**Well well well... today i try to write longer post..hahaha...today morning bb was cancel due to raining..i tot i overslp when i see the clock show 10am...hahaha..so me and jw wake up around 1 pm...hahah...and we start to dota..first round, ws, alex ricky got join..but in the end it was super super lag and in the end all quit...hahaha..than me and jw have 3 round of dota 1 on 1..hahaha..he win 2 and i win 1...next time i will win all 3...hehehehe...and after that we had one last round of dota with ws join in...haha..in the end win..of cos...wel after that had a BB...today alex and pat got join in.other than the normal 4..which is me, jw, rick and ws....hahaha...well this few day my playing was rather better compare to in the past...i wan to improve myself...to a standard that i can shoot when i feel like....drive the ball when i feel like..do what i want on the court...i know it will take super long time...but still i will try...and after that went to carpack and meet with ruyi..had a birthday party for karen..Happy birthday karen...and we was like playing stupid game....and did alot of funny thing..DRAW face...omg..i kena alot of time but i am not the worse...hehehehe... actually this days i feel that everything i do was very surface..did i realli feel the meaningof doing or do i do for the sake of doing it...i am not sure..did i do thing out of my own will or becos i wan to folllow what other is doing..all this while i am confuse...realli...am i loseing myself...maybe...everything are so meaningless now...happy...what is that feeling....did i forget ?? or i fail to find understand the true meaning of happy..did i ask for too much ..why am i not content with what i have now...what i have been through now... i understand that we cannot get everything we want...but i just wan one thing..just one....why is that not fulfill....everyday wake up with the same feeling...is this the life that i wan to carry on forever... well find some interesting and meaningful qutoes... 这个世界上没有一个人值得你为他哭~ 唯一值得你为他哭的那个人~~永远不会让你哭 How true....but is there really this person for mi... 偷偷地看你，偷偷地想你，偷偷地爱你——最后，偷偷地哭了…… again...everytime i got this feeling..sian...but should apply to others too ba... 在错的时间，遇见错的人，是一种无奈...... 在错的时间，遇见对的人，是一声叹息...... 在对的时间，遇见错的人，是一种悲伤...... 在对的时间，遇见对的人，那才是一种幸福! How i wish i got the last pharse but everytime i get the frst 3..haiz..kinda sad... 出生的时候，你哭着，周围的人笑着；逝去的时候，你笑着，而周围的人在哭！ True , very true...so treasure your loves one while u can.... 不能给予的就不要说出 不能付出的就不要承诺不能兑现的就不要设想 不能放弃的就不要抱怨不能争取的就不要后悔 不能承担的就不要奢望 How i wish i can do all this thing, how i wish i understand alll this...but i just cant apply it.... while tml teacher day....but never go back any school...cos i don know..i don have the feeling of it...well u said pri sch never go back..becos is too long liao...what about secondary school?...well every week i go back for ncdcc training...so tml got go back anot still the same ma....**
NOOOOOO!!! MY FACE!! Don misunderstand..I don like mabel...hahahaha..just for entertaining purpose.. jw and ber me and ber..DON EMO!!! ricky and ber me and jw..AI YA..how come ricky not here.. ruyi: the RA face birthday gal KAREN!! or birthday boi???? James Uncle ricky?? ..因为寂寞而想你，因为想你而更寂寞；所以，我一天比一天寂寞，一天比一天想你。..
and I miss you already
2:33 AM
DreameR
Name:Benjamin Peh Age:19 Horoscope: Scorpio
Present
I am a ....
*Senior Cadet Lieutenant*
*Certify Level 1 Kayaking Coach*
*First Aider*
*Certify Basic Cardiac Life Support Instructor*
*Grad From RP,Diploma in Biomedical Electronics*
jw and ber
me and ber..DON EMO!!!
ricky and ber
ruyi: the RA face
birthday gal KAREN!! or birthday boi????
James
Uncle ricky??
..因为寂寞而想你，因为想你而更寂寞；所以，我一天比一天寂寞，一天比一天想你。..
