**Today is the last day of 2007. 4 more hour 2008 will come..when a new year is coming...all the pain and sorrow should be able to go away ba...this year I learn alot and also pain alot..but i hope that all that pain will be gone when this year coming to an ending...hai..never mind..hahaha...
Well last week had 4 days of NCDCC training...well the first day was really quite a disappointment..no teamwork at all....but till the last day they did improve quite alot...next year we GOH of course must put in alot of effort and somemore next year we are taking part in UOPA...so must put in alot and alot of effort...hahaha...
then yesterday when to west mall with derek & Jia wei to find ruyi they all....hahaha..then go there see the jacket sian already..hahaha...the design not very nice...so never buy the jacket..hai...hahaha..so sad...but still I buy a bag and a jersey hahaha...my first jersey.hahaha...so nice..hahhaa...abit siao right...then the shirt ar..is derek buy for us one...me,ricky, jia wei and derek buy the same shirt..brother ma...hahaha...spend a total of $40 plus...hahaha..then today actually already plan to go derek hus to celebrate one..but he lst min kena police duty..sian ar..kena crowd control duty ...hai then we change to tml then go his hus to celebrate..although cannot count down together..but it ok because the most important is everyone is together and be happy...can count down or cannot count down does not matter...hahaha...**




..If there is a new tomorrow,Life still have a meaning..

**Sorry ar...all the date put in 1 post cos cant log in for a few days don know why..hahahaha...
>18th & 19th of Dec
Hai...my leg my leg..argh..i dislocate my ankle..argh so pain...then cant go for the 3 v 3 basketball...i can't play..i put in so much effort but in the end i cannot join the match..why...why..why..what did i do wrong..hai....then at first cant even walk lo..then need ricky and jia wei asst me home...thank you brother....also thank for thank for a uncle that pass by and help me treat my leg abit..then the next day really very pain cant even go support them..then in the end my father and grandma bring me go see doctor...hai...then the doctor said at least 1 month cannot do any sport..so sad...but ricky come to visit me then teach me to play perfect world..hahaha...
>21th of Dec
Hai leg still pain but i still put on my no.3 and go for victor and suhairi passing out parade..hahaha...reach cck that time saw another 2 CLT and also saw CPT Howard and in the end he treat me take taxi to CDA so good sia..hahaha..then just went into the room abit disappointed because they not very life...hahaha...then victor get best trainee wor..omg..hahaha..then another 2 first batch NCO become CLT too..then take a few picture..hahaha..


>22th Of Dec
Suddenlyu cant wait for tml because we all going out to chiong...hahaha..outing sia..hahahaha...then went to cwp with ruyi and jia wei to buy Xmas present...then also go buy ..some paper to do a card..got heart right..hahaha...
>23th Of Dec
The day finally come...went out with all my best friend but sad to said 1 did not come due to he is sick and last min he cannot come..but it ok...hahaha...we meet at 12 pm than we take train to AMK K pool to play pool...hahahah...it was a fun game...on forget to said who got go..got Me,Ricky,Jia Wei,Ryan,Meimei and Ruyi..hahah..then cos derek never come then we change plan to go sem to slack..haha..there we play a combination of number game as well as true...so quite fun la..then after that we walk back to woodland sia...take photo along the way and also SING along the way..hahaha...so pro right..hahaha...then go cwp buy things for derek cos the next day going his hus to celebrate as well as go visit him cos he sick ma..hahaha....
>Last but not least 24th of Dec(*Eve of Xmas)
hahaha..even if today is eve of Xmas..i still got my ncdcc training..today training all cadets is stun because suddenly they saw 3 CLT together..hahaha..then it was surely a hard time for them cos some starting only kena 60 already..behind still got more la..got changing parade somemore...hahaha...
Then after that meet up with ruyi and we go meet derek at 768..hahaha..buy quite alot of thing and go to his hus...then when we reach ricky and jiawei already reach liao wor...omg...haha..they was playing with the dog...hahaha...then after that we play naruto and derek was good..hahaha...then also play poke card..i was the banker but no $$ was involve..hahaha..if not derek catch me ar...hahaha...then after that take alot of photo..omg what am i doing..hahaha...kdkd..when get the photo then i upload..yup that all ba...hahaha...and to all happy Xmas.....**

..Life is never hopeless..

**sian ar si bei sian ar...hahaha...this few days RP open hus sia..got business i nothing to said..but it no business lo....hai...sad sia...then first day open hus right fter that go west coast for my secondary cls bbq....then take lots of photo lo....then play alex and ricky psp...we play naruto i noob also win wei song sia..hahaah..indeed was a fun and interesting day not because of open hus but becos of BBQ....hahah...but the bad part is that derek is not able to go due to some family problem..hai..
then on sunday also need go the open hus...then after that go play basketball lo..i think my skill got improve abit la...hahaha...
then today the last days of open hus liao....then i take 1 shift only so 12 plus i go home liao..well actually going to meet ruyi go cwp buy thing lo...hahaha..then after that should go play basketball....then wed going go for the 3 v 3 basketball..hope that wont lose until very what..hahaha..at least don get crush lo...hahaha..cos i think the basketball captain joining la...
also btw...holiday liao...hahaha**

..If there is a new tommorow ,life still have a meaning..

**well today wake up..ai yo..my whole body pain lo...yesterday train too much liao..hahaha..but at least i know that i got train...then actually don feel like going school today..but still go lo...cos no choice...
science was ok today..but i still feel boring because i am too tired la..then i just complete the worksheet and let my team to complete the ppt...hahaha..slacker sia me...hahaha...
well read quite alot of things today and really feel enrich...hahaha...enlightenment.. hahaha..no la..it just that i feel that we all are so lucky to have what we need...hahah..i should not tell u why now...so think about it after you read the things that enlighten me..hahaha..**

..If there is a new tomorrow ,life still have a meaning..

BE THANKFUL

**Well Well Well today was indeed a fun day..hahahaha....slp until 12 plus then wake up...hahaha...so nice to slp..hai tml need to go school again....science...well last sem i hate science alot cos due to the faci last sem i do not understand anything that we learn...but this sem i really learn alot in science...i really like science...
then at 2 plus go meet my family members James and Ruyi...then we go cwp then i help derek buy things..uniform thing ar...then go woodland checkpoint to buy james thing..he buy 1 dvd player for his family then also buy a slipper then HL sia...he wont slip liao..hahaha...
then after that go play basketball with derek and jia wei and ruyi...then was very fun la...hahaha....then talk alot and also i train alot...well i really hope that what i put in can really repaid back...but sometime what you input does not mean it will have the same output...but at least i know I put in my best and even i lost i will have no regret because i did my best ..hahaha...
well talk alot with my best friends...i think sometime it good to stop in your way of life...take alook around you..and think do you treasure the things that is around you...?if you don ,maybe it time to think that you should treasure them...like your family,friends,and other thing that you have...no matter how sad your life is...no matter what happen in your life that cause you to lose everything..it does not matter.because this is what that will make you stronger but sometime we are so focus in the things that we had in past and forget that there are stil things beside and infront of you that you can still treasure...and before it is too late...do it...don't tell yourself to do it tml...because if you are going to do it why not do it today...you never know when you are going to lost that things...so do it...and at least you know that you will have no regret even after you lose that thing because you have already do what you want...**

..If there is a New tomorrow,Life still have a meaning..

People always come into your life for a reason, a season and a lifetime. When you figure out which it is, you know exactly what to do.

When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed outwardly or inwardly. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, or to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or even spiritually. They may seem like a godsend to you, and they are. They are there for a reason,you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die, Sometimes they just walk away. Sometimes they act up or out and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilleed; their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and it is now time to move on.
When people come into your life for a SEASON, it is because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn. They may bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it! It is real! But, only for a season. And like Spring turns to Summer and Summer to Fall, the season eventually ends.

LIFETIME, relationships teach you a lifetime of lessons; those things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person/people (anyway);, and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas in your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant. Thank you for being part of my life.....

**so long never post liao...hahahhaa...lazy to post...hahaha..it been a long time...everything is changing..life change ,hp change,and people also change...no one will be the same forever...no one will be the same one as the one yesterday...hahaha...talk until so emo like that...
well lots of thing happen and too lazy to write...hahaha...well ok la...school suck...everyday do the same thing...really don know why go to school already ...go school is like no learning anything...but just go school because you need a daily grade..what a stupid reason...well 2 of my faci had been change...1 is new coming..and we all like the new faciu because he give us a A...hahahaha..
well now a day kena hang in dota..hahaha...cos my class everyday play dota...then kena hock on...well i am a noob hai so sad sia...everytime i am the feeder..must train harder...then no more cs liao our class cs clan become dota clan..
well then next i join in the dandan family hahahaha..for detail pls refer to my friendster..hahahaha...well friday night we all so siao...sing under the blk until people walk by also LOOK at us...hahaha..we do recording ...hahaha..not bad la...any producer..hahahah...well life is pack in this day..school ,work,slack,basketball ,ncdcc well quite alot of thing..but still feel empty sometime...hahahah..well friend are indeed important to everyone...without friend when u are scare to look into your past and you are worry in your future..you will have no one to ture to..well because when you have friend they are always by your side....
Well if there is a new tomorrow life still have a meaning...hahaha...**

..Life..

Name:Benjamin Peh
Age:19
Horoscope: Scorpio

Present
I am a ....
*Senior Cadet Lieutenant*
*Certify Level 1 Kayaking Coach*
*First Aider*
*Certify Basic Cardiac Life Support Instructor*
*Grad From RP,Diploma in Biomedical Electronics*
因为寂寞而想你，
因为想你而更寂寞，
所以，我一天比一天寂寞，
一天比一天想你。

ExiT

*Adelin*
*Alex*
*Akmal*
*Bifei*
*Iris*
*Jeanette*
*Jun Xian*
*JW aka Lance aka "L"*
*My Unit's Blog*
*My Sec 1 Unit's Blog*
*My Sec 2 Unit's Blog*
*My Ex Unit's Blog*
*NCDCC*
*Ricky*
*Rulin*
*Ruyi*
*Ryan*
*Samantha*
*SCDF*
*Shi Hui*
*ShuLin*
*ShuQi*
*SiewMei*
*Victor*
*Wubinwushu*
*Xinrui*
*Xinrui's story*
*Yu Ting*
*Zahirah*