyone let think, how can you use this power wisely and not abusing it.. **

**OK!!!This is the 200th!!!! Post hahahahha... lol.. I am crazy again... Cos Cos Cos... MY LAPPY GO CAMPING AGAIN... ARGH!!!....After 2 week onli and it need to be sent to acer again... Stupid acer... better repair my lappy properly...hahahhaa.. lol...anyway THANK ricky again..
This time he not only lent me his lappy but as well as accompany me to ACER... THANK YOU VERY MUCH BRO... I really appreciate it alot...anyway was planning to update yesterday but thank to my lappy onli can update now.. Cos just came back from acer... and feeling very sick now... lucky this week i no work.. can realli rest and recover myself properly...
Ok.. yesterday was quite a fun and meaningful day for me.. ok why is it fun.. cos i was with jw, ricky , weili ,Zilie(which come much much later) and one of their sch friend in the lib.. and what are we doiung.. basically jw and ricky went there to study.. well they REALi got study but time to time they are temp to play GAME... and never study... anyway i did see JW doing quiz question and ricky taking out his math and study and I got HELP HIM..hahaha.. lol... I am crazy.. while they both are doing their stuff weili and his friend plus the zilie they are basically rushing their blog shop becos the due day is TODAY!!!...ok can.. hahaha.. so help them abit by doing the blog layout all that... hahaha..
ok then why is it meaningful for mi.. is not becos i help them study or do blog.. is becos i realli find a few book about personal development and sit down and read... I reali read.. OMG!!!... i am crazy..hahaha.. Is like for at least 2 years I don realli read a book le.. well I mean at least secondary no choice must read la... and I found these book yesterday and sit down and read... hahaha.. I am currently still on the first book.. well the next post that i am going to write should be regarding life again.. cos get some ideas while reading the book.. hahaha.. so don get bored pls..lol... **

Name:Benjamin Peh
Age:19
Horoscope: Scorpio

Present
I am a ....
*Senior Cadet Lieutenant*
*Certify Level 1 Kayaking Coach*
*First Aider*
*Certify Basic Cardiac Life Support Instructor*
*Grad From RP,Diploma in Biomedical Electronics*
因为寂寞而想你，
因为想你而更寂寞，
所以，我一天比一天寂寞，
一天比一天想你。

ExiT

*Adelin*
*Alex*
*Akmal*
*Bifei*
*Iris*
*Jeanette*
*Jun Xian*
*JW aka Lance aka "L"*
*My Unit's Blog*
*My Sec 1 Unit's Blog*
*My Sec 2 Unit's Blog*
*My Ex Unit's Blog*
*NCDCC*
*Ricky*
*Rulin*
*Ruyi*
*Ryan*
*Samantha*
*SCDF*
*Shi Hui*
*ShuLin*
*ShuQi*
*SiewMei*
*Victor*
*Wubinwushu*
*Xinrui*
*Xinrui's story*
*Yu Ting*
*Zahirah*