4/10/07
**Finally after one whole day, I get to sit down to watch bleach and rest....Today the cadets really piss me and my NCOs off.....well it come be help...I just try to control as much as I can...and finally I shouted"that it"...and when I shout that...it mean the cadets get it....but I also don't wan to do this to the cadets..it quite sad for me to do this to my cadets..I really don't wish to do it...but if I don't do it....they just get in top of my ncos head...and I can't stand that....it really too much...well today was really quite tired for me..and I don't know why....it seem that this few days I never get enough rest...at least must 10h sleep per day..hahaha..actually my life is quite boring..it seem that it always ncdcc...but that is my life...my dream...is part of me...hahaha...I think I am born to be a CD man...hahaha...really love CD..don't know why...in my unit,I can only find a few cadets are passion ...it hard to find someone that have so much passion in their cca....actually if you like a cca it does not mean you have passion for the cca...passion is something that make you go an extra mile for whatever thing you do...without it you can only give 100% max...but with passion you can even give 200%..hahaha..who know...passion is not something that can be develop overnight...hahaha..why i am saying this..quite silly..hai..
well,reach home le..then first thing is to on my laptop and go to youtube..hahaha...then go load bleach first lo...cos this few days..youtube is loading very slow...slow until i want to sleep ar...then the funny thing is this morning i watch bleach..it loading speed return to normal...quite fast..but you know what....just now i watch ..the loading speed was back to slow..argh.....nvm...i will wait till one day it loading speed it back to normal..hahaha..k la...that all for today..need to sleep now...rmb i need at least 10h of sleep per day..and somemore tml still have ncdcc training...^_^**
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Life..
and I miss you already
12:58 AM
