8/30/08
**well today was a rather rotting day for mi..as i spend my time doing nothing realli important other than doing my PP...was to wake up in the morning to play dota...but was too tired as yesterday slp at around 5 am...cant realli wake up....sry to alex, ws, ricky and jw....especically jw who morning call me...realli cannot tahan...than slp all the way until 12 plus...actually can continue to slp de.... but get sms from jw asking me to go IT fair..but is was too late already cos they already meeting up liao..than i haven even prepare a single thing...sian..so never follow them....hahahah..than rot at home lo...haiz...well edit my PP to the max liao..realli don know how to edit anymore...haiz..if kena rework again..what should i do..deadline coming up and PP is not done yet..wth...haiz..... wel after that went to read other ppl blog... read quite a few... and found a interesting topic..How did you spend your life? This should be the question that we should realli ask ba..right...
becos actually life is really very short..let us said that we all can live to 100 years old.. that would mean we had a total of 36500 days to spend... but how many people can really live to 100 years old..so let us be stingy abit and said we can only live till 70...that would mean we had a total of 25550 days...and i am already 18..meaning i already spend 6570 days... and left with 18980 days... and out of this leftover, let said i use 8 hour to slp everyday... that would mean effectively i would left with 12653 days to realy do my thing... but during this days... i still need to eat, study, work, training... so how many days are actually really left for mi to do the thing i want...
maybe i should really think of what i wan most...whaat i need most..but we all know that not every plan we make will go according to what we think...alot will backfire...and we will force to change our plan.. this is life..
people alwyas said life is like a drama.. but i don think so... drama is something that is plan and the one who plan it and the actor already know the conclusion.. yes you can said it is alike becos that are rise and fall.. but in drama that is all plan... but in life...no.. and how sure are u everyone really have rise and fall in their life... Life to me is never like a drame..never...
well than now talk about the 6570 days that i spend..did i really spend this 6570 days meaningfully.. i don think so.. i am wasting quite alot of time already.. but why am i still like that..wasting my time... life is really short... everyone should live their life to the fullest.. do the thing you want.. so that you wont regret....**
..Life should be Meaningful..
and I miss you already
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