Gone forever!?

8/5/08

**yo, I think I am back...I am alive again...hahaha....Thing are not getting out of control...it is just my silly, stupid and no brain thinking...it is so stupid to have those thinking...this is a lesson learn and it make me one step more understand her...everyone is different, we must understand that...therefore we cannot assume...and becos of my confuse mind, I forget that not to assume, i forget that we should be calm when handing thing that is out of control...U forget all...So this is a lesson learn to me..NEVER NEVER FORGET AGAIN...
but really yesterday was the happiest day i had for this few week....I am a reallife example yesterday...which apply to this line.."What if the only person who can make you stop crying , is the person that make you cry?" Seriously what will you do in this situation...no one know until you get the taste of it...and sometime the stress of it is so unbearable...but everything is ok now...it is the end of my misunderstand..becos i feel ok now...everything is ok in the end, if it is not ok than it is not the end..also thank to my 2 real brother and 1 "she brother" ..hahahaha...they given me alot of advice and support..although some of the advice i cannot accept..but still, i thanks them alot...although another 1 brother is not there, but is ok...cos he ns ma...than don distur him...but he is still one of my BROTHERS....hahahaha..
anyway going to do quite some things with my holiday..but don reveal first....hahaha...than yesterday went to have bb training with ricky and jw again...hahahha..but i think the sunday one more good...cos sweat more..yesterday one still ok leh...hahahah..but argh....nvm..don talk abt it...hahaha...abit siao siao now...than went to carpark after that and we 3 are having "FUN"there..hahaha...
hey hey, don anyhow think ok....we are MAN...we like gals...so don anyhow think think....after that jean,kaen,james,ryan also got come..but we still having fun ourself and they sit there and do their talking..hahaha..really enjoy yesterday...i put down the stone in my heart and laugh it out...the moment is see a new *******..i am so happy...running up and down my hus...hahaha...lol...
than yesterday RJ question was quite interesting ..it is about goals in life..hmm..mircocontroller need to talk abt goals in life..hahahah..but anyway..my goals in life is actually very very simple..i don wish for lot of money...i just wish for a life that i like...I wan to slide down the fireman pole whenever the call come, get on the engine putting on the gear and rush to the scene and do everything i can to rescue the ppl out of the fire....also have a wife and get settle down after one promotion... hahaha..sound simple but it is hard to do..but everymind, i will try and try...because Whatever doesn't kill you makes you stronger...fail is ok, as long as it does not kill you..and my faci reply me with a quotes..i like that quotes..which is
"I've missed more than 9000 shots in my career. I've lost almost 300 games. 26 times, I've been trusted to take the game winning shot and missed. I've failed over and over and over again in my life. And that is why I succeed."
..Michael Jordan

really like it alot...it really said that it is ok to fail yourself and other ppl...but the thing is that you must put in your heart in doing..therefore even you fail, is ok..everybody will see the efforts you put...hahaha..sound so old man..
ok la..i am going to prepare myself for the conbine rehearsal later..full dress wor..must take lot and lot of photo..hahaha...see ya^_^**

..Don't EVER give up on your goals! EVER!..

and I miss you already

12:51 PM

DreameR

Name:Benjamin Peh
Age:19
Horoscope: Scorpio

Present
I am a ....
*Senior Cadet Lieutenant*
*Certify Level 1 Kayaking Coach*
*First Aider*
*Certify Basic Cardiac Life Support Instructor*
*Grad From RP,Diploma in Biomedical Electronics*
因为寂寞而想你，
因为想你而更寂寞，
所以，我一天比一天寂寞，
一天比一天想你。

TalK

HistorY

Past
*Senior in Wubinwuhshu*
*AVA & Photographer*
*Chinese tutor*
*Student of Qihua Pri*
*Student of EVGSS*

WisheS

Dream is something that can never true,
so I don't dream but I wish..

*Stay with you*
*Become a Firefighter*
*Pass my Diploma*
*Slim Down*
*Earn $$$*
*Become a better person*
*Be happy*

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