Gone forever!?

11/5/07

**What should i do??What am i thinking??What is my Life??What can I do??Why am I here??this answer is always in my mind..who can give me the answer..i don know...how did my life become like this...what did i do...what wrong did i did??
I am tired,i am stress,i am sad,i am lonely,i am empty...i don know why..no matter what i do i still feel empty...why is there a empty in me...what is the empty..the purpose in life???
what do I want in my life?
1.I wan to study and pass well
2.I wan to strengthen the bond between me and my brother
3.I wan to cut down my weight and train my shape out
4.I wan to find my own happiness
5. I wan to be happy
6.I wan to improve my basketball skill
7.I wan a purpose in life
8.I wan to sign on SCDF after i am out of Poly

So many thing i wan to do,out of the 8,no.2.3.6 had been carry out...btw their number is just the index..nothing related to which come first..what is the purpose of my life...so long...17 years already i still did not find it...what can make me happy...hai..why is life so difficult...can't it be more simple..like in the past...everyday i just do what i need to do..nothing to worry..why must i have so many worry..
I wan my life back to simple..everyday do what i need to do..without any worry...that me..the real me...i wan the real me back..come back pls..the real soul...
Maybe it is fate..I found this..that really make me feel better..

FRIENDSHIP AND LOVE

Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear.
Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you.
Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget.
You can only go as far as you push.
Actions speak louder than words.
The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else.
Don't let the past hold you back; you're missing the good stuff.
Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while, you might miss it.
A best friend is like a four leaf clover: hard to find and lucky to have.
If you think that the world means nothing, think again. You might mean the world to someone else.
When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there
True friendship never ends.
Friends are forever.
Good friends are like stars....You don't always see them, but you know they are always there.
Don't frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile.
What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?
NOBODY IS PERFECT UNTIL YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH THEM. (Isn't that the truth?)
Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end.

Everyone,maybe we should look at ourself again...NO matter good or bad...it time to know who you really are...**

..Life..

and I miss you already

10:17 PM

DreameR

Name:Benjamin Peh
Age:19
Horoscope: Scorpio

Present
I am a ....
*Senior Cadet Lieutenant*
*Certify Level 1 Kayaking Coach*
*First Aider*
*Certify Basic Cardiac Life Support Instructor*
*Grad From RP,Diploma in Biomedical Electronics*
因为寂寞而想你，
因为想你而更寂寞，
所以，我一天比一天寂寞，
一天比一天想你。

TalK

HistorY

Past
*Senior in Wubinwuhshu*
*AVA & Photographer*
*Chinese tutor*
*Student of Qihua Pri*
*Student of EVGSS*

WisheS

Dream is something that can never true,
so I don't dream but I wish..

*Stay with you*
*Become a Firefighter*
*Pass my Diploma*
*Slim Down*
*Earn $$$*
*Become a better person*
*Be happy*

MemorieS

April 2007
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