8/2/08
**this few day super stress...mostly becos of that matter...but really feel helpless..feel sad...but i know one more week..the fact that i wan most will surface out...soon...real soon...what i can do meanwhile is to worry and wait..haix..sound so stupid..but that what I am doing right now...thing are just not under control right now...
anyway Guard of Honour training was quite ok..can said good..but still not there yet ar...here and there quite a few of mistakes...guy must change ar...actual day coming already...also today wear full No.1 to rehear...hahah...cadets are so happy to be in No.1....walk also got wind like that...
than quite afew of my keyholder is sick..argh...haix...so many problem...
seriouly i don know what to do...i have no mood at all...realli...my mind is so tired...my body too...what can be done, what need to be done..i am confuse...and realli it make me tired of thinking...thinking of how, why, what...i feel like giving up everything...it came arcoss my mind...you never know it affected me so much with just a simple thing...it did..**
..你那么爱她,为甚么不把她留下.因为我留不住她
I LOVE YOU!!!..
and I miss you already
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