**it has been a long long time I did not post...although everyday i view my blog..looking who tag me...but i did not came into this page to write a post...because i am so tired...actually last week was the whole week of school holiday..so had went for quite a lot of thing..well i think i should start from monday where I had basketball..well actually i had basketball almost everyday for 2 week already...On tue I and derek went to RP to swim..the pool is so clean..hahaha...then teach derek how to swim because he is going to be post to coast guard..hahahaha..water police...then on Wed went to HTA in the morning because need to bring cadets go there for course..then me and the others OC slack in the cafe..then chat chat lo..hahahha....then after that the whole gang went to swim together in woodland...later got photo..so enjoy..hahaha..then on thurs actually going swim at cck de..but then we cancel it and change it to basketball due to something happen..from afternoon play till night ..then went home that time then know kena sunburn ....hai....
then on friday actually our plan is to go derek hus play one whole day...but we change it to swimming one whole day...but on the actual we actually able to do 2 thing....well on that day morning i went back to EVG for NCDCC meeting..well it was a long but fast feeling meeting..we discuss quite alot of things..but cant said it here...hahaha...it was a 2.5 hour meeting...9am to 11.3oam sia....power ar...at first i tot 1 hour the meeting will end liao...but in the end so long sia..then i still need to rush home change clothes and eat my lunch then rush to meet derek they all...then after meeting them we went to cck swimming complex...then play the slide then wave pool all that....oh,when we at the spa pool ar...saw something la...u do not wan to know what we saw..hahaa....but weisong did not go swimming cause his mother scold him due to his water bubble on his legs...
then swim swim swim,i asked them what is the night plan..then we come out with alot of thikng like go movie and play pool..but found out we do not have enough money to watch movie and jun yuan cant play pool as he is underage...so we said let go derek hus play until night..
so after we swim go eat our dinner and buy so snack and went to derek hus...we also called weisong to come..since we are just playing at his hus...then at derek hus some play game some watch movie....in the end it was a fun days....then we said after their mst..we will play 1 whole days like that again...it should be around Dec ba...hahahah.....
well then on sat we play bb in the morning..well ronald that gang also got come...so we play a full court game..but the floor was really wet...and the game was going really slow...hahaha..but i think our gang did really improve although we still lost to them..but in the past the point was 4-23 and we are the 4 point one and now we is only 4 point behind them..which is 19-23.
then school reopen on monday,well it was so sian...still boring school life...hai..then now is the 4 th i had never touch basketball liao..hai don know today will play anot...
Well read a few thing that really enlighten me alot...but going to show you all 1 first..slowly ma..hahahha...so here it go..**

Life Still Has A Meaning

If there is a future there is time for mending-
Time to see your troubles coming to an ending.

Life is never hopeless however great your sorrow-
If you're looking forward to a new tomorrow.

If there is time for wishing then there is time for hoping-
When through doubt and darkness you are blindly groping.

Though the heart be heavy and hurt you may be feeling-
If there is time for praying there is time for healing.

So if through your window there is a new day breaking-
Thank God for the promise, though mind and soul be aching,

If with harvest over there is grain enough for gleaning-
There is a new tomorrow and life still has meaning.

..Life..

**What should i do??What am i thinking??What is my Life??What can I do??Why am I here??this answer is always in my mind..who can give me the answer..i don know...how did my life become like this...what did i do...what wrong did i did??
I am tired,i am stress,i am sad,i am lonely,i am empty...i don know why..no matter what i do i still feel empty...why is there a empty in me...what is the empty..the purpose in life???
what do I want in my life?
1.I wan to study and pass well
2.I wan to strengthen the bond between me and my brother
3.I wan to cut down my weight and train my shape out
4.I wan to find my own happiness
5. I wan to be happy
6.I wan to improve my basketball skill
7.I wan a purpose in life
8.I wan to sign on SCDF after i am out of Poly

So many thing i wan to do,out of the 8,no.2.3.6 had been carry out...btw their number is just the index..nothing related to which come first..what is the purpose of my life...so long...17 years already i still did not find it...what can make me happy...hai..why is life so difficult...can't it be more simple..like in the past...everyday i just do what i need to do..nothing to worry..why must i have so many worry..
I wan my life back to simple..everyday do what i need to do..without any worry...that me..the real me...i wan the real me back..come back pls..the real soul...
Maybe it is fate..I found this..that really make me feel better..

FRIENDSHIP AND LOVE

• Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear.

• Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you.
• Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget.
• You can only go as far as you push.
• Actions speak louder than words.
• The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else.
• Don't let the past hold you back; you're missing the good stuff.
• Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while, you might miss it.
• A best friend is like a four leaf clover: hard to find and lucky to have.
• If you think that the world means nothing, think again. You might mean the world to someone else.
• When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there
• True friendship never ends.
• Friends are forever.
• Good friends are like stars....You don't always see them, but you know they are always there.
• Don't frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile.
• What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?
• NOBODY IS PERFECT UNTIL YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH THEM. (Isn't that the truth?)
• Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end.

Everyone,maybe we should look at ourself again...NO matter good or bad...it time to know who you really are...**

..Life..

**long long time never post liao...hai..really lazy to post ar....this days is really drain my energy my strength out of me...both mentally and physically...my mind is really tired...even i can slp for days and nights..but my mind is still tired...i can rest physically but my mind just can't rest...i don know why...hai...well i engage in alot of basketball now aday...it really tired but it good....we are training our best to become better ....
We really hope to become better...we really hope that we are not the one who always lose...
there are lots of thing to said..but i just do not know how to type it down..this days..i don feel like going to school...i feel that i am outcast by my class...i just don know..if there are any mistakes i did...i do wan to know and amend it if i can...but lucky next week is my school holiday...i can have a good rest....
then yesterday went to swim with ricky and jx... really find that my physically level drop until nothing to said..hai..must really train alot and alot...must go run,gym,basketball and swimming...
hahaha..well take quite a few photo yesterday..1 is our nake basketball coach..(the one who make us lose 100 point.)hahaha...**

..Life..

Name:Benjamin Peh
Age:19
Horoscope: Scorpio

Present
I am a ....
*Senior Cadet Lieutenant*
*Certify Level 1 Kayaking Coach*
*First Aider*
*Certify Basic Cardiac Life Support Instructor*
*Grad From RP,Diploma in Biomedical Electronics*
因为寂寞而想你，
因为想你而更寂寞，
所以，我一天比一天寂寞，
一天比一天想你。

ExiT

*Adelin*
*Alex*
*Akmal*
*Bifei*
*Iris*
*Jeanette*
*Jun Xian*
*JW aka Lance aka "L"*
*My Unit's Blog*
*My Sec 1 Unit's Blog*
*My Sec 2 Unit's Blog*
*My Ex Unit's Blog*
*NCDCC*
*Ricky*
*Rulin*
*Ruyi*
*Ryan*
*Samantha*
*SCDF*
*Shi Hui*
*ShuLin*
*ShuQi*
*SiewMei*
*Victor*
*Wubinwushu*
*Xinrui*
*Xinrui's story*
*Yu Ting*
*Zahirah*