**hmm...today no need to go school.. cos don know what RP day or something like that... state no sch day... hahahaha... than tml also no sch.. cos hari raya... public holiday...hmm... kinda happy and sian la... happy becos no sch can rest and slp till afternoon ma... but sian becos.. realli nothing to do sia... no one to bb with.... no one to talk with...haiz..well cos al my bro go work sia.. than i cannot work.. cos school term...haiz....sad..no money...than now talking to shu qi..hahahaha.... anyway this afternoon wake up.. first time is on lappy than watch anime... well found out that i soo long never watch anime liao... hahahaha... just watch finish naruto latest ep... than now watching blench liao lo.. hmm.. got 20 plus ep for mi to watch.. cannot said nothing to do la... but just sian lo... sit there and just watch... anyway UT coming after the 2 days of rest... hmm.. is on circuit.. haiz.. my worse topic last sem... so just now was looking through the 6P all that la.. than suddenly got the feeling to study... than go study sia... wow.. i so guai... hahahaha.. do all the question given in the workbin... power ar..hahahaa... but there are still some question i do not undertsnad... so i email my faci lo... hope that he reply la.. if not i confirm die liao... thrus is the UT liao.. iknow is holiday la... but faci still must check email...hahahaha... hmm... well don know what to write liao... hahahaha...ok la... see ya...**
.. Life so Complex, Too many feeling at the same time...
and I miss you already
4:45 PM
9/27/08
** Long time no post liao.. hmm too tired and got thing to do ma...hahhaa..hmm...this few days keep on playing basketball... everynight sia.. non stop... hahaha... well it fun, tired.. but is good!!!..hahahaha...sweat alot this few day... and always get tips from weili on how to improve my skill...hope that it will help.. hahaha.. well thinking of a question... should I train to be a center or a point guard..i know currently I am lousy at both la...but can train de ma.. i wan to have the feeling of the center to catch the rebound can give a shot to help my team.. I also want the pride of driving into the ring and do a layup... hmm... kinda funny to think of this kind of question...hahahaha...but anyway.. today bb was really a fun one.. although not many ppl.. but guess wat.. yen ting and shu siong also come today..heheheh... long time no see them liao... after wushu stop.. it seem that we all only concentrae on our own stuff..never talk to each other .. wushu was a hobby,a passion and also a communication center to us...is where we put our efforts, our time and our sweat.. to train to improve, hahaha.. realli like the time that we train together, SUFFER together..hahahaha... oh ya... this few day I XIE DU ZI.. ARGH!!!.. super jia lat... omg..hahahaha.. than after 2 day than cannot tahan liao.. skip sch one day than go see doctor.. haiz.... but now ok liao... hehehe.... than this week was the first UT of the sem.. hmm .. said easy not easy...difficult not difficult....but alot of copy and paste... hahahaha... first UT start meaning from now on i every week also got test liao... sian ar... UT kill brain cell..30min is more than enough..hahahaha... sch topic is getting harder and harder... self learning is almost imposssible already... what we need is really people to teach us... we struggle everyday in RP...haiz...**
..Life is a Road of Difficulty..
and I miss you already
11:20 PM
9/22/08
**OMG!!!..today nearly late for sch man... hahaha.. actually wake up at 7.30 liao.. than think slp for 5 more min.. in the end..slp slp slp....... than OMG!!!..8.20 than wake up...check my hp time to confirm...than is realli omg....hahaha...than firstly go call my dad to drive me to sch...than i faster rush to wash up and prepare in 10 min time..hahaha...than get on my dad lorry..in 3 min time reach sch..than run to my cls..hahaha.. than go in...than faci said" latecomer mark your attendance, after u will be consider late...hahahaha..LUCKY!!!.... cant blame me also ma... cos sat and sun go kayaking man.. super tired leh... hahaha... but the kayaking was really fun lo...adult is easy to teach man..hahaha... got a total of 17 trainee...than got some is doctor, some poly student, some ns man... day 1,first thing to teach is capsize drill... and the trainee is good man..hahaha... just cap one... no need to coax...hahahaha...and all can do capsize drill in first try...hahaha... than teach sweep movement...i was in charge in doing it.. hmm think i still have LOT and LOT and LOT of room for improvement sia... must improve my MOI on water...if not i will not be a good coach... than next go for lunch and come back..than have a change of plan and teach rescue drill..smae thing..they are able to do it in a very fast time...hahaha...and also teach a J-draw for side movement.. than went to wash up and go home.. day 2, was a fun one... refine on their day 1 skill...well i think the killer skill is the side draw... most of the trainee have problem sia...need to guide them one by one...haha... but overall was fine...than after lunch go for a short expedition.. paddle all the way to flyer there... and than one trainees need to be tow back.. but i never tow... faster run away first..hahaha.... but in the end all pass the 1 star la..cos the most important skill such as capsize is done..hahaha...**
and I miss you already
3:16 PM
9/19/08
**Back on post..hahahaha....well today went to ncdcc training..so pon sch today lo...than slp all the way to 1 plus...hahaha...well plan to wake up at 12.30 de...but hor... i don know why go off my clock than in the end.. slp all the way to 1.30pm..lucky man.. if not confirm late...hahaha....but i am still on time..hehehe...well than today take sec 2 for their footdrill silver...hahaha... with the help of 2 UDI.. did it in 1 hour plus.. that is good...hahaha.. like my sec 2 alot.. well cos i am the one who train them from sec 1 ma... hmm they are going sec 3 next year... will be taking them also.. but cant see them for their sec 4... haiz.. kinda sad...hahaha.. so emo liao..well what to do..hehehe... tml going to teach 1 star..hm..think last time i kayak was like in june.. during ATC...hahaha.. so long liao.. die man..hehe... skail tml don even know how to forward paddle...hahahaha...lame... but tml target group is adult...so i think will feel different feeling ba when teaching them...hahaha...from last time also coach secondary students..now coach adult confirm different feeling de.. tml will be a learning day for me..hahaha.. but the worse oart is to wake up at 5.30am..omg..argh..my weekend just burn..haiz..cannot slp liao.. how to rest.. haiz haiz haiz...**
..Life, What that??..
and I miss you already
10:41 PM
故事从一个寂寞的小男孩谈起。
小男孩从小就没有一个完美的家庭。
从小就失去了家庭的温暖，
从小就不知道什么是爱。
不懂得要用什么方式去爱人。
对他来说家人，朋友和爱人没有一个比自己重要。
他每一天都是没有目标得过，
直到有一天，有位女生和他在一起，
小男孩很开心，也很害怕。
害怕会失去他心爱的人，
他把心爱的人放在第一位，
只要能让心爱的人开心，
小男孩都会去做。
可能是小男孩爱的方式错了吧。
两年后，女生和小男孩分手了。
当时，小男孩很难过，像是失去了一切。
一年后，小男孩终于站了起来。
他长大了，知道自己要什么，不要什么。
在这时，一个让他在心动的小女人出现了。
。。。
and I miss you already
12:57 AM
9/17/08
**yesterday wanted to update actually, but was really too tired and so never... I reach home ar.. after i bath i went to slp immediately sia..omg... from 4.30 i slp all the way to 7 plus plus...hahaha.. it was a nice slp man.. hahaha... than wake up... i think i went to search for the 12 girl band.. the music was really nice.. and i like the Zi you very much...hahaha..hope you like it too..^^.. i don know why..yesterday chatting with her.. was a sweet one...is not about the content but the feeling i think... maybe she wont feel it... but i feel it....i also don know why man.. welll it is just kinda sweet and happy to talk with her.. her smile and happiness i think... hahaha...siao liao la.. me....no med can cure liao... well anyway yesterday was at first a tired but in the end a sweet day..hehehe..^_^.. well than monday went for a bb..that was a good one.. but don know why my leg still pain.. so long liao sia... haiz... today going for bb again... faster recover man... if not cannot run faster liao...hahahah.. than today cls was a difficult one sia... psychology cls is fun but hard..got alot of activity..is so different from the other classes...hahahaha...ok la.. post until here..see ya..and not to forget..everyone go this blog to read story.... http://www.mystories-myblog.blogspot.com/ it nice...^^**
..Life Full Of Unsure..
and I miss you already
1:51 PM
9/15/08
**It seem that it is quite a while since i last update...well.kinda lazy and busy to update....but nvm... update now..hehehe...today is 中秋节 so went to celebrate it with ruyi, ricky, jia wei, wai sian and a suprise person.. ANGEL...hahaha... u ar... realli give me a big surprise... you make my days...but be4 that was waiting for them la.. so me, jw, rick and ruyi was sitting at sembawang mos and play, chat and singing la... omg.. treating it like no other people was there...hahaha....than angel and wai sian come le... hehehe...although it was raining... but still we went to the beach... as the rain was kinda small la... hahaha....we place the mat everything was nicely put.. than after a while we find out.. oh no it is a high tide...omg....so we move the mat higher la.. thinking that we are safe... but in fact not... the tide went higher...than omg... we have to move to another place... which make us give up the place that is silent, and is totally our...hahaha...than in the end.. me rick and jw was playing candle all that...than the gals was sitting on the mat talking lo... hahaha... but i am grateful enough to see her le...^_^... than when i was playing candel.. did a silly thing.. but not going to said it here..hahaha...but i really wish that my wish will come true...^_^.. well than learn something from a show recently...
你不必知道得很清楚，
有些事不必知道得很清楚。
有时不清楚对你是一个好事，
清不清楚不中要，
重要的是，你活得快乐不快乐，
开心不开心，只要你是，
那清不清楚并不重要了。
don you think so..sometime what matter not really important.. the important part is are you happy.. are u living a good life..if yes.. y do you want to spend the efforts in trying to know somethign that may affect your happiness, affect your mood...haiz...
Who is missing again..???? come on don always help us take only... join in..
My Wish, My Heart, My SOul and my Life.
and I miss you already
12:57 AM
9/11/08
** Sian ar...this morning hearing quarrel.. sian... morning just wake up only.. also like that...haiuz..don know what to said... too tired to care about anything already...stupid....than now in cls..break time... today problem was rather a easy one... now 12 onli.. finish ppt liao... power ar.... lol... and yesterday super sian lo... msn cannot log in... and cannot play online game.. omg... than nothing to do... lol... soooooo sian....haiz....but before that hor was at jw hus playing game la... after sch go his hus liao.. at first was saying that we go derek hus.. but his parent last min don let lo..than haiz...change place...than at there first time i do was to slp.. realli too tired liao la... hahaha. than get the florensia from ricky and start to play...hahaha.. than we all play lo.. we party than i grow to level 7 liao..hehehehe... than after that mei mei want to play basketball..so we all go home to out our bag and eat than went down to play bb... hahaha...well yesterday was rather a entertaining one than a real playing of basketball....**
..Life Full Of Problem..
and I miss you already
11:52 AM
9/9/08
**haiz... yesterday was too lazy to blog liao... although I told shuqi i will update later...but in the end.. now is the second day morning and i am in sch currently...and now is already 8.40am and faci is not herre yet.... this faci finish liao la... late liao give excues said go get majong paper.. next time late i said go take lappy ar...hahahah....
well ok la... talk about yesterday thing... yesterday was in lab the whole day la...so fun... hahaah...was during what 555 timer that will produce square wave...hmm..kinda interesting...and can take home all the thing we do..all the part that we use..hahaha....but hor must check la...cos some part they give us ar... spoil one de...so must take new one... hehehe...and the faci best... 3.30pm i can go home liao.. every team present than only 1 question.. than i last team to present..best.. no question at all..very good very good...hehehe....
than after that at night intend to play bb de... but hor... jw not free ma.. than ricky also going to shu qi hus.. so i tag along with ricky go shu qi hus help out... to set the the printer and lappy...hahaha... than took a few photos cos shu qi cam no memory card.., can only take 7 photos....hahahah...so lously... OPP...hahahaha..jk jk...
than today going running later...with alex, ricky and jia wei.. should be la....to train our fitness...but this week we concentrate on condition ourself...as really our fitness drop until don know like how liao... than somemore i no determination lo... omg.. always slack half way... haiz.... nvm.. they will force me and encourage me de.. don wry.. can de... hehehe....**
.. Life Boring..
and I miss you already
8:34 AM
9/7/08
** well this morning wake up and check my blog... i was shock..hahaha.. the picture of my blog was gone...haiz....so was finding another blog skin..well but decide to just change a picture...well saw this picture while surfing net..was decided to use it... well today i got lost on the road call life... kinda meaningful and explain my feeling reight now...hehehe...
Well this few day realli very tired.. sch just started.. go sch for 3 day liao.. but i am starting to think can i make it this sem already... the topic was kinda hard..and we are really left alone to explore ourself...really hate this kind of system in rp...they should at least give a hint so that we can get started or at least help us when they see we struck...if not we will be spending one whole hour in solving the problem la...
haiz.. my hus is getting so fan now.. don feel like to stay at home...home don like a home... what for staying at home... slp also hear ppl quarrel...than i become middle man for what... y must use me to pass stupid message... don care mean don care la.. what for say don care and complain here and there.. i am really sick and tired lo.. don u all understand that..my father, my grandma.. stop it once and for all pls.. let mi rest.....**
..Lonely, Tired, Sad..
and I miss you already
9:15 PM
9/3/08
**well today was the first day of sch reopen...well wake up at 7..omg...super tired....I wan to slp...argh..but no choice need to go sch..cannot first day of sch skip right...haahah... than went to sch and checking my hp for the sms the sch sent.. to find out where is my cls...than enter cls that time...so strange....omg..hahaha... well today topic was on goals setting...sian lo.. i tot what sia...in the end do goal again....hai....so boring....well the faci was like the modul chair....lol...super damanding person... a ABC i think...lot of rule in cls... everything he talk relate to add point and deduct point....sian hor...but he was kinda flexible in timing wise... give earli break all that...good huh.. maybe first day don make too much comment first..hahaha..skail wrong....mayb he is a good faci..hahahaha...who know right.. well got a activity for each team to come out with a goals setting for a sport for one person in the team..and i was the one in my team..well i "lie" that my long term goal is to become a level 5 coach...lol...super impossible for me...becos i don have a lot of passion in kayaking actually... level 1 coach for me is more than enough le..speaking of which, my level 1 attachment still need one more... argh..must go find one man...hehehe... well super tired now...so going rest now...**
..Life, Sian?...
and I miss you already
4:54 PM
9/2/08
**Suddenly, i have the urge in writing this to express my feeling.. maybe the feeling is already lost control...it is too much for me to handle...i really want to said it out.. but i cant...i can only do it here... which is kinda sad... maybe you will see... but i don know.. this is what i write**
Present
I am a ....
*Senior Cadet Lieutenant*
*Certify Level 1 Kayaking Coach*
*First Aider*
*Certify Basic Cardiac Life Support Instructor*
*Grad From RP,Diploma in Biomedical Electronics*
The 2 brother..
