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Gone forever!?
11/12/08
**I never know wat i do was causing more trouble then happiness.. My stupidity cause ppl to get more irritated and tired...I always think that wat i do was right.. I always think that everyone will need care...but i forget the limits... i forget to do the right thing at the right time at the right place.. all i know as to follow my feeling... which make no sense at all.. I did not put myself into other ppl shoes... I am such a selfish person, such a dumbass...
Now, just like the fire already started buring.. Wat I could do is just to put out the fire asap.. to minimise the damage.. There will confirm be damage done.. but wat can i do to make it to the smallest possible damage.. to be true , i do not know..
I am lost now.. becos wat was in my head all this while was wrong... wat the hell I am doing....y do i always need to face this.. y y y y y y y y y yy y y y y y y y y y y y y y ........
well done ben..just too well done liao.. u all soo lousy in this areas.. just give up la.. right...y go and bang the wall...know liao still go.. feel the pain liao still go....stupid...
but do u think I wan that to happen.. I JUST CANT CONTROL!!!...if i can, i wont be like that..
Am I ready to care for someone?
Am I mature enough?
Am I silly?
Am I stupid?
I don know...**
..This Time, I really got lost on the road call Life..
and I miss you already
12:49 AM
Dreame
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Name
:Benjamin Peh
Age
:19
Horoscope
: Scorpio
Present
I am a ....
*Senior Cadet Lieutenant*
*Certify Level 1 Kayaking Coach*
*First Aider*
*Certify Basic Cardiac Life Support Instructor*
*Grad From RP,Diploma in Biomedical Electronics*
因为寂寞而想你,
因为想你而更寂寞,
所以,我一天比一天寂寞,
一天比一天想你。
Tal
K
Exi
T
*Adelin*
*Alex*
*Akmal*
*Bifei*
*Iris*
*Jeanette*
*Jun Xian*
*JW aka Lance aka "L"*
*My Unit's Blog*
*My Sec 1 Unit's Blog*
*My Sec 2 Unit's Blog*
*My Ex Unit's Blog*
*NCDCC*
*Ricky*
*Rulin*
*Ruyi*
*Ryan*
*Samantha*
*SCDF*
*Shi Hui*
*ShuLin*
*ShuQi*
*SiewMei*
*Victor*
*Wubinwushu*
*Xinrui*
*Xinrui's story*
*Yu Ting*
*Zahirah*
Histor
Y
Past
*Senior in Wubinwuhshu*
*AVA & Photographer*
*Chinese tutor*
*Student of Qihua Pri*
*Student of EVGSS*
Wishe
S
Dream is something that can never true,
so I don't dream but I wish..
*Stay with you*
*Become a Firefighter*
*Pass my Diploma*
*Slim Down*
*Earn $$$*
*Become a better person*
*Be happy*
Memorie
S
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
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August 2009
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January 2010
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