Gone forever!?

9/23/07

**Tml is school day again...so happy sia...ion the past don like to go to school..cos is book book and still book...but now i like to go to school...cos nothing to do at home also..hahaha..but school now is really fun and interesting..it more life compare to secondary...and got more freedom...hahaha...somemore no homework...hahaha...
well talk about my weekend ba...actually really nothing much to talk about...cos my weekend is always the same..unless there is NCDCC....so i was just playing game and watch FMA for thw whole day lo...then my granddaughter said i no life wor....
Well i think indeed there is no life in me...hahaha...well i mean there isit much thing i do carry a meaning...
My life is simple:sch,home,NCDCC,work,sport...no more..short and sweet..and the only thing in my life that had a meaning is NCDCC...nothing then that nothing....i am always trying to find something that will become a meaning in my life...but up till now still cant find another one....but i will still look around and try to find one...
I had become a stronger person...my EQ had increase...I think i am abit grown up compare to last time...but of course my dream or i should said my goal wont change...which is become a section comander...well u may asked why i said it a goal or a dream...cos i heard this line and wake me up..
"A dream that can come true is not a dream"Hence i dont want my goal to just stay as a dream...but i will work for it...a goal that i must reach no matter what...i don want to disappoint myself...this is the goal i set for myself when i am young..so no matter what...i must do it....
hahaha..talk quite alot of life reasoning ...is like i start to think alot of things now...maybe really become old and mature le...still will happy go lucky...but my thinking process is growing from time to time....
well jump to something else now...1 more week...just 1 more week......but 1 more week for what..hahaha..it of course my super power FIREFIGHTING course...hahaha..i put a timer at the side..it the time left from now till the day i report at CDA..hahaha...quite stupid la...but fun in counting down...and i am going to shave my head...argh...going to cut a NS head...cos FFC need wear helmet then later got hair ar...go home that time hair confirm very what one..so very ma fan..then some more so hot hence confirm sweat alot one..so i decided to shave my head..hahaha...k la..that all for now...**

..Life Full of Painful Sharpening..

and I miss you already

11:02 PM

DreameR

Name:Benjamin Peh
Age:19
Horoscope: Scorpio

Present
I am a ....
*Senior Cadet Lieutenant*
*Certify Level 1 Kayaking Coach*
*First Aider*
*Certify Basic Cardiac Life Support Instructor*
*Grad From RP,Diploma in Biomedical Electronics*
因为寂寞而想你，
因为想你而更寂寞，
所以，我一天比一天寂寞，
一天比一天想你。

TalK

HistorY

Past
*Senior in Wubinwuhshu*
*AVA & Photographer*
*Chinese tutor*
*Student of Qihua Pri*
*Student of EVGSS*

WisheS

Dream is something that can never true,
so I don't dream but I wish..

*Stay with you*
*Become a Firefighter*
*Pass my Diploma*
*Slim Down*
*Earn $$$*
*Become a better person*
*Be happy*

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