Gone forever!?

10/20/08

**Haix... it monday again....first day of the week is always so sian.. due to the faci la... wake up liao... thinking want to go to sch anot...becos today is DE..than the faci super wat wan lo... haix..than today he LATE leh..hahaha... always tell us not to be late cos is not CONSTRUCTIVE...u are the one not constructive la... talk so muchwaste ourtime... than realli don know why the faci like to piss me off every week.. every week also like that... don know wat he thinking also..hahahah... than after that go back home... rest...than go bb liao.... today onli jw, ricky, derek and weili come... well but overall was a fun one lo..hahahah... well let talk about my sat coach test ba..
well i think this is the worse test i ever take... i perform badly.. must be true to myself... maybe i not up to standard yet ba.... but my afi said... is becos we are still new...after some time confirm can de... we cant conpare outself to the pro coach..they teach don know throusand of 1 star course already... we cannot fight with them de... wat we lack is just exp.. once we have it.. we can also be as good as them de.. i also believe what he said.
but after some thinking. . I feel that i should list out my pro and con...
first the con
1. It is very messy, in the sense that we did not check the place throughly.
2. We forget that they are a first timer at kalland.
3. We expect them higher than they should be.
4. No coordination between me and victor.
5. We divide the course too observe already, we should help one another out.
6. When explain of skill, should add in reason to why do we do this and not that,
7. Did not check manpower from point to point. We assume WHICH IS NOT GOOD!!!

Well than the Pro
1. I think only the sweep stroke Me and victor did well. BEcos we help one another..
2. Interacting which student is average, but still can improve.
3. I feel that my introduction was ok, I explain the part all that. But should slow down.

Actually i think my pro is very little. there are alot of room for improvement ...I wan to improve myself.. to become a beter coach.. I really want to impart my skill to other in a fun and interesting way..
I should put myself in diferent persective.. So that i can see bigger picture..I should also be more observater.... hmm too much thing to improve man.. haiz...
on land i am a confident officers...can teach fairly well... but on water.. like shit.. haiz...why why why.. **

..Time to IMPROVE..

and I miss you already

11:09 PM

DreameR

Name:Benjamin Peh
Age:19
Horoscope: Scorpio

Present
I am a ....
*Senior Cadet Lieutenant*
*Certify Level 1 Kayaking Coach*
*First Aider*
*Certify Basic Cardiac Life Support Instructor*
*Grad From RP,Diploma in Biomedical Electronics*
因为寂寞而想你，
因为想你而更寂寞，
所以，我一天比一天寂寞，
一天比一天想你。

TalK

HistorY

Past
*Senior in Wubinwuhshu*
*AVA & Photographer*
*Chinese tutor*
*Student of Qihua Pri*
*Student of EVGSS*

WisheS

Dream is something that can never true,
so I don't dream but I wish..

*Stay with you*
*Become a Firefighter*
*Pass my Diploma*
*Slim Down*
*Earn $$$*
*Become a better person*
*Be happy*

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