5/11/08
**so long never touch my blog le...today i give my blog a brand new look..meaning giving my blog a brand new life...i hope that my blog will not have to die again...i hope i have the commitment to post like in the past..hahaha...well this few week alot of thing passing through my mind...life are so different now...is my life dull and meaningless or is my life full of fun and meaning...this question had always flashing in my mind..what i am doing now? what is the meaning to be here? am i wasting my time?
i am doing thing for my interest, or i am doing thing just for the sake of doing..maybe the line was not clearly draw, that maybe why i cannot answer the question in my heart..but never mind, life still go on and sooner or later i will find the answer..So now there are only one thing i need to do..do every possible thing i can do and make sure i am happy about it.
so what did i do for this passed week, hmm..quite alot of thing..so slowly said ar...
first, went through afew UT le..and my reaction is OMG..cos out of the 3 UT i take..i cannot totally finish 2 of the UT...all need to calculate...how am i suppose to finish in 30min...omg...haiz..need to practice like siao liao lo..if not coming ut will die until don know how liao...hahahha
second, hmm , went to NDP training at HTA last friday....well cadets coming from different unit all over singapore..and I am the only clt there..hahaha...well at first alot of them had no spirt in doing drill...but after some talk with them..letting them to feel proud abt being in the contingent..all the cadet's spirt start to burn..like flashover la..sudden fire...haha...although their drill is not there yet...as it was just the first training..but I believe and trust them..they will grow and improve over the time..and by NDP they will put a good show..alot ppl will said..we r the support contingent..and the worse, the supporting the support contingent..at the back..no one will see..what for?...but what i think is no matter where you are, what duty you perform..u are part of the NDP bring the joy to the whole singapore...Who care if your face cannot be see...you still have your friends and family know that you are there..The point is YOU ARE THERE..and that is enough...
lastly, today went for level 1 coaching coach again...hmm morning was lot of theory and well, yes it is abit down but the fact was interesting..becos it is not just reading from slide..it is life exp...hence it is not as down as nothing theory cls i attend before..hahha
than we kayak to beachroad to have our lunch there...than after that had practice on how to teach on water..
it is different from teaching on land..for the very example ..on the water, u and your trainee will be drifted away.this make it harder to control your trainee and and the way u conduct lesson may need to be abit different from what u normally do..that what i feel..ahaha...
well that all le..think nothing to write le..hahaha..**
and I miss you already
11:30 PM
