5/28/08
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Argh..I am tired.tired of winning and losing..tired of leading and following.N tired of going out...tired of staying at home....exceptGaining of Love,Friends and Slp..Even I know I am contradicting myself.but I don even know why.Life is just like wasting time for me now...what is the meaning of the things I am doing now.something is just not right now...and what is it.am I just Looking problem in myself.I am not sure.when i went for the level 1 coaching.
Once JB said" we only look at our bad point.But we never look at our
Value"E value of a person is really hard to determine..
You will find it super hard to find value in you. You
Ought to see others value but not yours
Usually I can just hack care.But now I cant..Y??I hope you can see it..I really hope...but I am not sure about it..
well what to do..this is life...will u come to my blog is still a unknown question...haix...
the pain of the wisdom tooth growing is still making me living in hell...it still super pain...argh..i still need to endure how much longer...so many thing happen on me...what should I do...so stress and pain...on friday there are UT again..one week of 3 UT will really kill a person...how many brain cell have die already...due to stress and pain...
all that make me a emo person this days...don feel like talking , don feel like playing..don feel like laughing..only one person can make me feel happy, and make me feel like talking...haha..
what do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who make you cry...indeed is hard..today training to me was really bad...cadets why i feel that you all are not putting in efforts...sec 3 pls..wake up...you all can do it..but why you all are not doing it ...where is your teamwork...what is your spirit...it is all gone...what happen...no matter what we do..u all just don put in effort...why...haix..
and my sec 2 don you all change into like that...you all must stay like how u all are now...don ever change...you all are my hope...don let me down..ok?
Sec 1 out of all today you all did a great job...keep it up...it June already..i believe you all can stay like how you all are even by the end of the year..
Rmb guys, we are the GOH this year..it maybe your first and last chance in evg..don waste it..understand...
today after training went back home...and slp..until 7.45 like that than I wake up..get enough slp now...than went to iron my smart 4 again...cos tml also gt training....i hope tml i will get a better result from all of you..haix...feeling so down now...**
..What is LIFE..
and I miss you already
8:21 PM
