10/26/07
**long time no post liao..well i should said i am lazy to post...too many things is going on...i am just too tired...well I don know why...I felt that there is one barrier between me & and classmate...Well maybe I think too much but I won't care...Just feel that everytime I had a hole between me and my classmate...hai...
Then this week we already played 3 time of basketball already...we do training before starting a game...it was so tired...but that what we need to improve on our skill..cos I think that our skill really suck...tml we are going to play another one tml..hai...my leg is really tired..well next week finally no need to work liao...so good...hahaha..but that mean that my paid come later...hai...
Really don feel like going to school anymore...everyday is the same thing....hai...
Now it is about my NCDCC...i am really stress out in NCDCC...lucky today is the last training then for the next 2 month a can have a break...i really scare I will break down if there are more training....today conduct test...ok la...just feel that they are not up to my standard...they are still not good..they must wake up....but no matter what we do ,they just don wake up...argh...what to do....
then today promote the 8 SEC 1 cadets to become Cadet IC...then i look at my list again..I got a total of 20 people...but alots of them is just not up to standard...i am worry for next year...what should i do...I will only have 3 days to train them...is it enough??i don know...what should I teach them...my mind is just not able to think...i am stress out...why...i need to calm down and really think....what is the best things i can do now to solve this lots of problems....
I believe i can do it..and when i believe i can do it..then it will become "if i can then i must,if i must then i will" But I need a break first,I need a recharge phrase ....Let me RECHARGE....**
..Life..
"When you are angry of someone,you will need to think 10 years later will you still be angry of him.If you won't,then why do you still need to angry now"
and I miss you already
8:00 PM
