Gone forever!?

9/28/07

**Well well well..Firstly,I had shave my head...Now really like NS man...It will take me 2 month to grow in back....hahaha...nvm....tml going to play basketball with my friends....so tonight will slp quite early ba....Well 2 more day to my FFC...hahaha..cant wait sia....
Well our cls really become a CS clan liao...hahaha...nearly the whole cls playing CS liao lo....my granddaughter very good...got improve liao...now she just need to train her fan yi....if she alert enough ar..she wont kena kill so easy one...so must practice....BUt of course she must not shot her own teammate la...lucky friendly fire off....is on ar...we all confirm die one..not kena kill by enemy but our own teammate....hahaha...
Today the topic was influence...Well then we discuss discuss then don know why we talk until story that will influence people...SO i tell them about a story call "The mouse trap".This is a story that my MAJ told us during my CLT course...The story goes like this..
"A mouse ,a cow and a chicken live in a farmer house.The farmer had a wife..And the farmer love his wife alot.
One day,the farmer put a mouse trap wanted to catch the mouse.He put a cheese there..The mouse saw the cheese but was smart enough and did not walk into the trap..But the mouse want the cheese..It think and think..
Then he think of asking the cow to help him..SO he went to find MR.cow..He said:"Mr.cow ,can you help me get rid of the mouse trap so that I can get the cheese."But the cow reply:"WHy should I help you,I get nothing for helping you"So the mouse went away...He do not want to give up hence he go and find Mrs Chicken.HE said:"Mrs Chicken can you help me to get rid of the mouse trap so that I can get the cheese"The chicken reply:I am not free to help you little mouse,I got my child to take care of..Go away!"
The mouse was rejected again..But he was really hungry..hence he went into the house and found a plate of food on the table..Hence he ate abit of the food and run away..
When the farmer's wife came home,and saw the food so she eat it..
A few days later,the wife got sick..The doctor came and said that she need some rest..
But after a few days,his wife still did not recover hence he asked for the doctor again..The doctor said:"She need more rest and need to eat better food then wheat..SO the farmer kill the chicken to feed his wife...
But the wife still did not get well ,in the end she die..Hence the farmer's friend and relative come to visit him..So to serve the guests.He kill the cow to serve the guests...
IN the end,both the cow and the chicken die because they did not help the mouse.
Because if they help the mouse,the mouse will get the cheese and won't eat the food that was on the table and hence the wife won't get ill because of the plate of food.."
So what is the story trying to tell us...it was telling us that next time you hear that someone is facing a problem and think that it does not concern you, remember that when the least of us is threatened, we are all at risk.
Well is like this few post I was talking about so many of this kind of story...Well just feel that this stories is really very good as it teach us or i should say remind us what a human should do in their life...**
..Life..

and I miss you already

6:58 PM

9/26/07

**Well well well days passes very fast...now i am just 4 day away from my FFC...hahaha..really cant wait to go to the course immediately...hahaha...well our class should not call W35H liao...we should be the W3CS...it like half of the class already started to play CS liao lo...OMG....hahaha...we are going to get more classmate into CS....Maybe we could really form a team...hahhaa....
Well just now go work...then tell 1 of my students a story...well cos he tell me when ppl call him names..he get really angry and so on la....then i tell him a story lo...
The story goes like this..
"One day a man was scolded by his boss for a mistake that is not done by him..And he don't know why he get the scolding and got very angry..But he could not vent his anger on his boss hence he went back home..
When he reach home ,his wife asked him why is he so upset...Without saying anything.he scolded his wife for being a busybody..His wife got really angry and walk away...
When her son came back,the first thing she do is to shout at her son asking him why is he coming back so late...But in fact it is only 7pm...Hence ,the son get scolded for nothing..He feel really angry and wanted to vent his anger but he can't do it on his mum..
Hence he turn into his sister which is 5 year younger than her..He go into the room and just scold his sister for nothing..
The sister got really angry and wanted to fight back..But of course she could not win her brother...But she had a Pet Cat...She was so angry that she vent her anger on the cat and she kick the cat..
In the end,the Cat kena all the shit.."
That the story ,but do the cat really deserve what is being done on it..Everyone will face this problem and you may be one of them...be it the husband,the wife,the bro or the sister...Most of the time people just want to vent their anger on someone because they can't really vent the anger back to the main person...Sometime it may not be really your fault but you get the blame..
But think it this way..Do you want to be the one who stop all this anger and let yourself maybe suffer abit then let it go...Or you want everbody suffer and the weakest one get all the shit...
You can be the one who stop it or you can be the one who let the anger roll bigger...It your choice..**

..Life Full Of Choice..

and I miss you already

11:08 PM

9/23/07

**Tml is school day again...so happy sia...ion the past don like to go to school..cos is book book and still book...but now i like to go to school...cos nothing to do at home also..hahaha..but school now is really fun and interesting..it more life compare to secondary...and got more freedom...hahaha...somemore no homework...hahaha...
well talk about my weekend ba...actually really nothing much to talk about...cos my weekend is always the same..unless there is NCDCC....so i was just playing game and watch FMA for thw whole day lo...then my granddaughter said i no life wor....
Well i think indeed there is no life in me...hahaha...well i mean there isit much thing i do carry a meaning...
My life is simple:sch,home,NCDCC,work,sport...no more..short and sweet..and the only thing in my life that had a meaning is NCDCC...nothing then that nothing....i am always trying to find something that will become a meaning in my life...but up till now still cant find another one....but i will still look around and try to find one...
I had become a stronger person...my EQ had increase...I think i am abit grown up compare to last time...but of course my dream or i should said my goal wont change...which is become a section comander...well u may asked why i said it a goal or a dream...cos i heard this line and wake me up..
"A dream that can come true is not a dream"Hence i dont want my goal to just stay as a dream...but i will work for it...a goal that i must reach no matter what...i don want to disappoint myself...this is the goal i set for myself when i am young..so no matter what...i must do it....
hahaha..talk quite alot of life reasoning ...is like i start to think alot of things now...maybe really become old and mature le...still will happy go lucky...but my thinking process is growing from time to time....
well jump to something else now...1 more week...just 1 more week......but 1 more week for what..hahaha..it of course my super power FIREFIGHTING course...hahaha..i put a timer at the side..it the time left from now till the day i report at CDA..hahaha...quite stupid la...but fun in counting down...and i am going to shave my head...argh...going to cut a NS head...cos FFC need wear helmet then later got hair ar...go home that time hair confirm very what one..so very ma fan..then some more so hot hence confirm sweat alot one..so i decided to shave my head..hahaha...k la..that all for now...**

..Life Full of Painful Sharpening..

and I miss you already

11:02 PM

9/21/07

**today is the end of the first week of school..So i will talk about the experience i had this 1 week..At first on the first day we was very strange to each other...We never really talk expect for our own team only...but on the second day start our bonding time...well actually a few of us are just playing CS...well it normal and we just play with bots...nothing special...until one guy said..let lan together...then we lan our pc then played with each other...At first there was only 3 person..then slowly 4 person,5 person ,6 person,7 person...till now there are 10 person already...and the gals in our cls is now into CS too...some of them want us to teach them how to play...well cs is a connection between each and everyone in our class...
From cs,we get to know each other.From stranger we become friends...and from friend we between teammate...who in this world will know that CS a PC game will become a important tool to make stranger into friends...
Now we even come out with wild idea saying that we want to create our own class CS team..hahaha...Well it really fun and meaningful to play CS with your friend or I should said my teammate...
NO matter what my class now is as fun as the past..BUT OF COURSE i wont forget my classmate last term...as they are also important to me...Friends are not to be forget but to forgive...
So i want to share this story with all of you..Our forgiving friends..The story is called"Sand & Stone"
Two friends were walking through the desert. During some point of the journey they had an argument, and one friend slapped the other one in the face. The one who got slapped was hurt, but without saying anything, wrote in the sand: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE."

•They kept on walking until they found an oasis, where they decided to take a bath. The one, who had been slapped, got stuck in the mire and started drowning, but the friend saved him. After the friend recovered from the near drowning, he wrote on a stone: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE."

•The friend who had slapped and saved his best friend asked him, "After I hurt you, you wrote in the sand and now, you write on a stone, why?"

•The other friend replied: "When someone hurts us, we should write it down in sand where winds of forgiveness can erase it away. But, when someone does something good for us, we must engrave it in stone where no wind can ever erase it."

•LEARN TO WRITE YOUR HURTS IN THE SAND, AND TO CARVE YOUR BENEFITS IN STONE

So you see forgive people is important so forgive everyone if you can...**

..Life..

and I miss you already

9:13 PM

9/17/07

**Today was the day where my life start anew..After all those sharpening process..I am a stronger person...Well I am not sure yet..And in fact currently I am still being sharpening to become a stronger..."Sharpening is a painful process,but you will need it to become a stronger person"..Indeed it is painful..Days and nights.I was painfully sharpen...DO I really become strong or it because I already get use of the pain..."When a negative comments come out from your brain cancel it out with a positive one"..SO I now should say:Yes I had become stronger..But I believe that if i endure I can become a better person..And indeed I had slowly become a better person...So No Pain No Gain..hahaha..Talking and talking but seem to be contradicting..hahaha...
well next not talk about that and talk about my first day of school...actually i was bringing an uncertain heart and step into my class today...When what welcome come me was not the usual plain and no expression face..but a friendly smile..well it had make my uncertain heart to calm down abit...well then we start to talk to each other...and talk and talk..it tend to give me a feeling..hey this my class and i should be able to perform..hahaha...then the faci come in..she was rather friendly and is 100% better then my last science faci...you know my last science faci had give me a nightmare for science..ai yo...that time science is a hell..a place that is no turning back...But the faci today was a good one..i was able to understand what she was talking and hence no matter how difficult is the problem..I still do try my best to solve it... Then my team today is filled with gals...all my 4 teammate are 4 beautiful lady...hahaha...then find out that they quite friendly and easy to communicate with them..but one of them of very quiet...maybe it still the first day ba....but it ok...maybe as time pass by she should be talking more ba...well today team was really great..not because they are all gals..but they will really put in their efforts to work lo..i like this kind of teammate...hahaha...k la..that all...next time then post liao...see ya**
..Life..

and I miss you already

11:10 PM

9/15/07

**SCDF DAY PARADE is so COOL!!!OMG..they really did it very well man...the layout of the parade...Even before the Parade start ,the Mobile Column which showcase the SCDF's latest fleet of operational Appliances had already catch everyone attention...I can said that this is the best parade I had ever seen...hahaha...Then the 6 Supporting contingent march in with their smart 4 and water mist gun.The 6 contingent consist of 1st,2nd,3rd,4th division, CDA & BRTC...Then is the GOH march in with their NO.1..OMG NO.1...I was hoping to wear it so much...argh..hahaha..then got flag party somemore...ai yo..power sia...then after they march past all the appliances also do march past sia....anyway just one word"POWER"..hahaha...well picture is better then work..enjoy the photo guys...**
..Life..

and I miss you already

10:54 PM

**Today is 15th Sept,and it our Singapore Civil Defence Force Day..And later I am going to the SCDF Day Parade held at BRTC..So for details of the SCDF Day Parade pls wait till the next post..hahaha... Now I will talk about yesterday my units visit to CDHG...Well yesterday I was the tour guide and was in charge in bringing them around...Well actually we started quite late la...Cos the cadets was late due to the friday prayer..Then according to the plan we should start at 3pm...but in the end we reach there at 3.30pm...then we talk and talk lo...Then when we are at 2nd floor I look at my HP..then I was like oh shit..I spend 15 min on the ground floor only..then i think i should slow down already.....then i slow down...for the paramedic,the dart and the hazmat .. but still i end around 4.05pm..then the cadets got quite alot of time to meddling around ...then i also go check the price for our 2nd batch CLT shirt..then quite expensive sia..cheaper is $23 and dry fit is $25..then actually wanted to buy some badge there and sew it on my bag..but forget to bring money...so sad..hahaha...k la..now let enjoy the picture taken yesterday..**
..Life..

and I miss you already

2:24 PM

9/11/07

**well today went to BRTC to have a medical check up..Well I was scare that i will fail the check up due to my size...hahaha...then got blood test all that lo..then the heart one ar...i think i retake afew time...cos i very worry then my heart beat very fast sia....then they asked me to relax and relax..hahaha..then finally the test over liao...it like so long for me..hahaha...then the result..yes i can go for the course...hahaha...then after that went to the BRTC canteen then saw the SCDF Day parade rehearsal.. then after that see nothing at the BRTC canteen so change to CDA canteen..hahaha..quite lame la...then eat and chat there lo...then after that go home liao lo...anyway this week also got quite alot of ncd thing need to do...like this friday got to be the tour guide of my sec 2 cadets at CDHG..then i need to go revise the thing again...then on sat night need to go the BRTC to see the real SCDF day Parade..should be very interesting ba..first time go SCDF Day parade...must take alot of photo...hahaha...
Now let talk about my view of life..act like pros ar..hahaha...well no time never talk of this kind of thing liao.....Now let me share a pencil story.

The Pencil Maker took the pencil aside, just before putting him into the box.

"There are 5 things you need to know," he told the pencil, "Before I send you out into the world. Always remember them and never forget, and you will become the best pencil you can be."

"One: You will be able to do many great things, but only if you allow yourself to be held in Someone's hand."

"Two: You will experience a painful sharpening from time to time, but you'll need it to become a better pencil."

"Three: You will be able to correct any mistakes you might make."

"Four: The most important part of you will always be what's inside."

"And Five: On every surface you are used on, you must leave your mark. No matter what the condition, you must continue to write."

The pencil understood and promised to remember, and went into the box with purpose in its heart.

Now I need to replace the pencil with myself..Firstly,in the past I always want to lead.And never care about others...Hence now I should change this and let people hold me..
Second ,Now I am experiencing a very very painful sharpening process..I trust that after I am sharpen...I will be more stronger then before...
Of cos third ,I will need to change what I have do wrong..
And also fourth is my will and soul...It should never be change..
And lastly,from now on,I will try my best to leave a mark in everything i do..on everyway i go...
Cos what I have done in the past is wrong...I have never been sharpen before until today...Yes you can said I look strong..but the fact is that I am not...I need to be sharpen...I need to feel the pain before I learn...I am stupid..but never mind...cos I know my mistakes now..And I learn..Like what my officer said to me.."Make as many mistakes as you want,but learn from it and never repeat it again"..That life...Life is about learning ...Life is about falling down and standing up again...
And now my way of life is "Endure all the painful sharpening process,and be the strongest that I can be,I do not need to be stronger then others,My aim is just to be stronger then myself.What other said is not important as I know the value of myself..**

..Life..

and I miss you already

6:01 PM

9/9/07

**well today finally is the last day of everything...My energy had completely gone and finish...hahaha...today after the 3 full day of our UG Conference..I fly over to 4th division to help out with my units..hahaha..but first I will talk about the UG conference first lo...The first day was actually a very boring one as the whole day will just sit there listening to others people talk...but some of the talks was rather interesting...like comparing the power ranger to the youth leader...then also there was one speaker said that dreaming is important...of cos not day-dream la...hahaha...but it said without dream there will be no action...well I think it is some sort of true ba...then it was actually a fruitful day as I meet quite alot of people from different UG...but of cos first day never talk much lo..hahaha...
Then was the second day...it was actually quite sleepily at first lo..cos everyone wake up so early to go to the singapore discovery center ..Then somemore raining sia...better the sleep right...hahaha...then went there heard people talk again...they talk about NS,NE ,etc...then after that was quite a fun one when we visit the SAFTI MI...we go on top of the tower all that...then their bunk super good one...got PC to online somemore...then 2 people share one room sia..cadets 13 people share one room..good sia...hahaha..then after that went back to discovery center to play Race sia...super fun la...run here and there to find the answer...but the game was cut short due to the time...
Then today,hahaha,NCDCC finally wear NO.3 to show it to all the UG..our button shine ar...hahaha..then wear NO.3 from woodlands MRT Station then walk to RP...Everybody looking at us lo...then go there go into our own group ...then today was actually the fun one..as we know each other already then we really crap alot and joke around la..fun sia...then took quite alot of photo...we even took out our ranks and to it together to take photo lo..hahaha....then after the events finish I fly over to 4th division to support my units..
When I reach there ,It was already noon..then there a alot of people lo...then got lots of gift today...hahaha...then our stall may not be the nicer there...but actually is the most popular there lo..every stall like no business but then our stall is full of people and they are queuing to play la...hahaha...ya...never think of it that our game stall is so good..hahaha...then our prize don't know restock how many time sia...hahaha...K la..that all for now...see ya and enjoy the photo...**

..Life..

and I miss you already

8:01 PM

9/6/07

**Yesterday went to pula tekong...got training ar???hahaha...no la..go there visit the BMTC...then see the SOC,firing range,etc...well actually after the visit ,i think that army is not so tough that i think...it is more on teamwork and you must know how to endure..hahaha..then the SGT there power sia....but don know how to describe to you all...hahaha...tml going for UG Conference...lucky at RP only..if go far far ar...i die ar..hahaha...but the second day will die..cos go to singapore discovery centre....hai..gtg now to sleep...see ya bb..**

..Life..

and I miss you already

9:59 PM

9/3/07

**Hey hey hey...i am back to blogging...hahaha...well starting from today i have a very very busy week..everyday also go out do thing sia....well today and tml i need to go back to EVG to help my cadets do the game thing for the sunday 4 div community bonding day....then on wed i am going to tekong....training?...no no no..just go there look look cos school bring us ma....then got 3 CE point somemore...power sia....but confirm need to write RJ one la...hahaha...then on wed can see my GPA all that liao...the school just sent out the email stating that..hahaha...then on thus need o go work...so sian....hai....then on friday and sat needto go for the UG Conference thing....meanin i ned to prepare my NO.4 ...hai...but good la...can shine my boot...hahaha....then on sunday as i said it is the 4th division community bonding day....it a whole day events sia....morning 7.20am need to fall in liao...and so meaning that 6 plus need to wake up liao...OMG....hahaha..bt i think it should be a very interesting events..cos got like fireman pole performance flying fox .etc..so should be very very fun ba...i intend to take alot of photos...hahaha..then i will post it de...if anyone is interested to go to the open hus..you are welcome....it is at HQ 4th CD Division 80 Bukit Batok Road (658072)....so just bring your family and friends and come..hahaha...**

..Life Full of Interesting Stuff..

and I miss you already

8:17 PM