Gone forever!?

6/28/07

**well well well this few day lzy to update my blog..well actually is nothing to wite in the blog..cause nothing specical ma...Then this few day got 2 UT ...the one o enterprise was still ok but today the sci UT ar...hai...don't say liao..confirm finish..haha...don't know la...I hate sci...due to the faci...always say problem easy problem easy...then we go school for what...if it is so easy then the school can fire her liao lo...we no neeed a faci le ma...stupid right..then her english hor...ai yo...die ar...don't know can call english anot...hai...then hor tml going NCDCC again..yes yes yes..hahaha...then tml i am going to wear No.3.hahaha...gold button..hahaha...ok..better stop now before I gt crazy...hahaha...then on sat I am going our class one an only class outing..ha after this sem we are going to change class liao..then going to meet new friends...needto start to build up trust again..hai....well that all for now...bye..**

..Life Full Of Changes..

and I miss you already

8:49 PM

6/25/07

**Today need to go school again,so boring...everyday the same thing then the weekend so short then not enough rest lo...well the last 2 day was watching and watching naruto...then it like hai..sian...cause i watch it again ma...then so sian lo...today wake up then don't feel like coming to school cause really not enough sleep...hai so sian...then at school more sian...cause everyday come to school do the same old thing...then now every single week have the UT..what for..very stress leh....then every week also need to study...very tired one sian....hai...**

..Sad Life..

and I miss you already

2:58 PM

6/21/07

**well now school reopen liao every week also got nderstanding test..what the hell..every wek also stress...what is this an...RP no exam....lie lie lie...yes no exam but everytime...test test test...then what the different....somemore the question so hard and I don't understand what th hack is they asking....then only have 30min to answer...what is this...hai..nvm...well let talk about to problem...wow...power is VB codeing again...I love it so much....this is the best....I like it so much...today problem i heard from other is very hard to them but when i solve it.it was actually very easy...you just need to use english to come out with the code..so it was actually easy for me and i like it so much...compare to math..haha...
well i also change my song on the blg..this song is so nice..i love it so muh...but it actually give a sad feeling...but i don't know why i still like it...haha...strange huh...haha....**

..Life..

and I miss you already

6:24 PM

6/19/07

**Today wake up feeling very tired leh...sleeping is so nice...don't want to wake up...stupid clock...then still must wake up cause today got UT....hai no choice...then still go to school for the UT ....go school 15min earlier...then the UT today was so earlier lo....still can pass...haha...then don't know how to go NCDCC liao.....cause lesson on friday always until 4plus...then how to go...hai...so sad...alot of plan cannot do due to I sick on the last week of holiday....hai...my best friend going to NS soon then plan to go out with him then I sick then the others also never plan .. so in the end cannot go out...hai...sad sai....**

..Life..

and I miss you already

11:12 AM

6/17/07

**Something just went into my mind just now...it just a thinking...
when you are single everyday you will feel lonely...Yes you can go out with friends,can keep yourself busy...but there are time that your friends are not free,and there is nothing to keep you busy...At that time you will start to feel lonely...start to feel empty...
But when you are in a relationship,you spend time with your love one...and sometime feel so tired that you hope to rest awhile and have your own time...of course you must give each other their own free time...with their own friends,family ,etc...then it will become a healthy relationship...but there are times that your love one need to be away for awhile....this is the time you will feel lonely...but you know what...when you are in relationship you don't feel lonely when your love one is away...there is another feeling that is in your heart..the feeling is "Wait"..
You are waiting for your love one to be back..You are waiting for his or her sms saying that I am back...You are hoping to see her...you want to see her...The feeling keep you so busy till you don't feel any lonely...
The different should be the "wait" feeling ba....without this lonely will come...so if you are the one...which feeling will you choose...is it lonely or wait...once again it is the choice of life..**

..Life Is Full Of Choice..

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2:46 PM

6/14/07

**Well I am sick..hai..after the days of eating panadol and woods...finally went to see doctor today...and it was like OMG...I have a high fever..38.8 degree...what the hell....the doctor say that it because I eat panadol then the fever goes down and when the effect goes away it came back...also my headach was also cause by the fever and I do not know it all this while...tml still need to go back to secondary school to conduct the CD quiz training...really hope that they will get into the final this year...last year was quite a waste..put the wrong cadet as sub...so this year hope that it won't happen again...hai....nexxt week school going to reopen liao..feel strange...don't feel like going to school but again feel like going to school...don't know what I thinking also...my life is fill up with school,cca,personnal time and stress....hahaha...BTW the doctor say that I am quite stress this few week...hahaha...I start to watch naruto again...I mean start all over again...from ep 1 again...well actually it was quite fast to watch naruto...just that in the past I do not have the link to watch it..now with all the ep in one link it took me just a few hour to complete quite a few of ep...now I watch till ep 29 lready and I just started 2 day ago....hahaha...actually it because I was quite bored and there are nothing for me to do so I start all over again to watch naruto...k that all for now...see you next time..**

..Life Fill With Stress..

and I miss you already

11:18 PM

6/11/07

**Yo finally is back after the one whole week of SNCO course & ATC..Well let start from the SNCO course..on the first day the cadets there was very slack...and hey can shouted and shouted...after that on day two we start to enforce more discipline and start to pump the cadets and there is when the hells start...also other sec 3 cadets who are not SNCO went to HTA to have their CD knowledge lesson with the SNCO...and i got sick on that day...on day 3 there are one ore CLT went to assist the SNCO course...they get punishment follow by punishment....after that was the last day when we think who to kick out of the course and who to stay in the course....group 3 has the most number of people who is needed to kick out of the course...of course some did not pass the course and went out with the same rank as they came in...
on friday it was the start of ATC....I was super tired when I go ATC...When i reach the campsite the first i think was when can I sleep...hahaha...then we went for hiking...we CLt break our self into 3 team and rotate to lead a group of 10 cadets up and down the hill...each CLT team is need to go up and down 4 time and it was super super tired..at about 4 plus we CLT have some bad feeling about the hill and found out that we are confuse with the route as it seem that the second path have appear...so we change our plan and break our self in group of 3 and went up and down the hill one more time...we finally get all the cadets up and down by 6 pm...then we went back to campsite and start our night activity...after that i went back to our room and sleep...I really enjoy sleeping...then on the next day we CLT prepare the campfire...we build a special way to light up the campfire....we build a fireball to light up...the GOH light up the line link to the fireball as it burn the fireball the fireball roll down the wire and light the firewood....it was super nice..haha..on day 3 finally ALL CLT lose their voice...as I think we shouted too much...and finally I get back to Singapore and get to taste the Singapore sweet water again..not the ubin salt water...haha...I reach home and have my lunch at 4 plus I went to sleep and then I slept till the next day morning...OMG...today I went to school to conduct my CD knowledge training for my cadets...and then i found out that I finally fall sick after the one week...I got a fever...and so I eat my med and now I will go sleep again...good night..**

..Life Full Of Excitement..

and I miss you already

8:06 PM

6/3/07

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10:27 PM

**well well well today was rather a slack day for me..morning wake up then eat breakfast and watch TV...then just watch and watch...after that went to ion my Smart4 as tml need to go HTA help out the SNCO course..well there will be more then 80 plus cadets there tml..so I really must project myself very well...Also I am the only CLT there..so better project myself well..haha..then after that went out with my grandma to woodland checkpoint to shop..afterthat go back home cntinue to iron my smart4...got 4 set to iron...so just iron and iron and iron..and finally iron finish liao...then suddenly get one sms saying that he need my help..so I online then ask him come my house lo...he come my house lao do already then I burn for him the cd lo....after that he went home liao ..in less then 5 min my aunt came lo...then she and my grand just talk and talk and talk lo...hahaha..then get extra $10...after that eat dinner then fold my smart 4 then also watch tv with my grandma lo....going sleep now liao..cause tml really need to wake up very very very early ...From tml onward maybe one week not posting cause one whole week got course and cam 4th to 7 th got SNCO course and 8th to 10th got ATC camp...k la...see ya..**

..Life..

and I miss you already

10:12 PM