Gone forever!?

5/21/08

**i finally find myself studying got my UT after 1 year plus in RP..well year 2 is really very different from year 1..i still rmb when there are UT during my year 1..i don even give a damn and still can get a A for it..and everytime during UT i can press the stupid button "Finalize Answer" and submit it....but now...how ...i can't even finish my UT in 30min..what the hell...omg..y is year 2 so different and stress...no more game time in class..all of us is working working and working...haiz...but u know what today UT i am able to finish be4 30min with confident of passing...hahahaha...somemore it is my worse topic....hahahah..my worse topic becos everytime need to skip 3rd meeting due to ncdcc..but what to do..i like ncdcc so much...no choice ma...but ya u know what..for today ut, i study one whole full day lo...from the time i wake up till night 12am...super...so long in my life..i first time so hard working lo...O level also don have like that....this time i realli siao one...suddenly gt the power to sit down and study for so long...hahah...well it good..at least now, i understand what i don understand le....
today chat with angel , well something about childhood...well realli when we look back at our childhood...you can find so many mistakes that you have done...and childhood actually is not so happy...well yes, you can said most of it is a happy time...but that does not apply to everyone...when i talk about my childhood..i suddenly found out that i am so different compare to my childhood...I had change and become a better person..well which is a good thing..and i also met and have 4 best friends in life...this is great...
but i recall one thing that sadden me most...there was once, when i realli need a friend to talk to, and when i pick up my handphone and scoll down the list..there was NO one i can call too..the feeling of it suck...and i never never wan to feel that again..you feel like you are realli alone in this world...no one care abt u...no one will bother if u die or live...u r so not important...
but now i no need scare le...cos i gt 4 best friends ma...hahaha...
actually there are alot og thing on my mind.but i just don know how to write it down here..maybe it is time to arrange my thought again..to make them neat and tidy..hahaha..**

..Make as many mistakes you wan, Just DON repeat it..

and I miss you already

3:30 AM

DreameR

Name:Benjamin Peh
Age:19
Horoscope: Scorpio

Present
I am a ....
*Senior Cadet Lieutenant*
*Certify Level 1 Kayaking Coach*
*First Aider*
*Certify Basic Cardiac Life Support Instructor*
*Grad From RP,Diploma in Biomedical Electronics*
因为寂寞而想你，
因为想你而更寂寞，
所以，我一天比一天寂寞，
一天比一天想你。

TalK

HistorY

Past
*Senior in Wubinwuhshu*
*AVA & Photographer*
*Chinese tutor*
*Student of Qihua Pri*
*Student of EVGSS*

WisheS

Dream is something that can never true,
so I don't dream but I wish..

*Stay with you*
*Become a Firefighter*
*Pass my Diploma*
*Slim Down*
*Earn $$$*
*Become a better person*
*Be happy*

MemorieS

April 2007
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